Between Love and Traditional Java

Tranquility

Danial Pov's,

I can't bear to see Dyana like this. Although hurt how he could behave as usual.

"Your feet still hurt?" I'm so worried about him.

"Udah no, it's just a little sprained, Lutvi has been sweeping the oil overnight, it's been light," Dyana considers this problem trivial.

"How could he be so strong?" I'm astonished. How hard it is to be him. But I can't do anything now either.

"If we can be together, I'll marry you as soon as Na" I muttered.

"Something that starts with a bad thing, doesn't end well, Dan."

"I understand enough, while you're still with your parents, please them. Because I can't be with my parents, so I don't expect much from them either." Dyana smiled at me.

"I know, you're that old man, I'm proud to have you," I just hope everything will be okay for him in the future.

"I'm sorry" that's all I can say to her. I can't speak in front of him. When all of his words sounded in my ears. She was a woman, who could only accept, without much rejection and selflessly. His heart had really been strengthened by the circumstances he had lived through so far.

"If I could take care of you next, I'd make sure you never cry Na," I was disappointed with myself, only to be able to saturate.

"But I also can't choose my parents or Dyana, I have to learn to take off from one of them."

***

Dyana Pov's,

"Your feet still hurt?" Danial seems to be worried about me.

I endured the pain in my legs, because I could no longer receive Danial's attention which was only a mere discovery. As much as possible I covered my feelings and just smiled.

"We don't know in the future, if God betrothed what your parents could do" I smiled at Danial. I was just kidding to try to entertain myself. Danial just silently pecked.

"Go home, yuk" I took her home. I couldn't hold on too long not to cry.

"You'll get better than me, I'm sure of it, the man who can make you whole." Danial clasped my hand tightly. I can only smile to fade my disappointment. When he was the man I wanted, he encouraged me to choose a man other than himself.

"You'll also get better than me, which your parents will certainly approve of" I turned to him, giving the sweetest smile I had.

"Many beautiful things are with you, forgetting you won't be that fast and, it's not easy, it's not easy just these words of mine" my mind recalls.

"I promise I'll always keep you company and call you" Danial won't leave me alone. At least for a while I can still hold it, even if it means hurting my heart, to pretend not to expect it.

"Not promise, a promise that is not kept will only hurt." I shut off my hope. Maybe as time goes on everything will be fine.

"We're in a good relationship, so we broke up well, too" Danial assures me that nothing has changed between us. I just smiled at him.

"Where might not change?" I just pinned it.

"I know you Na, more than you know, I know you're pretending. I know you more than you know yourself." Danial.

Danial stroked the top of my head, it felt like calmness was creeping through my body. Even after the word separation that loot. This may be the best way for both of us. Let go of each other. Try each one with a new story with a stranger later.

"Udah come home," I took him. Eventually Danial relented and drove me to the dorm. Along the way, my tears can't stand anymore. By itself it flows down my cheeks and lips.

We just sit still with each other's thoughts. Breaking the beauty of twilight as opposed to mood. We are both determined to let go even though feelings bind each other. We can't be selfish about this relationship.

"Maybe it's learning, one of the phases of maturation, that we have to be sincere with what is destined." in my heart speak.

"Maybe this is the best way for us, that something forced will also not be good in the end," Danial thought similarly.

I quickly wiped my tears as we entered the dorm gate. I got off the bike.

"Don't cry" Danial wiped my tears.

"Who tried?" I smiled at him. But my eyes cannot lie.

"I'm home, I'm sorry once again, being a coward to you," Danial held my hand gently.

"All will be well" I blinked my eyes, trying as hard as a rock despite the waves. I entered the dormitory shortly after Danial came out of the gate.

****

"Why do you go home and pout" My mother's voice opened the door in half.

I just looked up and laid my body down in lethargy. I am not excited about any activity. My mother entered my room, she was sitting next to me. I got up and put my head on his lap.

"Buk I broke up with Danial," I started my confidante.

"Well, why did you break up?" my mother was curious while stroking my head.

"As far as I can see you're fine," she spoke softly.

"Neither approved buk, he said customary java, lusan," I expressed the incident.

"If our family isn't so worried," said my young mother, we look like sisters. So that I can freely tell my story, share about my experience and exchange ideas. My mother was very understanding and understood what I wanted. I was also open about anything to her, including my love affairs.

My mother is more open minded and understands my company. My mom once told me.

"Actually I don't really like if you go out, picked up a boy, but yes his name was once a young mother, I know the association of children today, just be careful and keep the mother's trust yes,"

So no matter what my problem is, who my friends are, my mother knows everything, I always tell her.

"I'm sad buk, I love her," I started to tear up.

"If you are not condoned yes no need, mother also does not want if later you marry him you are even miserable." My mother gave me an understanding.

"It's important that her family can accept you too" My mother was very patient with me.

"The problem is only because the customs are open, if I'm in his house his mother also welcome me."

"I'm in the same position now as him," I continued my paused sentence.

"It's a good thing, it's a grown-up" Mom smiled at me.

"If in our family, the first and last child is a matching couple, but if you are not allowed, who is patient, yes,"

"The daughter of a beautiful mother, there will be many people in line" my mother joked a little.

"It's not a problem, it's a problem right here" I pointed to my heart.

"Later also can be adapted, as time goes by your heart will be peaceful again, sincerely dear," Mother assured me.

"If you want to cry as loudly as you can, do it, vent all your anger, don't hold it," my mother knew how to comfort me.

"If the soul mate will not go where, then also return,"

"But if he doesn't come back, he's straying times" my mom laughed. I also waited for my smile.

"I just hope, in the future everything goes well as it should," I said.

After talking to my mother, I felt calm. I'm starting to think. What should I do next. As long as Danial is still constantly by my side, over time I will definitely be able to get used to our changing status. Honestly it would be hard to let him disappear immediately. I need time to get used to not communicating with him often. Gradually I can definitely shake it.

"Sorry And I'm still holding you back from leaving.."