BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL

81. Choose Religion

As soon as they got home, I went straight to my room. Plunge the body in the room because it feels really upset made by Elsa.

"Ughhhhh annoyed!" myrag.

"Patience." replied Ken, gently rubbing my back.

"That kid, somehow he's now turned into someone else's emotional generator!"

"What else is he doing?"

"Imagine, he said I used pellets to get a mas. He thought, because my face is not as pretty as his so I used the forbidden path? It's good, even though I still have faith!"

"Lho you know, it's true you blew me!"

"Astagfirullah, how come you follow me? What am I wearing? There is no. I don't know things like that, Mom! Besides I know, that's what religion is made of. I don't want to talk to God, Mom. I can shirk later. Nauzubillah."

"Hehehe, you are blasting me on your morals. Wear your power with God. Your kindness to parents. And your other good qualities too. I really like you, Ra. No matter what others say you are not beautiful or sexy. That's not all that important. The most important thing I think is that you are a friend who can accompany me when I like and suffer. Also you are a good mother-to-be for my children."

"MasyaAllah mas, lucky I was met with a good man face and heart. Men who choose women are not just because of physical or wealth. Really put religion first. Now I'm really calm, mom. I'm not going to have any more physical problems, I believe in the mas will love me always."

"Yes Ra, while you still love God, God willing my feelings will not change."

***

What I was expecting happened too. Papa and Aunt Wira again undermined us, precisely Ken. This morning, papa sent Ken a message, asking for help with funds to buy a new car because having an old papa is too old and considered not worth using anymore. Earlier, Aunt Wira who sent me a message, questioned about the work for Elsa. I immediately replied that there were no vacancies and I could not help anything so that Elsa could work in Ken's office.

Messages from Aunt Wira no longer I am gubris. Including his complaints about those who are experiencing economic problems because papa has long stopped working. Papa does work odd jobs, so do not get a pension, while Aunt Wira who is usually a makeup artist now also no longer get a job so their finances are really dry.

[Tante completely confused Ra, the need for life is still high, let alone Qiya is still in school, whereas Elsa has already stopped. While Aunt and Papa don't work anymore. Aunty can't tell papa you're looking for work. Papa you're old, Ra. He's actually sick, too. Don't you have pity, Ra? This week alone should papa you seek treatment, but no aunt brought it because there is no medicine.] Message from Aunt Wira again after a few hours the previous message I ignored.

Oh my God, how is this? Hearing papa's pain, I was naturally annoyed so I immediately collapsed. It was no good either, but as a child, hearing such news instantly made me sad.

"Pa, if papa doesn't hurt my mom, Rara will definitely give Papa. But papa has the same mom!" I said, with teary eyes.

But, didn't Ken already give papa the shop three doors?

[Sorry Auntie, the three-door shophouse that Ken bought already how? Is it not used? Whether contracted or for the purposes of daily living so that papa can seek treatment without having to work?] my reply.

[O Allah Ra, you don't know? The shophouse has been sold by your papa.] The reply from Aunt Wira, so it makes me immediately rise in blood. Three of the trucks are sold? Though just bought by Ken, the price is also not cheap, the other five hundreds of millions. Can you tell how much everything is? For me, that kind of money is more than enough to eat and treat.

[When did Aunt sell her? How not ngabarin? Where's the money going? Then is there a right to eat and treat papa?]

[There is no Ra. All the money goes out to pay off the debt. That's just less. You don't know, Ra, your papa is in debt. Since we got married, your papa business failed to continue to accumulate debt. Aunt's savings should be drained. That's why we kept our distance because of Aunt Ra's stress. But papa you promised you'd pay it all off. He said you would help us. Isn't it Ra?]

Astagfirullah, I can only hide. Especially when Aunt Wira divulged the remaining debt papa not a little. With what debt is still reaching the billion rupiah I pay, while my salary is under ten million a month. Especially in the near future I have planned to stop working, focus on home only.

[Ra, you want to help us, right? Aunty can no longer Ra if you have to be chased after your papa debt. Moreover, it is minjamin to a flowering place. Aunty is afraid of being chased by debt collectors. Help us out Ra.] Message from Aunt Wira again.

Oh Allah ... I don't know what to answer.

[Ra, if there's no help from you, Auntie has no other way but to separate from your papa. Aunt can't afford Ra. Aunty is not strong chased by leeches. After all, Auntie is not strong to obey all your papa wishes. Do you know how hard he is? So hard to get divorced from your mom. Isn't it Ra?] a message from Aunt Wira again.

[O Allah Aunty, that's it. It's called Auntie ngancam me.] I said.

[Yes who can afford Ra, live like your father. No one can count on him. I can't make money, sickly, much debt anymore.]

[Astagfirullah, don't be so Auntie. If you hear it, you will be sad.]

[Ra, you just imagine, if your mama is in the position of Aunt, she would not be able to. Aunt has sacrificed a lot for him. Now replace dong, you are already successful, as a child let's worship your papa. What's wrong with helping. It's your parents, too. Your time is one-sided, only care about your mother. It should be fair Ra same both parents. If you don't want to serve Auntie, it's okay, but don't ignore your own father.]

O God, again I can only stroke the chest, not knowing what to repay. It hurts so much to get an answer from Aunt Wira who is too spicy.

[Rara doesn't want to help papa. But if the nominal is so, Rara does not have Tan. Know for yourself, Rara is just an ordinary employee.] I said.

[You have a dirty husband. Ask dong to be with him. It may not be loved. Papa time just ask Ken would like to say kok.] reply Aunt Wira. [All the responsibilities of your father Aunty leave it to you, Ra. Whatever it is, you want to charge it or not. If you remain indifferent, Aunty must choose a separate path. So that kid can't be stingy, Ra. The sustenance will not run out if it finances parents. There must be a reply.]