BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL

21. Patience Rara!

I'll never let Arif ruin everything. He is either there or not by my side, it has no effect on me. Arif is a stranger who means nothing to me. Rejecting him doesn't mean I haven't been able to move on from him, but because I don't need him in the team, so why involve him too?

"You're too arrogant, Ra!" arif said, with a look of anger. "You will regret it!" he added.

"Why is Rara sorry? You'll regret the Rif. The one whose name is unjust will definitely get his karma." cetus Aya.

"Yes, use the threat Rara. Self-aware dong Rif, everyone also knows that you are wrong!" Here is provoked.

"No, you guys still link it to personal matters. He said Rara is a professional, where's the evidence? It's just in the mouth." Arif taunting me.

"Rara won no longer care about the problems that were yesterday, I can not forget because your attitude is outrageous. Uh now instead come here, maksa Rara accepts you join her team. Yes where to. Rara was not a fool who would let herself fall in the same hole a second time. Adab you're an ugly Rif, who wants to be your team!" dini said.

"really. So just step back and don't show up in front of Rara again if you still have any shame. Repent before you get punishment from God. That karma usually hurts more than our tyranny!" added Aya.

"Do you know what you all know about karma? We'll see, Rara's gonna be sorry!" Arif is still confident in his opinion.

"Who said Rara would regret it? In this project, all the leaders supported him. It is you, do not have a career and threatened to be in PHK because the job is not right." Ken commented, I don't know when he came, because of Arif, we are not aware of the situation around.

"Who are you?" ask Ken to Arif.

"Ken, a new child and also joined in the project Rara." said Aya.

"Hahaha, the new kid knows it!" Arif head gurgles. "Have there. Mending a lot of learning so that you can match the genius of Rara." mocked Arif.

"Ken it's even a rock kid but he trusts our GM. How dare you be with her?" dini Cibir. "Whatever Ken says, we'll listen to our leader. Including if Ken asked to fire you!"

"You want to deny that you will soon be in PHK because your task is not okay, right? That's why now I want to join Rara's team because you know this is the only way to stay in this office. Aye, right?" tell Ken again.

I don't understand what Ken is saying. I don't know why it feels all right. It is an open secret that Arif is among the employees who are in the yellow line. It has often been heard the issue that he will be dismissed to save the company's finances, because his work is not right. Even though the company has given him many opportunities, even until he was transferred as an office driver, he still did not look right.

It was also actually one of the things that made Brother Gita initially hesitant to obey me and Arif. But over the discussion with her husband and I did not mind the work of my future husband, finally a brief introduction that led to the wedding plan took place. Then this is the result, unilateral cancellation.

"Also about your marriage .. should I unload everything?" challenge Ken again.

"What do you want?" Arif was about to grip the neck of Ken's shirt, but Ken nimbly dodged. "New boy don't be arrogant!"

"That's enough. Whatever it is I don't want to hear. If you want to argue let alone fight, just outside. This is an office, not a boxing ring or a debate arena.

Whatever Arif's disgrace is, I don't want to know. I don't care at all. He wants to go to PHK even if it's none of my business.

For the rejection of him who wants to join my team, not because I have not been able to move on. Sorry sorry, I deleted everything. Whether you want to believe or not. Because I don't need extra people. Even if I have to add, I want to select very strictly those who are competent." I said.

"Give me Rif." I passed by, leaving the room because Arif didn't leave.

Patience Rara, facing a person like Arif does have a lot of patience. The most important thing is that you have to be grateful that many of its properties are not in accordance with you! I keep getting stuck.

***

"O, so that's your failed husband's candidate Ra?" ken asked, when the break was over and we were in front of each other's computers. He was sitting at the table next to me because in addition to joining a team, I was assigned to build Ken.

"Not to be discussed anymore!" I kept staring at the computer screen. "But wait a minute, how did you know that Arif was going to be in PHK?" I look at him suspiciously now. "Don't you ..." What comes to my mind is not without cause, Ken is a new child, he also seems to rarely or maybe never join other employees. Every lunch hour he usually disappeared into the meeting room, rarely also I saw him in the pantry. Even just talking to other employees also never. It was like building a fortress so high. Both are officers.

"What?"

"You ...."

"Ra, don't go too forward. That's enough already. Let everything go according to the process. You know, sometimes if we know something that we shouldn't even know blindly becomes uncomfortable. Do you want that?"

"meaning?"

"Nothing means anything."

"Why talk like that?"

"Ra, just work!" Ken switched back to his computer.

"Ken!" call me, but he doesn't reply at all, as if I were just the wind. "Ken, but I'm really curious!"

"Guve!" he signaled me to be quiet by placing my index finger in front of his lips.

Aghhhhh, why is this? Is what's on my mind wrong? But it feels right. Honestly, right now my detective instincts are live. But there's still a little fear just in case I think wrong. It's not funny if someone is wrong.

"Why see me like that?" ken asked, when he realized that my gaze was on him. "You forgot Ra, I'm not your mahram!" he pointed at me with the tip of the pen.

"Astagfirullah, yes .. yes, sorry." I said, linking hands together.

"Be careful Ra, if you think too much about me later you can switch to liking me. Newly broken people are usually easily touched by a new love!" exclaim Ken.

"What the hell," I threw away my face.

Duh, you think what the hell Ra. Be like the old Rara. Rara who never want to be complicated with the personal affairs of others. Rara is cute. Even if she is the person I think she is, it has no effect on me because I am Rara, the regular staff in this office who is in the process of my career.