BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL

61. You Are the Procurement for Me

"Why is it still silent?" ken asked, when I saw me still not moving from the side of the car, only saw a house that deserved to be called a palace because it was very wide. "Ra?" Ken touched my shoulder slowly.

"Ken, I'm scared." I said.

"Fear what? This house God willing has no ghosts. You don't believe in ghosts, do you? It's just a genie. But, if we are diligent in praying, teaching and maintaining other worship, God willing all bad things will not come, unless God sets another. This house is new too, Ra. It was built about three months ago. At first I felt like I was clicking with you. I'm so sure you're my soul mate. That's why I started to prepare for the construction of our future home.

Or maybe you don't like the design? Yes, I'm sorry, Ra, it was me and you didn't have any commitments. It's not possible that I suddenly build a house together. You may think I'm stressed even though I'm very confident I can get your heart."

"Ken," I chuckled at his words as they were, but they sounded funny in my ears. "It's too big. You won't understand, Ken. Someone who usually lives a simple life, everything is as it is, suddenly presented all the luxuries, must be shocked and honestly I feel unworthy, Ken."

"Ra, listen to me carefully. You are now my wife. My partner. My soulmate. What I have, is yours too. God gave me sustenance like this, it could be that this is not my own sustenance. There is sustenance that you bring as well so that I can have all of this.

So keep that feeling of inferiority, Ra. You deserve, inshaAllah. Perhaps, without your knowing it, there are good deeds that you do so that God gives you the gift of all this through the mediation of our marriage."

"Really, Ken?"

"God knows, Ra. Your patience has been incredible in my opinion. That's why you deserve all of this. Now, remove all the inappropriate feelings that arise in you. Enjoy it all, Ra. You are the mistress of this house. You're the one who's going to set everything up, with regards to our home. I trust everything to you. Will Ra help me?"

"God willing Ken."

"Alhamdulillah." Ken held my hand tightly. He invited me into the big house.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's. We both stepped into the house in the Mediterranean style. The designs are like houses mostly in Spain, Italy and other European countries. The house is getting more luxurious with a combination of white and gold paint.

Some furniture has filled parts of the house, although there are still many empty parts. Ken said that I could choose the house as I please. This weekend he will take her to his family's furniture store.

"Ken, this big house are we the only two left?" my many.

"There will soon be a sentence coming. They were my mother's confidants. Will help the whole work in this space. You just manage their work. Or if you want to hire someone else is also okay." replied Ken.

We both walked into the bedroom. The nuance is still white gold. The bed is gold, while the bed cover is white. Real pretty.

"What do you think?" ask Ken.

"good. Although I never imagined getting this much sustenance." I said.

"Then you should be thankful, Ra."

"Yes, Alhamdulillah."

"You also have to love me a lot."

"Why?"

"Yes as your gratitude."

"Hm, it's smart to make it up!" I punched Ken's nose. The spontaneous act that made Ken look at me with a magic gaze so I could do nothing but turn stiff. "Sorry!" my peek.

"Hahaha, that's okay, nguyel-nguyel's wife." Ken pushed my nose back.

Before the next romantic event occurred, the sound of the bell made us have to return to distance.

"It looks like it's the people my mother sent me to" said Ken, taking me down to the first floor.

Three khadimat working in the house, two security guards, one gardener. They're gonna come live in this house to help me take care of the house.

"Ra, this bi Ani has been with mom since I was a baby. So my aunt knows exactly what I like and dislike. Later if there's anything, you can ask auntie" Ken told me.

I reached out to bi Ani, when she welcomed my hand, I kissed her right away. But he reflexively pulled her, making Ken laugh out loud.

"But my aunt is older than me" I said, scratching her non-itchy head.

"This is Lilis and Tati. They've also had five years of motherhood, so they understand that too" Ken said, introducing two other phrases.

After a brief introduction, the three talismans immediately passed towards the back. Ken said they knew what to do. I just have to add some tasks related to myself.

"I think it's weird" I said.

"What's so weird, Ra?" ken asked when we were in the room.

"If there's a sentence, three people, then what do I do? Time just eat sleep."

"Yes that's the hostess' job."

"Enak is a rich man. In the past when we were at home, when we were little, my mom did it all. After we grew up, just helped my mother's work, not all of it. There are still many that my mom handles herself. Though in addition to taking care of the house and two children, mama also has to find money."

"Rezeki is different, Ra."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Ra, speaking of work, how about I ask you to be reserved?"

"Well, she meant?"

"Yes, you can be a housewife."

"Ken, what should I do? There's bi Ani, mbak Lilis and mbak Tati. If you do not have activities at home, it must be boring once."

"You can read a book, study, or prepare everything before you have a baby."

"Infant?"

"Yes, baby. We're not gonna have a baby, Ra. As soon as possible!"

"Yes, I know. But ...."

"No but-but, Ra."

"Ken?"

"We prepare everything from now on so that when God gives us that trust, we are not surprised, Ra. We can be good parents for our children."

"Yes. But give me some time, Ken."

"For what?"

"I will continue to learn, but not directly now because it would not be really if I had to stop suddenly, even though I have not prepared mentally. Never before had I thought that after marriage I would stay at home "

"alright. This month you can go to work."

"Not so fast, Ken. Why the hell are you always in such a hurry."

"Who said hurry? I've been designing it for a long time." Ken suddenly got up, he went to his desk in the corner of the room. Then take an agenda book and give it to me. The moment I opened the book, my eyes immediately gawked, reading a few pages in the beginning.

Ken ... is this really your plan?