BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL

45. Women Around Ken (2)

"Rome!" Monika was chasing my steps. "I feel sorry for you. It must hurt to be left out of marriage, so don't let it happen a second time. Don't be sorry, Ra. It's for your own good. Please let Ken go."

"Thank you for caring, Monika. But God willing I'm sure it's not like that."

"Ra, if you approach Ken just for the money, I can give you even more. How much do you want, just say it!"

"Monica!" a voice called out Monika's name. Arif, he stands like a bad luck hero not far from you. "What did you just say to Rara? Take your words out again. Rara is not the matre woman you imagined."

"What the hell are you doing here?" ask Monika to Arif. "Here, don't bother me!"

When the two men who were still married argued, I decided to leave before more could be issued Monika to make me hurt.

After my relationship ended with Arif, there was a lot of pain I was getting. Now, after so much pain, I want to achieve my own happiness. Ken, I'm so sure he's the answer to all this unrest.

[Ken, are you going to leave me?] a message I sent to Ken.

Forgive me Lord, I promise, I will not cross the boundaries you have set. I just want to convince myself that he really is the soul mate you have set for me. So that this feeling is not wrong anchored.

There were three phone calls from Ken, I decided not to answer because my mood was not calm. [Ra, where are you?] ken finally returned my message. [Are you okay?] he called for the fourth time. [Don't worry me, Ra? Did someone break you? Ra, never listen to the words of others. Not everyone is happy to see us happy. Keep thinking like yesterday, that you love me too, just as I love you too.]

Ken, may God really be Ridha with us, until the marriage is realized. I'm really scared, Ken.

[Ra, if you please, now I'm ready to marry you!] another message from Ken.

Thank you Ken, you've been trying so hard that I'm comfortable by your side.

***

Brucks. My steps came to a halt when an object was thrown into the trash can beside me. Reflek, I looked at the trash can. Looked at a parcel I gave you on Bianca's birthday.

"Eh, mbak Rara. Sorry to interrupt the path. I didn't know Rara was going to pass by" Bianca said with a sweet smile. "Bak Rara didn't get it, did she?" it approached.

"Why banished, Bi?" my many.

"That's it's not level with me, ma'am. I usually wear branded goods. Not that kind of abal-abal. Next time if Rara wants to give a gift, if you do not have money, do not be forced, mbak."

My heart really hurts to hear Bianca's insults. The clock was indeed not an expensive branded clock, I bought it for three hundred and fifty thousand. But there is no need to throw it right in front of the person who gave it. For me who is just an ordinary employee, that hour is good. Sometimes I even wear a watch that costs below that.

I don't want to get into trouble with Bianca. Right now my mood is not good after talking to Monika earlier. Bianca too I'm sure she's not okay after yesterday's incident.

"Mbak Rara's. Where you going?" bianca asked, as I was about to leave her.

"I want to work, Bi." I replied.

"Wait first. You don't want to explain anything?"

"What Bi?"

"James of yesterday. What do you mean to do it? I really did not expect, behind the innocent face mbak, it turns out to be married and humiliate me. That's really mean!"

"Huh? You sure?"

"Yes Bianca. It's just that I was a little bit inferior."

"Well that knows. Ma'am and Ken are no match at all. You are like his master and his servant."

"Bi, I know I'm not as pretty as you, but there's no need to insult me like that. I know you're angry, but should you say those bike words?"

"I'm talking facts, huh?"

"What's the point of being beautiful, Bi, if you don't have a heart!"

"What does Rara mean?"

"Bianca, listen carefully. It wasn't me chasing Ken, but he came. I know myself, not immediately accept it because I also feel inappropriate. But when Ken stated that he felt comfortable with me no matter what, I felt that there was no reason to reject him because my heart was comfortable with him.

Ken is indeed a rich man, maybe about the wealth he is as level as you, Bi. But I don't think you're gonna fit because Ken's not who you think he is.

He is indeed a rich man, but besides being rich in wealth, Ken is also rich in heart. He never insulted me like you insulted me. Ken humanizes all human beings regardless that he is rich, poor, beautiful or ugly." I told Bianca.

Sorry, I have to talk this loud. I don't want Bianca to keep removing the poison. Besides it is not good for her personality, my heart also hurts to hear it.

I did make a mistake in accepting Bianca's request as an intermediary with Ken, but I did and Ken refused. It's not my fault that Ken's heart finally fell on me, yet the feelings between us grew much earlier than Bianca asked for help.

There are times when a person is difficult to talk openly because he feels inferior to others. Especially if there is an affirmation as well as a discouraging attitude that he is not better than him.

"Bak Rara thought I'd just shut up with what I did?" Bianca.

"I'm sorry, Bi, so what else do I do?" my many.

"Give Ken back to me!"

"Fieffff. Restore how. Ken's not an item. Or put it this way, let's go to Ken's room, get him to pick himself, me or you!"

"What does Rara mean?"

"Why Bianca? You don't trust yourself?"

"Why should I talk to Ken?"

"Because what we're talking about is Ken. We have to ask for an explanation from the security guard ahead!"

"Mbak Rara was wrong, but insistent."

"Here you go, I'm tired of explaining to you Bi. Come on, let's go to Ken's room. Or I'll call Ken so he comes here to decide everything. I don't care if he finally picks you Bianca." I quickly dialed Ken's number, asked him to come down. "Ken will be here soon" I said.

"Bak Rara!" Bianca immediately panicked.