BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL

27. Tangier Rara

We carried Yuni into the back seat. After that Ken immediately drove the car to the nearest hospital.

Along the way, I kept on praying, praying for Yuni's salvation. Although he had only met for the first time, from his face, I knew he was a good person. It is not like what his neighbor alleged earlier, that he is a selfish girl who is the cause of death of others.

"Bak, hold on!" I said. Squeezing his hand, hoping he would respond so that my heart could calm down a little.

Arriving at the hospital lobby, Ken immediately shouted for a bed to be brought. Not long came two nurses who were ready to move mbak Yuni to the top of the bed that could be pushed.

"Please go to the registration first" said the nurse.

"I'm Ra, you accompany him to the IGD. I'll catch up!" said Ken. After that, it immediately passed.

I followed Yuni's mother who was pushed into the IGD room. The guard doctor immediately checked Yuni.

"What's going on?" ask the doctor to me.

"I don't know either. He was in the room. When we arrived, immediately broke down the door of the room, Yuni was like this!" I said.

"Patients drink rat poison" the doctor said. "We'll make him spit out all the poison he's swallowed. Hopefully it's not too late!"

Some nurses immediately deftly install equipment all over the body mbak Yuni. I could only watch from a distance while continuing to recite. To be honest, I was very tense. All flavors mixed. Scared, sad and confused.

"How's Ra?" ask Ken who just entered the IGD after he finished registering.

"Still checked. The doctor said he'd try to spit out the poison."

"May be okay. You calm down Ra, don't panic. God willing, we've taken the mother to the right place."

For almost an hour we waited for the doctor who was still trying to deal with Ms. Yuni. Suddenly we were visited by two people who we then only knew were his father and mother Yuni.

"O Allah Yuni, why is this so son?" mother sobbing.

"Prophey ma'am." I said.

"Thank you, ma'am. We took our daughter to the hospital. If there is no mbak and mas, I don't know what it will be." said his father, holding tightly to Ken's hand.

***

Yuni's condition even though he had not been conscious but had managed to get through the crisis. He had already taken out all the poison that had entered his body. We were lucky to be able to quickly find Yuni so that the poison could be directly removed.

"My wife and I are very grateful for the help of Rara and Ken. We don't know what to say. If you do not find out the whereabouts of our son, maybe now he is no more." his father's eyes mbak Yuni immediately glazed over. It was clear to me how much he loved his daughter. I don't know why, I'm jealous. If papa were like that too. "Thank you very much Ken, Rara!"

Ken hugged the man to give him support. The father admitted to pampering his daughter very much because they had just got a child. After ten years of marriage.

"I didn't think Reno would kill himself. All this time he was quite close to Yuni. It's even close. That's why I followed my daughter's wish to wave Reno.

When Reno accepted, we thought she loved our daughter too. He did it because he had to. Because we feel indebted to our family who have helped many families.

But I am really willing to help. I wouldn't be angry if Reno refused. My family and I will not break up our friendship.

As a result of all this, Yuni became depressed. He constantly blames himself, especially plus the people around him to corner Yuni. Since Reno's death, he has confined himself to a room. Not eating and drinking. Just crying. Who would have thought it turned out he was thinking of suicide." his father told Yuni. It seems true that the father felt very guilty, but I can capture how sincere he was towards Reno and his family.

"Sir, can I leave this for Yuni? If he wakes up, please give him this letter. God willing I will come back again." I said, handing over a letter that I wrote impromptu while waiting for the critical time mbak Yuni. I hope, as he reads this, that Yuni will not think of doing reckless things again.

Life is too short, let's not waste it. Especially because of something like that. Love is one of the causes of happiness and also the destruction of someone, but we also have others who are entitled to us.

Before you decide not to end your own life, take a look. There are families as well as other good people who also expect our presence by his side. While choosing suicide means surrendering ourselves to destruction. Those who commit suicide are in hell. Nauzubillahs.

When we finished, we went back to the office. On the street, my tears broke. I can no longer hold these tears.

"I can feel how yuni is" I said.

"By!"

"Ken, that heartbreak really hurts. Especially if we are already in love. It doesn't taste good all of you. But Yuni is lucky to have a father and mother who love her."

"Ra, can you forget about Arif?"

"Kens,"

"You don't deserve to cry for Arif, Ra. Be patient soon there will be a good man who even though he is not perfect, but will try to perfect your life. Can you, just wait a minute?"

"I'm patient with Ken."

"good. Now remove your tears. Don't cry anymore. You have to look at the bright future ahead!"

"Kens,"

"Yes Ra."

"Do you do all this to the woman who cries in front of you?"

"No Ra. Not everyone is lucky to cry in front of me."

Whatisthis? Why do I feel so strange? My heart is also pounding faster. And the last question, why do I have to ask like that?

Astagfirullah ... Rara, why are you even the mode.

Satan is really smart. Seducing through all means. Anyway how could I possibly ask that question. Oh Allah ... so ashamed.

Conscious Rara, sober!

"Ra," call Ken.

"Huh, yeah. Why Ken?" I replied with a stammering voice.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes. I'm nothin. Why the hell?"

"It's lunch hour. How about we eat first?"

"Oh yeah. Not at the office first?"

"Later the lunch hour ran out. How's dong? My stomach is hungry. If I'm okay, you're not as sorry as when you found Yuni?"

"Ken, not funny! I don't like it when you tag others who are going through a disaster!"

"Astagfirullah. Yeah, I'm sorry Ra."

"I'm sorry about Yuni. Don't be like me!"

"Yes, yeah. But we're eating, right?"

"Yes be. I'm hungry too!"

"Ready!" Ken turned his car around to the place he had chosen to eat.