Among Thousand Journeys

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“This is what Wan kok does not usually play to

my room?”

“Anu mas, I also want to ask for help..” says.

Ivan.

“Wah if this continues for a long time I was considered this shaman in Saudi.” candaku.

“Ya different to mas, if the shaman will use mencan, flowers, offerings, la panjengan will ask directly the same Alloh.” between Purwanto sir.

“What happened to your grandmother Wan?” my many.

“My grandmother has been five years paralyzed can not

road, mas.”

“Then?”

“Yes I asked mas mendo’ my grandmother that

given healing by Alloh, because so far it has been converted everywhere also the results are nil, there are many costs that we spend.”

“Ya tell me at home ready for mineral water, let

the medicine I transferred to that water.

at home contact.” I said.

“Iya thanks mas before.” said Iwan ago

passed calling his house.

“This Mr Pur is what?” ask me sir

Purwanto's.

“Sama mas, would like to ask do’nya for my son

the one at home, my son is as big as a mas but

his mind is disturbed.”

“Angolation how sir?” my many.

“Here had a motor accident and

since then it has been quiet, like people

bengong.”.

“Hm..

just ready mineral water, let me cure it later

transfer to water it.”

“Ya mas thank you, let me call home.”

purwanto.

Sodikun was facing again,

“I have told ready water mas.” said Sodikun.

“Father write your name and surname on paper,

tomorrow morning the water tell the father to drink,

may I be healed.” I said. And Sodikun

write his son's name and his name.

“Then the water is drunk in the morning mas?” ask Sodikun.

“Iya drink it in the morning, before eating or drinking anything, this is Alloh if Alloh allow to heal, later the tumor will be destroyed, wasted through his disposal.” I said. “So if out flesh and blood much do not need to be surprised and shocked.”

“Iya mas... thanks..” said Sodikun, and retreat

myself from my room.

“This is mas, the water is already provided,” said Iwan.

“Take care tomorrow morning to drink your grandmother, and

rubbed on his feet, but Wan, not necessarily

that healing brings goodness.” I explained.

“Ya mas, as long as my grandmother is healed, pity she has been sick for a long time.” said Iwan.

“Moga-may only heal.” I said.

“Still mas,” says Iwan.

“Iya equally.”

“The water is already provided mas.” said sir

Purwanto.“Yes tomorrow, the water is minimized to his son, and put on a bath.” I said.

“Besok morning ya mas..? “

“Iya tomorrow morning, may only be given a cure

by Alloh.”

“There are many mas.. may Alloh repay the kindness of Ian.”

“Amiin.” Pak Pur also passed, and there are still some people who chat nggidul unfriendly.

I fell asleep, and didn't know people were

go, when you wake up, immediately run isya’ prayers, and mendo’akan requests.

Lukman came in, just got home from work overtime,

his face looks wrinkled. I continued

dzikir. When I finished my dhikr, I made

indomie, because of stomach rumbling.

I made you all Lukman who's still in the shower.

“Let's eat indomie.” said when Lukman

finish shower.

“Still mas, no appetite.” said no

the spirit of “Lhoh do not do that, this has already made two, already, there are problems can be thought of with a full stomach, if the stomach is hungry, small problems will also not be solved, no problem will be solved,

Don't be one problem and then yourself dragged in the current, calm down, only a calm heart is able to solve the problem, let's eat.”

“How about my wife?” ask Lukman again after we finish eating.

“Hehehe... come back again, don't ask about your wife..” I said while lighting a cigarette.

“I really have not calmed down mas, if you do not know the real thing.” said Lukman.

“You need to know, I see the disgrace of others,

it will make the eyes of my heart blind, so there are limits to what I cannot see, and what I can see, what I have is a gift, maunah of Allah, maunah of Allah, so I can not myself as long as I wear, for example seeing the disgrace of others, or see for example

women shower, it could be that what I have this will be uprooted.”

“But I asked you this one time, mas

helping me.”

“Behold, if you know, I say

honestly, it won't make you

the better, but it will damage you, then do not know it will be better.” I explained.

“Please mas..” said Lukman in tears.

“Good, may Allah forgive my sin, and one day return the blind eyes of my heart and may I’af the mistake I will make, I say your wife is cheating.” I said with a heavy heart.

“What is mas right?” asked Lukman, looking at me

seeking certainty.

“Let all the details, you can call later

your wife and looking for clarity with what I said later, listen carefully, she knows the man in the garden, the man is named Rohman, his stature is moderate, yellow skin, and he is very friendly, he also had a wife, at first your wife confided, then met again while watching a volleyball, and then met back at the hotel, so the money you sent was used both to pay for the hotel, even time to the hotel accompanied by your little boy, now I can not talk much, this has tortured me.” I said at length.

And Lukman was crying.

“You better talk to your wife,

asking for clarity, as a real man

must be tough, face the reality as bitter as anything

that, don't cry, it's reality, it's me

say no idea it might be better.”

I'm staying asleep Lukman, while he

calling his wife, and even his wife at first

denied, but eventually admitted all, but,

after what I told Lukman

he revealed, until his wife was surprised because her husband who was far away in Saudi could know that much detail, but after my disclosure, my inner eyes like closed, I could no longer see the magic around me, he said, can no longer translate what is implied behind the incident, ah indeed my journey must repeat, I shed tears.

Afternoon after work, and finished bathing Sodikun was waiting for me.

“Sorry mas, said mas right, my daughter, all day defecating and urinating removing a lot of meat lumps, this is how mas.. he said his body until limp.” said Sodikun.

“Ya ndak papa, good, yes taken to the hospital again, let's see if the tumor is still there.”

my clear.

“So yes mas?” ask Sodikun.

“Ya, preferably so.”

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Later that night Iwan also entered, carrying a few packs of cigarettes placed on my desk.

“What is this?” my many.

“This mas just thank me.” said Iwan.

“Thank you what?”

“My grandmother can already walk.” said Iwan,

“Ndon't have to bother wan.”

“Gak papa mas..”

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“I want to go home to Indonesia mas..” says

Lukman's.

“Cuti?” my many.

“No mas, I stopped working in factory.”

“Lhoh how is it?”

“Iya mas, what is the need if I work all the way in Saudi, if my household is destroyed.”

“You have filed stop?” much

to Lukman.

“Already mas.” the answer is short.

“Remember everything whatever happened in

this world has been outlined by Alloh, do not

blame the circumstances and whatever happens, realize yourself in fact experiencing it, then

give it back to God, that heart sometimes

must be injured, as the land is sometimes hoeed plowed, so that the land becomes fertile, and want to return to God, he said,

If we do not do the subtlety of plowing our own hearts then Allah will warn us harshly, and through trials that mean that we remember, the heart becomes fertile, and returning to the path that does not prioritize ego, man is in fact made into a weak creature, but it could be because of a science or power then feel strong, and selfish, then feel,

So Alloh then warned back the existence of humans as a weak self, Allah blasted the mountain, Allaah shake the earth with an earthquake, Allaah spilled the sea with a tsunami,

Allah commands the wind to shatter

divide the earth, so that the hearts of men may be aware

weakness, and back hanging

in the most powerful and almighty

helping is Alloh, though,

It is better before returning to Makkah first, and a little calm

heart, remember only people whose hearts are calm will be able to solve the problems faced.” explained me at length.