Among Thousand Journeys

Getting Married Again

“Ngapain there Ian.??” ask him with

a smile with his black lips. “Where is Edi?”

“Si Edi back home.”

“Wah haphazardly the Edi, if Mr. Sugeng

come, he's not around, can be scolded

run out.”

“She's picking up pants for me.”

“Lhah is your pants why?”

“Robek Ik..”

“Danger..”.

“Danger why?”

“In your shop earlier mbak Lina nyari-nyari you.”

“What is Ik??”

“Yes really, why did I lie.”

“Well he was here.”

“Sst says you don't know.”

“Ndak know how? I obviously saw gini, I

lie dong.”

“La will lie for the good is also allowed Ik.”

I hid myself in the box.

“See mas Ian not Ik?” the voice of Lina

soft, half-centile sounding crispy kayak

sanghai beans when chewed.

“Ian...?” dug..dug.I'm afraid it must be Ikrom.

it'll be what it is.

“So I saw, but now I don't

view,” reply Ikrom.

“Yes already, ntar say yes if I find him.”

“Why not tell yourself aja.” clear Ikrom.

“Iya deh...” said Lina as she passed.

“Sst... shh..! the guy left.” said Ikrom

after Lina passed.

Just so happened Edy came to bring pants, and I was quick to wear them, then quickly returned to work.

Turns out Lina was waiting at my workplace

brick shoe shop.

“Where is it? I'm looking everywhere

meet.” sweep with a spoiled tone.

Aaah women, really can make

heart branches, herenya also why

normal men always like women, and I am a normal man, but at the bottom of my heart that is struggling there is always an inner war,

The war between pleasing lust, and

trying not to be controlled by lust, and keep going

the light of my greatest weakness is that I cannot

I don't like girls, because I'm a man,

and women of my opposite sex,

If I try

faith, then I will choose not to try with women, because most of me must be the loser, can not refuse their love, can not hurt them.

It is true that the Prophet himself emphasized, as it were

there is an element of threat in it: MARRY, MARRY IS MY SUNNAH, WHO DOES NOT MARRY DOES NOT BELONG TO MY CLASS.

I felt as if the Prophet loved me

In that emphasis, so that his people are not tempted by the opposite sex, because

the severity of the temptation, so the Prophet emphasized the threat of not being married is not his golongan.

“What's wrong with me? Want to get married yes.”

I say with a simple word.

“Eh you ngigau yes..?” lina said and her eyes

looking at me with jelly, and clear eyes

like the electric flashes

vibrating pulse.

“Why look at me like that? What's on

my face has grown flowers?” I said original.

“Hm... you are cutep.” he said as with

unconsciousness, because his eyes can not be separated from my face like a knife that will operate my facial skin and then decompose my flesh to look for something inside.

“You're serious?” he said then with also like a challenger, his chest

puffed.

“What serious?” I asked, I made a bloon, because I myself did not dare to accept the reality, for example

until marriage with Lina.

“Ya about marriage.” answer half

hang down.

“I'm just nanya, Ms Lina nyari me, what's up?” I answered while fixing the shoes

display rack line.

“Maas…! Oh Ian..! ” call forced me

distract from the shoes.

“Iya what's wrong? We can talk while arranging shoes, because this is my responsibility, working here,”, I explained.

“Moving to work in tempaku, how?”

said gently.

Satan, if we are willing to sin,

in fact, the opportunity to get there is made as smooth as ever

maybe, yes maybe if there is a front

the shrub tree, the devil will try

cut it down, if the path of sin is not yet

teraspal, the devil will try to take care of it.

“Gak ah, ntar even happened which is not

enggak.” said I made a limitation.

I am not a saint, and my heart is deep

coated in lust, my only view if you see

women are still always focused on the perfection of their body shape, explained me

which is still very easy to be tempted, if I do not make my own control, do I have to wait for others to make the control in

my neck?

“Mas..!”

“Iya... What's wrong? Talk aja.” I replied while

keep putting on the shoes, oddly enough he even

tilting the shoes that I had

right, he made it slanted so we both muter-muter there, even though this brick shoe store is very spacious.

“To be frank, I love, love, can't

forget about the mas.., day and night I always remember, a day without meeting, as kangeeen asked

geez, I don't know, not before I was with another guy like this, I feel like this mas is the best thing for my life and my future,

Who deserves to be my priest, who deserves

guiding me.” Lina put all the grunts in her heart, and squatted in front of me, because I was also squatting in the shoes below.

I looked at his face, and I saw his eyes

looking at me with a lot of love, floundering,

the look that seemed to have thousands of stars in every inch of his eyes, and I knew very well that if I stared for a long time, it would definitely make me

washed away by beauty,

The face with the aura of love is different than the others. But I stared at him, wanting me to not, unable to resist the pull of the magical magnetized coil called affection.

My chest claps, there's a sense of tightness, when

the attraction is trying to attract and******-*

***** my heart, I tried to persist in the logic of the totality of consciousness, and slowly

the magnetic waves on Lina's face

looks ordinary in my eyes.

I see there are still small vibrations on her lips due to the overflow of her feelings.

“You don't know who I am yet, too far

the judgment you give, I don't want you to be sorry later, you better think with a clear mind.” I said easing the turmoil.

People who are easily dragged into one situation, it is difficult to be a guardian and protector of others, and I have to practice controlling my own feelings.

“Mbak Lina is not yet known

overall, so think about it first, because many of my bad qualities, later do not regret

it will happen, and it's too late.” I explained.

“Ya we can date first.” he explained as well

don't wanna lose.

“Hm dating? Even though I like to date myself, but now I like women,

then I'll marry you, not date.”

“That's right.!”

“Why is it?” my many.

“Yes looks, I'm not a bad guy

budinya.”

“Haha.. say so, you consider it to be good budinya, wah shallow dong value of a mind

good manners, all men can too

saying as I say, a good manners it is necessary to take a long journey,

To know ugly or good manners of someone, someone who is wise always give you valuable things not yet

of course he thinks he's good, because it could be

he has a purpose behind his gifts, the person who always accompanies you, goes here and there, helps you, always looks in front of you a cheap smile, it could be behind him stabbing you,

So one's ethics cannot be determined by meeting once or twice, one can be known either or not, if you have collected it

in together, they sense the concerns, and

together with happiness, it could be

someone if in concern can be seiya seiya even, but if there is gold in your hands, then he does not hesitate to throw daggers in your heart, he said,

If you go forward, he might be jealous and try to bring you down, I'll be a lot of talk.!” I said.

“Gak, I like, even a year if Ian mas

speaking in front of me, I will always sit down

listen.”

Seriate......