Among Thousand Journeys

Turning Point

And what happened to me is not yet a nail, from what befell the Prophet Muhammad. Then the thought even makes me not only not just a sense of airy heart, but even there is a sense of addiction.

Moreover, sin is taken for free, meaning that even though the person has spoken here and there, if hungry he eats his own rice, I do not need to feed.

Though he has been lame in vilifying me, then sometimes I do’akan so that the nutrition is smooth, because he has been actively cleaning up my sin, even though it seems inborn blasphemy and vilifying me.

Probably tried to vilify me

in each of his studies, kyai Askan, names

kyai finally came to my house.

“What's kang?” ask when I have been looking

face with.

“I want to talk,” he said in a high tone.

“Please, what to talk about?” I made it as low and comfortable as possible.

“You are a newcomer, I am here, so it is not appropriate for you to seize my popularity in this village.” he explained still with a tone of angry people.

Moreover, the makmum who have elders, most will come to cry if I am a priest.

It has been since I led

tahfidzul qur’an pesantren first, if I am the one

being a priest, there will be many who cry, some even scream faint, it is not without cause, because indeed if someone reads qur’an with deepening understanding and proper application will cause a heart-shattering effect.

At first this story I experienced, I was before

being a person who tries to get closer to Allah, I am a person who can be said to be naughty, a person who likes to fight, hobbies

brawl, long hair, and every

day wearing earrings, where there is a rock concert

definitely come.

At that time there was a power metal concert in the Bojonegoro area, I with my friends came, whether it was arranged by Alloh, so until the location of the concert was canceled, I was disappointed.

And to deal with my disappointment, I walked the same way around town

Bojonegoro, kok pas happened to have a study

akbar, and fitting his saritilawah reader from

Egypt, yes I was hanging out there.

Ee pas who read Qur’annya appear to the stage, there is no intention at all to hear the reading qur’an the person, but will use the soundsystem, even from a distance just to hear, I hear, and when the man read the qur’an, my chest felt like it was stirring, vibrating, turbulent, I was originally standing and leaning against the wall, until I arrived because of the vibration I felt I could not stand,

my eyes are so full, I want to scream,

howling, begging for forgiveness for all my sins,

I felt so despicable, worthless, hypocritical, wicked, heathen, sinful, I felt like I was stripped naked in the great field, until I unconsciously cried, begged for forgiveness for all my sins, I feel so sinful more than the most sinful, my tears drained, and it's not just me, my friends, all

the people present were crying, but that was

just reading al-qur’an, which I am also my friend, also people present certainly not all know the meaning

one by one, but why all

crying out?

After returning home from that incident, I have changed one hundred and eighty degrees.

About Qur’an reading it always ringing in

my mind, day and night always looms

my step, and automatically then become

my reflection, until I was dragged into the understanding of why people, even the Prophet himself if recited Al-Qur’an to tears.

The main people why if they read the Quran they cry, like Abu bakr, when reading the qur’an it will sound boiled water in his heart, what if Umar bin Khotob was reading the Qur’an will smell the burning flesh, because of the burning of a scared heart

the Gusti Alloh.

The eye is the spring of the heart, if the eye

crying because of a heart that is afraid of God,

like the ground that comes out of water, because

showing fertile soil, eyes that come out of water because of a heart that is afraid of Allah

The vibration was sent by an invisible cable. Only the person who has shaken his heart, can thrill others.

How can the heart be shaken? The heart trembles or wajilat qulubuhum, because if it reads the Qur’an it self-understand and

believe as sure as possible that the Qur’an

it is a letter from Allah, to ourselves, as

muslims, even if it is about

stories of hypocrites, pagans, people who

lost, the dzolim, so that means

That's us, not anyone else, because Al-Al

qur’an is revealed to us not to other religious people.

So self-awareness, we in the birth of the ID card of the Muslim, but still always behave as a disbeliever like

infidels, liars like hypocrites, always put nothing in their place

like the dzolim, ngeyel like the Children of Israel,

doing bad deeds like people

lost, so self-awareness of attachment of the bad nature in ourselves, then God rebukes us.

A substance that can flip the world, and

destroying us into a carcass that does not

buried, it warns us, must be people

faith that lights up his faith will be shaken,

and feel yourself really attached to nature

ill-favoured.

Because if the self feels more sacred, then the self is getting dirty, because even though it has been full of forging in the body of various kinds of dirt, it still feels holy.

And the one who feels the most righteous will be the most lost, because he is lost still feels straight, because the righteous feeling is ingrained.

Also the most stupid person is the one who feels the most intelligent, because it has obviously been

wrong, but always what he does is his cleverness.

The most hypocritical person is the one who

feeling the nature of nifak not attached to him, he,

so repeatedly lying, it will be considered not a lie, because it considers the lie a truth.

So someone who wants to be good, then

do not hesitate to correct yourself, if there is

defilement then do not hesitate to admit then

clean it, so that the peace of heart

clean gained.

And when the heart is clean, whence the Qur’an

it was read, then the light of his guidance Qur’an it

will shine on the heart, make clear the faint, the,

unravel the meaning and meaning of soft, gentle,

like a person who is dragged to feel afraid when reading a horror novel, and laugh when

read a humor novel, and it seems to be

the warrior when reading silat.

When in qur’an there is a story about

hell, then you feel like you have fallen

into the sea of fire, when the Qur’an it.....

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