Among Thousand Journeys

Hijab heart

“Say has faced the manager about

salary increase, how did it go?” ask

Muhsins.

“Yes he promised later after training.”

my answer.

“Ya will be awaited only, then how

his terms of being his student mas?”

“There are no conditions, just be sincere

running the practice I gave you, this

the practice I have written.” I said while

handing out a paper with the words practice.

“This is 10 thousand yes mas?” ask Muhsin.

“Iya.”

“What's wrong with zero?”

“Where is it? Zero is four right?” my many.

“Iya four.”

“If four means true, it would be ten thousand

four,”, I explained.

“Iya three times only zero.., “.

“Lhoh the wirid ten thousand, the lightest wirid.” press me.

“Kan I told you to be my student

heavy, if you want to be a powerful person yes must be strong sitting, it will fight against the will of lust, complete dhikr, someone is affirmed or not diijabah do’nya just through the layer of lust, the, hijab is opened and closed so that it is given knowledge of the sciences of Allah,

Yeah just past the layers of his lust, getting more and more

a man is busy with his lust, so

the further away the person is with Allah, meaning that the person makes his lust as his Lord,

ISAHU HAWAHU, all sorts of amaliyah

it is only with the intention that we can subdue lust and place it on a cage called mutma’inah, lust becomes calm, does not turbulent want to be fulfilled, that person if he still has a noble desire on the human side, then he has a noble desire on the human side,

Do not expect to have a rank on the side of God, that person if you are still expecting in humans and objects then do not expect do’ya diijabah Alloh, because in fact he did not ask to Alloh, but ask for his own fears and hopes,

Sometimes a person feels right worship, and unwittingly his worship has deviated far, so that it is not the fadhilah or the gift of the fruit of worship that is received, but what is felt is distress of the heart, but what is felt is distress, to and further away from God, then ran to the graves, seeking answer for the stagnation of worship that has been

done got nothing.”

“Iya mas..”

“Actually worship that produces fruit

worship is not difficult, very simple, and not

long-winded, but man has lust, and

man had to conquer his lust, the Prophet said that uhud war is a small war, we will go from a small war to a big war, and that big war is fighting lust, that is, it is said to be great because we are fighting ourselves, and generally no one wants to resist the passionate desire, which there is a man who always wants his desire to be satisfied.

Though satisfaction, greed is no end of the base, satisfaction yes DEAD, people have one wife, want two, have two want three, people

one house wants two, one wants two

want to have three, and continue to be sustainable, have a cow one wants two, have two wants three, have a car one wants to have the most luxurious two, have the most luxurious two,

and so on, if you have one island, then you want two islands, you have two islands, you want to have three islands, so the kingdom has always wanted to control the other, you want to control the other,

And there is no way to prevent the burning of lust except by reducing its flame, no

extinguish but light in the right place, if the lust is extinguished, pity the wife if her wife is impotent, so the desire or flame of the lust is placed in its place, like a fire placed in a candle or stove, so that it can be used, the lust of the sahwat is poured out on the wife, and the lust can only be soothed by recognizing the pathways of exit, the path of exit of the lust is called latifah, the softness of the source of the outflow of lust, the source of the outgoing lust, and that source we plug slowly with dhikr, ala bi dzikrillahi tatma’ul qulub, remember only by remembering the God that the heart can be calm.

How ready not

running?”

“Ya mas I'm ready.”

“No man, guardian, Prophet though, genie, genie,

omit and bestow greatness, so never rely on anything other than Allah, the pious, the kyai, the prophet, the jinn, the angels, all creation is the same as us, if we rely on the same creation that

having a deficiency, then obviously our fault, is,

rely only on Allah, all creation besides us, it cannot benefit and harm, unless Allah allows it to benefit, and harm.”

“Hm..

“Hehehe ya ndak papa, tomorrow on again.”

I said,

Every movement, every event, and every thing that moves and stops it cannot be separated from the will and the rule applies in it,

Maybe I'll look more still than a dead tree and more motionless than a hard rock, because I'm often immersed in the dives of my heart world, when people joke and laugh, I might be like a human being who does not exist, not dragged by anyone's jokes, and prefers to be alone in diving into the science of God, it seems every time I use understanding even though I have been diving for days, but the basis of understanding I have not achieved, either,

Just silence without characters, and I

trying to avoid blaming anyone

man, for I am sure all have been

programmed to occupy his taqdir-taqdir, such as

kites are thread-drawn, and flown in the desired wind direction where

his blow.

I even got a roommate, because

lock only one, and bring my friend, so almost every day I have to enter the room through the window or I have to often miss work because friends who shower for hours, all is a process, all is a process, all humans have a bad side, and it's not uncommon for people to dislike me,

Because of my bad side, and

I tend not to realize my own ugliness

by oneself.

Always creating someone else can be

to exercise the patience of others, such as

creating satan, to be used as a test for man, so that faith is forged, in order to

perseverance is tested, and who deserves and does not

deserve the gift and reward

looks obvious.

Work in a cement factory may be the same as

working in another factory, because I never

work in any factory. In the cement factory I occupy, there is a working system called

drama, how can you? I myself first

surprised there's such model work, you know

the drama? Drama means not really working,

pretending to work but producing nothing

but it looks the busiest.

For example, for example, the nail is set in half, then busy mukul, but the right-hand hit the nail, so it is not worn by the nail, rest for a while, later if there is a foreman coming, the nail is really hit, but also do not let the sink, yes one nail ration one day, can even be taken overtime in order to stick one nail it.

I was shocked myself, I'm a calligrapher, inside

finishing calligraphy yes I think it's relaxing, ee it turns out that in Arabic that I finish in a day it can be completed by the previous author within a month, so because the factory makes the previous size, so, so I was given the task of completing a writing assignment to

one month, yes I finish in a day, yes,

because I don't know, finally in a month I was unemployed, went to work, just missed, and sat all day when the dzuhur came home, one hour behind work, then sat until 4 pm, then sat down, and go home, long saturated too, then that's what I wrote, I started writing,

Moreover, I can make the Saudi internet free, even with writing hp I started writing little by little, even though in Saudi internet is very expensive, once entered 4 real, but in Saudi, one real is equal to two thousand four hundred rupiah, fortunately I can make the internet free, all friends think I am crazy, ngayal, because it says the internet can be free, when I say to others, but I say to others, I myself have been using freebies for half a year, but after all I have taught you how, then everything follows.

Drama is a work habit

drama, I did not follow the drama then blamed the others, but obviously it was very inappropriate

with my conscience, the money I eat, eat

my wife's child, being blood, washing hearts,