Among Thousand Journeys

Among Thousand Journeys
Introspections



If our hearts tend to ask God, it means that God loves us, because nothing ripples in the heart of a man, it exists and ripples and becomes a worship charity, unless Allah makes permission to happen and apply.


When Suhandi came to me for the first time, his face was very dark with the aura of Satan, even though I knew what he had done, then I had to be non-judgmental, all humans have a journey to me, and if we always blame others, or wrong others with all their pasts, then we cannot make other humans right, everyone will look wrong, but everyone has travel shortcuts, which are not always good, but even a prostitute, no one aspires to be a prostitute, even if the robber then no one aspires to be a robber.


“Mas.. I want to ask for help, so that my efforts can go forward.” said Suhandi.


“Ya just follow dzikir here, later will also advance, but maybe you will be long.” I said.


“Why is that so mas?”


“Yes that person can advance his business, can go fast a motor, if in the engine the motor is clean of dirt and crust, if karaten, dirty, of course the road will be slow, if the engine is clean, in the motorbike must be serviced first, what is badly damaged must be replaced, if the tire alone becomes the number eight then the motor is forced to go, it will only be troublesome who drives, it could be from Surabaya to Jakarta, he said, throughout the journey the motor will be shouldered, yes rather than like it meningan do not bring the motor, do not bring the motor,


Even if the motorbike is forced to be carried it must be superimposed on the bus, equal to a business if the business is already a hole here and there, mending abandoned, looking for a new business, although the results are less, even if the results are less, at least it will be able to close the hole in the old business, but the business has been crushed, still forced the way, then it is certain that the business will not meet the good, but will even suffer more losses,” I explained.


Although frankly I am a big zero in the field of business.


“Wah if you leave my old business yes difficult mas..” said Suhandi.


“Yes it's up to you, I'm also not a person who understands with effort, it's just my advice only.”


“Ya I only ask do’anya mas.” said Suhandi.


“Ya once again I example the motor, let's easily discuss, this is for example the motor after the collision and the tire came off, and anything broke, the chain also broke, and the, then placed in front of the most resilient’a pendo though, then dido’ during the night will also not return the motor as before, meaning that the motor is still destroyed, that is, this is, what is clearly visible in front of the eyes, then it resolves in a way that is visible in front of the eyes, yes if the rope is broken joined, dirty hands are washed, can not break the rope and then do’akan, my advice is to look for other efforts, which can be expected results even a little, but continuously so that it can patch a hole in the current business, but do not want to be okay-pa.” explained me.


And Suhandi still continues to wrestle his business, his debts are getting swollen, every deposit of income is only to pay the interest on the debt, and his income is not enough to just close the interest, and the income is not enough to just close the interest, but repeatedly Suhandi did not want to leave his business, as if there had been an attachment to the business that might have made rich, so Suhandi dragged in an endless entanglement, so that, like a rat who muters in a trap hole, and has been unable to get out, it is more difficult to advise someone who has been trapped by his mental calculations, and always rely on mathematical tools.


I only shake my head if Suhandi asks for advice, because even if she asks


my suggestion was as if it were just the wind, he was already trapped by the suction power of his own mind, and pursued a formless imagination.


Taking out the person who is trapped by his dreams and fantasies is more difficult, like a person who is drunk on ecstasy pills, said however it will only be exhausting to talk, just talk, so I just hope that Allah gives awareness from the side that might be better in the end, I just ordered Suhandi to pray diligently, and perform worship, which he had left behind, as a person who conveys, as a person who conveys, so I am only obliged to convey, acceptably and the results later it is not my business anymore, I am sure if the will is good and accompanied by a truth


saying it will work well.


I repeatedly suggested to Suhandi, and repeatedly I also knew that he would not accept with his wits, but I still did not get tired of delivering.


“Will my efforts will improve ?” tanyakanya.


my clear.


“How is it a smooth way, and how is it a rough way?” ask Suhandi.


“Smooth ways such as fasting, if you do not want to be warned later by God by way of hunger, stomach pain, difficulty getting rizqi to fill the stomach, and always the stomach affairs are very difficult, then do fasting, fasting, shake your heart with dhikr, surprise your heart with lafadz, so that you do not warn yourself with earthquakes and


lightning strikes, so everything we want to take a subtle way of warning ourselves with introspection,


If we are warned by earthquakes, flash floods, thunderstorms, so that we can read every movement and action there is a meaning, because this nature shows the existence of God in all aspects of anything that exists.”


“You've eaten too many illegal goods.” I said.


“La my halal business kok mas.” replied Suhandi.


“Yes if the system you use, the bribe system in order to get a loan, then replace the happy money because it can not pay the debt is not justified in Islam, even if it is in the deal.”


“Means it's haram?”


“Iya it can't.”


“But everyone is running.”


“Although all run, if haram yes still haram, kayak in an area for example intoxicating drinks sold freely, intoxicating drinks yes still haram, or in the region


prostitution, then all prostitution, prostitution yes still haram, or in Bali on the beach, all naked people, yes naked remains haram, he said, so that illegal halal cannot be determined by a few people like the choice of the village head, if haram yes forever haram, even though all residents on earth run it.”


“Wah then how mas?”


“Everything is difficult, the only way you repent earnestly, remember


a drop of intoxicating drink that 41 days of worship is rejected, although in the obligation to fall if performing prayers, but the prayer is only


abort the obligation, also eat food that is haram, then do’nya rejected, so berdo’a like reading cersil.”


Seriate....