Among Thousand Journeys

Among Thousand Journeys
"Ala bidzikrillahi tatma’inul qulub"



“What hurts bu?”


“I said the doctor will have a tumor in the bladder


urinary, but once ordered surgery, kok operasi gynecologi, so the operation has been sewn back, seen again the tumor is still there, and


I want to be re-operated, I am so afraid, stomach coed-edel, so it is not necessary


just operate, then I go to where Kyai asked


dido’akan only, so that I was given healing


by Alloh.” says the woman named


Amrina.


“Iya, insaAlloh if Alloh allows, insaAlloh healed, later I will love water, drink if you want to sleep, and will not eat anything else, also wake up, before eating anything.”


“Both I understand.”


Then I took the mineral water, and I blew it up and I gave it to Amrina, and the woman came home with her child.


Tomorrow comes with fear.


“Why?” my many.


“I was afraid of kyai, this morning I peed kok that came out like a lot of meat, and crushed the flesh, mixed with blood and pus, until my body was weak.” he explained.


“Tak nothing, it's a crushed tumor, and it comes out through the urinary tract, now how


feels?”


“Ya now feels lightly kyai.” said Amrina.


“Ya could make a full recovery, and soon


healthy.” I said.


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I saw two more guests, two men.


“There can I help?” ask those two guys.


“I want peace of life kyai, why do I always fret, rizqi difficult and all the shortcomings in the household.” said a person named Furqon.


“If Al Qur’an itself says,


"Ala bidzikrillahi tatma’inul qulub", remember only with dhikr Allah, the heart can be calm, so how not to rest unsettled, then the best way yes dzikir Alloh, always remember to Allah, dzikir correctly, so that the heart is not calm, not origin dzikir, who are friends, who studied.” I said.


“Ma’af kyai, actually I this too


berthoreqoh,”


“Ooo nice it is, what is thoreqohnya?”


“Thoreqoh kejawen.”


“Lho there is such a thoreqoh?”


“Yes there, as I follow it.”


“If I could know what model it is like?”


“Yes that we gathered, then did dzikir,”


“Yes dzikirnya silent, sitting cross-legged legs folded knitting each other, and the body upright silent, then waiting for the presence of Allah, Allah it is everywhere, all this nature will not be firmly occupied by Allah, Alloh, the strong occupied it


liver,”


“Wah it perverted.” “In the Qur’an itself right Alloh it is located covering Arsy, and arsy it covers the sidrotul muntaha sky to the seventh, and the seventh sky covers the sky in this world, so the power of the Allaah that covers the heavens and the earth, wasi’a kurisyuhussamwati wal ardh, remember the story of the Prophet when dimi’kan by Alloh, up to sidrotul muntaha, and the angel Gabriel who accompanied could not enter the mustawa, because it would be destroyed if it met God.


So to show that Allah exists, kamislihi shai’un form, its form is nothing resembling, because its immortality, magnitude, grandness, perfection, if it is said that Allah is only in the heart of the place it is very misleading.


Allohu is the light of heaven and earth, if there is no light of Him then heaven and earth and all that is there is none, heaven earth, I am beside, this seems to exist, because of the light of Allah, because of the light of Allah, if the light of God does not radiate, then the sun goes out, the light all goes out, also the light of reason and heart, he reason alone can translate what the eye sees, he said, because there is a light of explanation and understanding of what is seen, which enters and opens the veil of the heart is divine light, Allohu nurussamawati wal’ard.


And there is a light that hits what is seen, and there is light in the eyes, the dead man if you open his eyes, then the light of his eyes will be lost, so the light of those eyes is there, so the light of those eyes is there, look at a cat if in a dark place in his eyes there will be blue or green light or something else, so he can see in the dark, the sign of something that is alive and dead is the presence of light, the sign of something is dead, electricity is said to die, because it is not glowing, human skin only if it dies or detaches from the body it will lose its light.


Also the tree dies and loses its life light, which is the color of the tree, green, so the heart too, if the heart dies, it will lose light, like a person in a dark place, going everywhere is afraid to hit the wall, or hit by nails, or fall into the abyss, because it does not see the light in front of it, also the dead heart does not know where, its nature is restless, dry, worried, sad, loba, greedy, moaning


it's bad to think, it's strung together, it smells bad, so it's always gonna bring out the bad, so it's always gonna,


even if given bread, or kindness.”


“In the place where I went toreqoh it, also said


the leader, if all these humans are sought tranquility, and calmness it could be because of having money, having a position, or having what is liked.” explained Furqon.


“That's even more wrong, that's the name should make his lust desire as


God, or ilahahu hawahu,”


“Lhoh what tranquility is also lust desire?” ask Furqon.


“La whose name is the desire of lust, the name is not yet the way has been rough, because it has a wrong assumption, want to Jakarta from Central Java, calculated Jakarta to the east of him, he said, though clearly in the west, then what was thought wrong was done, then he continued to walk east, until around the earth, then Jakarta, deh nyampek,


The travel time that should only be taken overnight, can be a lifetime, or to death on the road can not arrive, la the way is wrong, there is a connection of science to the kanjeng of the Prophet thoreqoh? Obviously not, the Prophet never did anything difficult and then made his own show, made his own religion, and made a way of worship that is not reasonable, that is subterfuge, that is reason,


Anything other than Allah is not a goal, because it is clear that man was created for the servitude of God, not for tranquility, or all kinds of desires of contentment of the heart, obviously man will not be calm, if you do that, make a goal other than Alloh, la you during following that flow, calm is not it?” my many.


“Tak calm, even all my property ludes.”


“Kok can be like thatu?” my many.


“According to the teacher of thoreqoh kejawen who I follow, he said we are living through the toll road, like people going up the mountain if through the highway, it must be mountain muteri, well if through the toll road


then the road is straight, straight up, so the road uphill and must be difficult, because uphill, so we have to be difficult first only later so happy.” explained Furqon.


“Well is there anything like that?”


my many.


“La in fact I live hard, has been selling aci tofu all this time, even never sold, then


trying to be a motorcycle taxi driver, eee motor even tricked people.”


“How can the motor can be cheated people?”


my many.


“Yes reason borrowed, la kok even sold,


even I came, it was not just my bike that was sold, yes I want how else, the person was arrested by the police, and my bike no one changed, la I credit again, la kok even


over and over again, even I was giving money to someone else, two days my money is reversed, he said money from me makes shit, well jan really-difficult me, born inner.”


“Then I know, that whole thing never mendzolimi


the servant, the servant who always mendzolimi himself, you are also ignorant, also follow the flow is also not deceived with common sense, there is no hard in front and happy later with self-harm, self-harm, what you experience is a wretched name, it is clear if there is a robbana atina fi world khasanah wafil endoti khasanah, so the world has its own part,,,, the world has its own part, and,,