Among Thousand Journeys

Hendras

I sat my ass in the chair, which

it's on a hole, probably eaten

the rats that ate no more

others, so foam is also eaten, perhaps

imagined as bread, ah do rats also fantasize like humans?

Hendra came out of the room, and took me

coming in, coming in,

“Let's go in, sorry, the room is a mess.”

no need for him to say messy, I already know.

Ah the room is also very dark, bohlamp lights, only 5 watts, and has been much occupied

cobwebs, absolutely nothing

comfortable at all, you should know

this is how I didn't want to be invited to

the house, I saw a tape recorder and an amplier

just lying on the ground, deckil, and

it appears rarely touched, or clean

just the play-string, I don't know I'm like

feeling very, very, very

kerasan Hendra stayed in the house, and the room

something like this….,

“Come to sleep, or want to chat?” said surprised me.

I didn't answer, but I immediately threw it down

self, to the bed, which doesn't clap anymore,

it may have been very thin, as thin as a plywood…,

it feels more tired, but to the relief of veins

uratku, who was actually not sore.., Hendra also went up to the bed, so that I who.

get to the wall.

Suddenly Hendra's hand hugged me, I

deflecting,

“What the heck Ndra..!” I said a little irritated and uncomfortable.

“Ah cook not understand.” said Hendra while

his hand was trying to get towards me. Ah

this crazy man, I put his hands back together,

“Ayolah mas, we are both adults, cook mas ndak ngerti...” he said with a sulking tone.

“Damn you don't macem-macem.” I said

repulsed.

“Do I have to play forcefully..?” hendra said with his hands quickly hugged me, but I immediately caught his wrist, and fortunately I once knew the science of scissors, which trained him by clamping iron to a flat, flattened iron,

As soon as Hendra's hand was in my grasp, I said, Hendra screamed,

“Aduuuh aching masss..!”

“If I want to break your hand, same

easy to break dry bread..” I said.

not just threatening, and aggravating

grip, so Hendra screamed

firmer.

“What do I want to break?” my question, temporarily

Hendra has twisted, twisted the body

withstanding the extreme pain.

“Ampuuun-ampuun mas.., medicine..!” he said,

his eyes started to get wet, either because of the pain

that he feels or because he is

regretting what he had done, and Hendra was really crying….,

I also let go of the grip of my hand, on his wrist, I saw the wrist

hendras hand turned blue,

“I'm sorry.. masss... I don't know if people fill...”.

“Indeed if I don't contain, you will

do as you please?”

“I ndak dare mas,. forgive.” his voice.

interrupted his sobs.

“I got this way too because there's a reason to.., mas…,

not because of the disorder, but because more

disappointment...”

“What do you mean?” I started to feel my anger.

“Udah cry...!” I snapped because I saw him cry.

“You are a man, cook crying.” Hendras

he fell silent, and wiped his tears…

“I'm a poor person mas..” said.

“Malang how... did you drop the bomb that was about to be dropped in Iraq there.

your body is still intact, yes if you

the bomb fall, means you're still included

the survivors, because of your whole body

“Mas don't joke.” says Hendra.

“How joke? You said you were a man

poor one, poor one, your body is still intact, healthy wal afiat no less anything, how do I not wonder, which poor one is next?”

“The poor my heart mas.”

“Wah if your poor heart, it must be because of your own behavior, and you are not ready to face reality.”

“Ndra…! each person has the same level of feeling, pain, pleasure, grief, pain,

disappointed, delicious delicious, bitter bitter bitter, all

have the same rate, all given

the justice to taste it depends

we ourselves respond, and make the measure

rate in its evaporation,

There are people who want to be injected by a doctor, all must feel the same, skin prick needles, but there are only a few who are shocked, there are also yelling, there are even those who have not been hit by needles have been screaming,

So depending on how, react to it, it all comes back to each other.”

Hendra was just sleepy, do not know what not to understand my explanation, wong I who explained myself was confused what else heard, yes rather than not give a solution, better give a solution, better give a solution, and, at least for the distraction.

“Actually what problem are you facing?” manyaku.

Hendra took a deep breath and said,

“Gini mas, I've loved women, all this time he's the one I've always dreamed of, all this time he's always in my thoughts and thoughts, always I think of, day and night.”.

“Trus how?” I said impatiently, hearing the word mulch spilled over feeling.

“Yes it is mas .. I love him, love him, even often give him gifts, I love him,

because of my love for her.” said Hendra increasingly

grandiloquent.

“Yes have you conveyed or expressed your love to him?” I said impatiently.

“That's mas.”

“That's what do you mean?”

“That few years it was my love speech

wait-wait, until there is a suitable time.”.

“Ah njlimet very, cook say love using a suitable time? Do not use Java count, use weton count, why not directly expressed..?”.

“Ya it's hard to find the right time..”.

“La why not use a letter? So time

not much time plintat-plintut, write to the point I LOVE YOU, right already, why bother?”

“Yes don't know mas, which I'm obviously waiting for

a year until you can say it.”

“Then how?”

“Ya I said.. mas.”.

“Iya the continuation of how, you mean, you were accepted or rejected?”

“I was rejected mas..” replied Hendra lemes, I

just laughing.

“Why laugh mas?” ask Hendra.

“La how not to laugh, he just rejected once already lemes, mutung, frustrating, life it

the struggle of Ndra, la people make children to be the girl you are aja not a day or two, she was rejected once, quite expensive selling, quite tame-benign pigeons, dove, it's already a girl, it's a girl if a girl sits down, anyway,

I think there is no art, less value, no gregetnya, yes?”

“But the rejection was immediately crushing, I was forbidden to come, I was forbidden to come close

with.”

“Woh it's all natural,”

“But he said shameful mas, if I was in

nearby.”

“Ah reasons can be made, want reasons

shy reason you stink... ckikik.., la wong reason kok fussed, he wanted to make excuses what, if you are persistent, I think also he will.

takluk.” I said to encourage,

Actually I mean, just pull Hendra back from the wrong path, the path to aberration ***.

“Then what should I do mas?”

“That's your own business, but if you want, I'll give you practice, so that the girl you get, you want?”

“Wah mau-mau mas.., “

“But the terms are heavy Ndra..!” I said,

lure seriously.

“What are the requirements? What took the land in the grave?”

“Wah ndak that heavy Ndra, even also said this is also heavy for certain people..”.

“Trus what are the terms mas?”

“Termsnya you do not leave prayer,

don't drink hard, and don't use that woman game stuff.., how do you manage?”

“That's it?” said Hendra,

“La you can not? During this time your prayers are rarely..,”.

“La really?”

“Wah it's easy to guess Ndra.!”

“I can mas..”

“Toolable?” I asked to believe it, though,

“Supply once mas..”

Seriate.....