Among Thousand Journeys

Ustadz

“Ya terminated, now gini only, all this time

that practice you practice what you get? How many years have you been practicing?”

“Yes nothing I got, even though I have been practicing it for five years.”

“Well feel later, you are running a fasting practice that is 21 days from me, compare with

practice that you run five years.”.

“So his fast is 21 days huh?” ask Muhammad.

“Iya it's the most basic, on it there are 41 days, 3

months, 7 months and so on, like people

school, then each increased to the stage in

on it, it will have advantages

awarded Alloh, can somehow treat

sick people, either can see the occult, expel

jinns, and others, and everyone is different advantages that will be obtained, but remember deep

run don't expect to be able to

something, do it sincerely, because of Allah,

any charity without sincerity

like a body without a soul, like a motor

without the machine,

Then can not go anywhere, if forced to go, it will be troublesome

the one who brings, so does charity without

the existence of sincerity will be troublesome for people near the charitable person, for example giving money then the money will later be delayed, tapped, asked to be returned, is not it troublesome for people near.”

“Iya..”

“So that amaliyah there dzohir no bathin,

the two must complement each other, if the charity wants to arrive at the goal, it is called asabab, so in the charity of a person if it is still in the position of asbab cause, then he cannot be separated from cause, mosesabab, and, and as a result, as a person with a headache drinks paracetamol and then the disease is cured, when in fact it heals Allah, then the person's name is still settled in the maqom or position of the ashbab, meaning everything needs a cause, because, satiated by eating, and everything is associated with cause is included in his cultivation, for he worshiped, and he became close to God, and he became close to God,

But there are also people who are not dependent on the ashbab, because they have seen everything that is desired by Allah to happen, and everything is predestined to happen, then it happens, it hurts too if Allah wills to heal, it will heal, so deeply

the thought of the person who has been in the position without cause,,,😑, because nothing other than Allah can be a cause to Allah, because

perfection, all being a cause because Allah wants it to be a cause, and Allah does not need a cause for something to happen, also a person worship will not add to the wealth of Allah, if all the people are not making Allah become poor, so Allah is not affected by the movements of all beings, because all the mahluq moves and stops at the will of Allah, so charity also can not bring closer or make close to God,

If a person is relying on his own charity then he will not go anywhere, because if the spirit is removed in fact to go to the grave must be borne a frame, too, showing that our charity cannot bring us close to Allah, but it is Allah who wills us to be

near.”

“Then how do we know, for example I am in maqom asbab or maqom tajrid?”

“A person who puts that identity only

it is necessary to strive istiqomah in worship, such as people who work at the factory if scheduled hours

7 O'clock come in and 4 o'clock go home, yeah gotta

consistent, following the established rules

for himself, without taking any action

make the absences red, about later

raised to be a manager it is not his business, the same as a person who worshiped in Allah, there is the main worship, is the main time of work, and sunnah worship is the time of overtime, if someone relies on basic salary or basic income then certainly the human will lose money, because the need is always there that is not predicted, for example pain needs medicine, rain needs umbrellas, and so on, the same with people who lean on the main worship, one time traveling, then pray prayer, so

the non-losing person who is always ready for an umbrella before the rain, do charity diligently, then someone will increase in the position determined by Allah, by itself will occupy a position without cause, then someone will increase in the position of God, curing the disease without a cure, rizqi without looking, and take a far place without the process of travel.”

“Oh it's over.” said Muhammad. And

we also got an employee car

each of them signed out of work.

skips...

It doesn't feel like I've been in Saudi for nearly two years,

time goes very fast, and once I go home on leave, my debt in PJTKI has also been paid off, even my money is returned again by

PJTKI bought gold for ten million and

handed over to my wife.

I've been willing to apply for a Resend, quit the factory, but I want Hajian not to use me in Saudi, but I want Hajian not to be free, pas Hajian in the first and second year I just returned from Indonesia so there is no money for the study fee, hopefully in my third year I can study, so I can go home soon

Indoneszian.

In the second year Muhammad had

persuading me to pay a fee

borne by him, but I am the one forever do not want to trouble others, even though at that time Muhammad forced him to say as a student tawadhuk to the teacher, but I still do not want.

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I went straight home to take a shower, after the magrib prayer bath, it was nice in Saudi every room there was a bathroom and WC, so everyone did not have to bother queuing, only the washing room with only one machine, but the washing room with one, so if nyuci has to wait for the other one to finish.

After the prayer hape sounds.

“Halo... mas, the same drink roasted chicken I put on the door, please take, I just knocked not nyahut so I put it on the door.” the voice of Muhsin.

“Oh yes... I just took a shower, so my room door

key.” replied.

Ordinary Muhsin brought me if he didn't

canned drink, chicken or head

goat, or tripe of a cow, or the head of a sea fish

which if cooked a week is not finished, then,

so that I did not eat in the cafeteria and cook alone, he also actively brought indomie sekardus, also rice sacks, sometimes the table to the brim to put food.

“Later out pray isya’ want to go there.” says

Muhsin again.

“Ya..” replied.

Someone knocked on the door, I opened it

Amir Khan, Pakistani, unusual

play to my room.

“Please sit.” I said in Arabic.

“Kok not usually play to room?”

“Ya sorry to interrupt ustad.” said Amir Khan,

I don't know why most of them call me Ustad, but at all I never teach or show I have any knowledge.

“Begini ustadz, I want to ask for help.

I hear ustadz is often asked for help

friends.” says Amir Khan.

“What is it about? Sorry I didn't myself

can be anything, so if it will disappoint.” I said.

Seriate....