Why ?
Adu Bacot
It is a beautiful day when the holidays come. Time to sleep all day unwind this week slams the bones in digging sustenance. Huhah, huh,
But it was just Sean's thoughts and fantasies before the ringing of the phone raised an ear in the blanket. Remember him when he met the annoying guy to knock his ears hard.
“Woah,, no one can calm down to face a Gres well. That shitty creature really tests guts. What sins have I committed in the past to this day is blessed with someone as thick as him! It sucks even love the same boy again. What kind of feeling is this,” grumbled Sean in his bed was sitting upset.
He also woke up and did a ritual of self-cleaning and went out to eat like a chicken so his first meal when he woke up this morning. To hell with the condition of the body that must receive heavy food began the day that clearly he prepared a look of anger when he would open the door of his apartment on a brutal figure that banged behind there.
“Do not eat heavy so when you wake up lo!” fuck the creature in front of him now. The point is that he's ripping the chicken thigh in his hand pissed off right now.
“Today is a holiday! What's so early in the morning?” nyolot is also.
“It's noon know!” answer that creature is no less. Look it's been interrupting people's rest time but it's even become-so. “Yes already the speed of eating, abis it change clothes reasonable keep meganin I go, now!” sean said it was the most different creature among living things that unfortunately where the fucking heart was anchored.
“APA?!” sean shouted unconcernedly at the small meat coming out of his mouth right now.
“DO NOT SHOUT!” reply Gres shouted as well.
“Lo is also shouting now if you are not aware!” sean said with a flat face.
“Yes so don't make a fuss!” gres is getting a little shitty.
“Yes anyways elo. There's no way you're going to be dating this early!” said Sean lazy.
“Who wants to make a human like a date! and again it's noon!” grunts Gres.
“Yes, I went back to sleep! Don't bother me today. Lo back there is no quality,” said Sean lazy and even selonjoran on the sofa staring at Gres tired.
“Ya time I go alone. Kan elo have a car, lo nyopyrin I once can not what?” gres replied slowly and hoped for a lot.
“Gw lazy anyway. Do not use comma must be given a point so you do not install a cute pretentious face like that, do not mempan!” answer Sean for sure.
“Lo is not like that first, I'm going where. After that you can refuse if lazy? ” said Gres pretended to be careless to be accompanied.
“I will not ask! Anyway holiday time justin I indulge myself,” final Sean went a long way towards the long sofa in the next room and even fell asleep right in it. It seemed like he was really tired from the look on his face. That's why Gres gave up.
After reaching for the doorknob of the apartment to get out Gres dialed someone's number to ask for help to others, he had also been upset by Sean. Anyhow he ever interfered with Sean's holiday time other than today. But he's gone home.
But have not yet pulled the doorknob the person on the phone picked up, “Oh, Mark!! ” call Gres pa the person he called who turned out to be able to interfere with Sean's attention who was enjoying his sleep earlier.
“Aren't you busy today? Friends I please!” gres said asking for help that he did not realize Sean was walking with drowsiness that suddenly disappeared when he heard the name that Gres just mentioned.
“This I want to go to the airport but no friends make a kes-”
Tut's. Tut's. Tut!!!
The phone has ended with a heartless creature of course Sean has held his cellphone at this time. With flat face, “ayok gw temanin!” he grabbed the key by the side of the apartment door and pulled Gres' hand rough.
“What the hell?” Gres didn't take it.
“Gue friends now. Come to the airport, right?” chuckles Sean.
“Necessary!” gres replied firmly.
“Gres don't childish!” reply Sean is no less firm.
“Udah. I am lazy to fight! Mark wants to help me. Lo rest, he said tired,” said Gres trying to calm down.
“Gue is no longer tired. I also rested all night. So let's go!” take Sean slowly.
“Do not plan gini Sean. I'm not good with Mark. Udah lo release my hands now, relax aja gw maksa anyhow you already fix do not want nganterin earlier right!” gres said jengah.
“Gue changed his mind. So I want to go anywhere, just don't be the same Mark!” Sean's kekeh stance.
“Lo himself is childish now. Mark was also on the road. Don't think gini dong there I'm not happy with Mark later. Kan elo was not able to, yes I have ajakin him”
“Lo who do not want to know where I want to go earlier yes.!” gres' patience this time.
“Just anterin don't need to be with Mark! ”
“Oh, you don't like me with Mark, do you?”
“Iya. That's why I want to send you!” reply Sean firmly.
“Gw there by taxi, so do not bother nganterin gw just because Mark will pick me up. How satisfied?” Gres' patience is over.
“Gue remains nganter anyway,” kekeh Sean.
“Terasurah.” patience on the verge of finally he relented.
They finally walk out of the apartment to the elevator, Gres first steps forward while contacting Mark not to have to pick him up.
Sean's been so unwell since their argument. He realized he was wrong but he wanted to do it again, if it was related to Mark Sean mah most anti right.
...••||••...
...Mark's...
Sorry I didn't go with you
^^^Lho, he said to the airport right!^^^
Iy. But this is a big deal!
^^Oh, gpp.^^^
^^^Gw turn back, hati2 yes :)^^^
Yes, sorry, (
...••||••...
After putting his phone in Gres' pocket, he climbed into the car without saying anything. Another thing someone who has been hanging in their parking area just now, is looking at it with a jutek face like someone who is upset. He knows he's only second to him but he wants to come when they're too close. So, Mark accepted the consequences in order to stay close to her. Yes, Mark was the one who had been waiting for him since.
Meanwhile, Sean still did not get a proper sentence to restore their awkwardness. He knows he's childish but he has to try again. Gres is too fragile if he lets it close to others. He can misrepresent love and liking. She understood Mark had just liked her instead of love. He was afraid that eventually Gres would get sick.
“Gres!” call gently.
No more answers, but that doesn't mean he should give up! “Sorry, the promise will not be like that again,” he said trying to reach Gres' hand next to him again.
“Yesterday is also like that, out of promise will not be like this again. Don't believe me dong giniin, I'm confused at last!” gres turned to look ahead.
“He yes. I'm so boyish. Though I often say do not childish to lo. How yes... I've been saying more than this, right! Sorry, I am selfish to want to make this relationship more even though I know exactly elo it will not want it..” he said weakened.
“Sorry. I don't know what to do, every squirm lo kayak gini I sometimes feel guilty just like you. Not that I do not know my feelings, just deep in the bottom of my heart even often meet there are others who since childhood always there for gw.” pause Gres feel guilty.
“Ia. Randy was lucky to have that chance. But I am also human, have feelings and have the right to like anyone. Even if you insist on your feelings, I will certainly not accept that, because you know well and he has nothing to do but childhood friends. Yes, even though I know the friendship between girls and boys is nothing pure.” honest Sean.
“Entahlah. I was just afraid when I started to accept lo but the feeling I had was not more. I am afraid to make you sick when I know I have not been able to fully accept lo,” said Gres.
“Gw knows, and permission I make selfish because of my feelings. Even if you still can not accept gw or lo in the end still choose he told me to I'm starting to accept it and try to stay away,” said Sean smiled.
No one knows either Sean or Rendi if it turns out he is confused with the two people who express feelings for him at different times.
He is confused about his own feelings. When going with the two people he felt a different atmosphere even though he was comfortable with the existence of both.
And more importantly, for now he has not been willing to step up to such a level. For him to live like this and start adapting to the changes of both his parents is more important. As he looked slowly they showed that his parents were already trying to be a good place to go home for him. He had long craved this and slowly he was willing and comfortable when thinking of going home.
It was hoped that when he came home he found his home and his two most important people were waiting and welcoming his arrival.
