Why ?

Trauma and tragic events...

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“Gres, why not lift?” Joints.

“Important really..! Let alone.” Gres.

But the ringing of the phone does not stop as if indicating there is a need that is so important.

“Thanks for the phone,, don't get bored of what the ring from earlier is too. Who knows important.” Joints.

“Papa the nelfon. Entar also bored him.” Gres.

“Gres don't do it, speed up the lift!! Maybe Om again there need” Gres.

Heard his friend who was angry with his face. He also picked up the phone.

“Halo Pa...!” Gres.

“Where are you? Why pick up old Papa's phone?”.

“Again at home Rendi Pa. What's up with Gres' phone?”

“*Why don't you want to enter Papa's chosen campus?. Papa has prepared everything for a long time, Gres. Tomorrow you have to go to school and meet your homeroom teacher. Everything is taken care of for your registration there. You don't want to know if you have to go to the campus it*u!"

“I don't want Pa.! I have my own choice, ”

“Please do not disappoint us as parents. We've been trying to do our best for you. Follow everything that is set. You know what Papa means?”

“Pa...! until when should I follow all your will. I also have my own plans for my future. I'm not even sure about your choices. I don't want to enter the business world like you. Gres never wanted to.!”

“Papa will still send you to study at the campus no matter what happens. And remember papa doesn't need your approval, papa just delivers it. If you don't go to school tomorrow, let your secretary take the file at school. You just prepare yourself to leave for”

“Terupon you guys.!! I remain the same as I.”

“Papa work day and night without rest to make you live better every day.! Since when did you become defiant like this!!. You must study in a major that can guarantee your future. Papa never agreed if you went to college to take medicine. Remember Papa will never want, and Papa does not want any rejection from you.”

“If you don't need my opinion why do you ask again?!! I'm sick of all this Pa...!”

Rendi who saw Gres who had raised his voice, he held Gres' hand to strengthen him who was no longer able to face all that. He was so concerned about his best friend's life. From childhood he never lived up to what he wanted.

“You prepare yourself well. Next week Papa's secretary will pick you up to leave and take an entrance test at the college.!”

Thereout!

The phone ends.

"But who knows, if sometimes the future is not determined by yourself, but determined by the people closest to you. They want the best for you. But the way they determine it is lacking, even though in the end we don't know what the end is."

He felt like he had no purpose in life anymore. Even dreams that have been neatly arranged all this time are easily destroyed, after both parents made the best decision for them for their lives.

He did not even dare to think of a dream that so brought him to a destination that he thought was so exciting if enjoyed.

He looked back at the sky that afternoon, recalling his childhood. He tried to ask himself, has he ever lived according to his dreams and plans?.

But from all the memories that came back he found himself never living according to his choice.

The figure of his parents are two beings who have a permanent position that has taken all his dreams and exchanged them with a myriad of dreams that are not even at all in line with his dreams.

Sick indeed, even feels crowded to see the reality that exists. He must live according to the wishes of his parents.

What could make her happy for her life. He could only be silent and silent again with everything he faced.

“Gres...! are you okay, girl?” asked Rendi while hugging the little body of the girl who was sitting down without giving any expression.

“As you can see, Ren. I’m not okay, at all” Gres replied as he lifted his head to see the friend who was standing and hugging him warmly.

“You are not alone, there is me who still expects you to be fine.” said Rendi while stroking gently the little girl's head.

“I'm tired Ren. I don't even have any more dreams! What should I do?”

“You just need a break baby. The proof to this day you are still there and fine aja.” said Rendi sincerely.

“Non, I contacted you on a home phone. Mom will arrive tonight.”

“Iya. What's he back for? Aren't they busy with their jobs?”

“Aibi also do not know non. Says mom has a sudden need here.”

“Leave it. This is also their home. I go ahead first yes, want to go to the supermarket bentar,” while walking towards the main gate with a white hoddie that covers the body until the knees he was walking casually enjoying the afternoon breeze a little cold.

After coming out of the supermarket. With the mind filling his brain. He walked while enjoying his favorite chocolate ice cream, he became opium on ice cream if the situation was in a state of turmoil.

Sitting in a chair near the city street, he occasionally saw people walking leisurely as if they looked so tired and tired of work as possible.

In the middle of that day....

“Hai,,,! Can I sit here?” ask the young man who seems to be the same age as her.

He looked at the young man, without answering his question.

But Gres again enjoyed his ice cream that was almost finished without caring about the young man who was looking at him earlier.

“Heii.. haven't we met before?” asked the young man enthusiastically regardless of the circumstances.

“Maybe you got the wrong person!!” gres said with a flat face.

“No! I don't think I'm wrong. But where have we met?!.” replied the young man while remembering where he met the girl before him now.

The lazy Gres did not respond to the young man he did not even know. He did not care at all when he was constantly looked at by the young man.

“I've remembered it now!!” said the young man was enthusiastic.

“Yak! Please don't bother me.” Gres said, getting up and standing up to leave the place.

“Ah, sorry it turns out I was wrong person” replied the young man because he felt he had never met the girl even though he felt familiar with her face.

Gres who did not care stepped away with his flat face. He walked so fast because he was upset with the young man.

He who was burdened with thoughts and complicated problems in addition he had to meet with the person made him more upset and stepped to cross the road.

The people who saw him screamed at him. The girl who was called did not hear at all because she was too washed away in her mind until.

Piiiiiiiiiip!!

(clason sound from a truck)

He who realized that he was already in the middle of the road was confused about what he would do. He recalled what happened 5 years ago. Where at the time.

“Why my legs won't move. I want to avoid the drunk man who was carrying the bottle. But why can't I even move to get away. Anyone help me!.”

Linang tears alone were his expression back then. He was suddenly in that frightening state. Yes, he again felt that cruel trauma. Until the hard hit on his small body.

Bruuuuuuukk!

Meanwhile, the young man who had talked to him in the roadside chair was running fast to pull his body into his arms and arrived at that place when the truck was faster than him.

He could see the little girl bouncing away from the face of the truck and then falling onto the asphalt with a loud sound heard.

The young man felt a tremor in his feet seeing such a tragic event in front of him. He remembered the girl.

“Yes, the one I met was drunk in that bar. She's the girl I've been looking for all this time. She's the girl who was able to mess with my feelings after meeting her. She was the girl who had already let out her vomit in my uniform back then!.. But what I see now my heart is so sliced to see it, it hurts!” the young man named Sean.

Sean ran over to the girl's body. He could see the blood was already flowing so profusely from the little girl's head.