Why ?

Choices...

...“Just wait and see why fate makes you wait. What is being provided for you is beyond what you ever prayed or thought”...

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Some people have a destiny to be liked, admired and loved without doing anything. While some others must try their hardest and bet-walk half-conscious, while closing their eyes; hope not to stumble disappointed, broken, dim and not accepted_ig:sajaktanpaabjad.

As he remembered, they were not close enough in childhood in the past. If only he had a little review back to how their relationship was originally. Should he call them meet in the word destiny. Sean is just a figure who came when he was confused by the game of destiny according to him. Even if in the end the trail they are on is in the present moment, how should it respond?

The love statement Sean made yesterday was able to make him think a lot throughout the day. Not because he felt the same way, but because he was confused about what he heard, he saw and what he had to do.

If only speaking of feelings, the figure four years ago still remembered clearly and had a place of its own at the bottom of his heart.

He remembered exactly how the figure confessed his feelings and had to be ready to part at the same time.

If only he could hope a little at that time, he would accept it and live the day together no longer as friends but more than that. The evidence of a few years was missed, although the distance, time and circumstances became a barrier, but the figure was finally really he understood it well after he was no longer beside him.

He loved her back then and now is it possible!.

Then, “Hah! I thought I was just happy at the time. I forgot there was still a loyal destiny in playing me.” Gres let go of his rough breathing after being tired of thinking all day.

One thing flashed through his brain, only one person was able to understand and understand him the most at the moment. Remembering four years ago on the streets of this city with the rain that flushed the cars they used.

He got his own relief after conversing with the figure. “For a long time, I never complained to him. Last time, our meeting only exchanged greetings through a smile that firmly belonged to him. Should?” pause Gres grabs his phone looking for the name of a contact with a special name.

“Fine, should be.” He said while dialing his number on the phone and connected across there.

After a few minutes have passed, “Ah. I often forget. If this person is the busiest person in his life!” Gres slowly breathed out.

“Halo!” greet that person

"Whoah..." The sigh of relief from Gres was clear to the person across there.

"Hm?"

“Gres even forgot, when was the last time we talked!”

“Heheh, how are you? If you remember we never called again before.”

“Ah, yes. Gres forgot. Good. Very good so good I was confused if I am really good now!”

“Heheh, slowly you will understand more after.”

“From the many words that exist. Gres just wanted to say tired! Heheh,”

“Baraj. No one continues and continues to enjoy their day without getting tired! Wh why? Hm?”

“Perhaps, people accidentally dropped it on the streets. Because he thought there was more need than him!”

“I'm just confused. When he dropped it, did the rain stop? Or when he dropped it there was a better ride than his umbrella? Or the umbrella can no longer give him shelter when the rain comes with the wind to make him fall?”

“Maybe! Wh why? Don't you like that umbrella?”

“Not. More precisely, I was already soaked when I saw it. Then, if so what should I do with that umbrella? let it go or keep taking it and can I use it again if it rains again tomorrow?”

“Woah. Looks like you're an adult now. Look at the options available to you have started to be a little difficult. It's okay, you can choose one of those options. You are used to it and already wet because of the rain, you can not take it because it is useless. It's normal and wet too! You can also take it if you want. Don't you like the rain a little? If you take it a little rain on the next trip you can choose not!”

“Hah! I don't know. It's getting complicated!”

“The clear. You will find many better umbrellas than that. But, an umbrella like that is just the one you see on that street. And there may not be such an umbrella again when you meet the rain the next day”

“Papa!” call Gres.

“Papa. Choose one of them. The life and the process you are going through is yours. So, you deserve it.” defeat Raditya with a smile that can not be seen by Gres. “But, sometimes people often assume, it is better to get caught in the rain than to be stuck in the same choice! Should Papa see that umbrella you found?”

“Comprehensive adults.”

“It should be so. Missing not by eating that is not rushed? Sleep should be on time. Friendship is necessary without thinking first. You are now just thinking about things that themselves are often made in doubt!” said the father.

"If you look back, it looks like Papa's son will be more mature. Its alright. No hurry. Then the wrong steps, wrong way and wrong people again.

Besides, time is still too long. You'll get tired so fast if you force things right now." continued the father across the street.

"But, Pa! He was too kind to let her in the middle of the journey!" Gres thought about it a little.

"That means you have a choice, just a little confused and still doubtful." Said the father.

"Could it?"

"Just rest first. Not all chased today, right?"

"But, Gres confused Pa. Even if Gres took the umbrella, then the umbrella that already existed and stayed at home, what would I do?

"Always like that. If you don't take an umbrella on that street. Then it is wrong if it is not taken by others then it will be damaged and ends where it should be. Then the umbrella at home, do not you think there could be someone who has used it at home or is worn out and damaged because it is too long in let or maybe even gone."

He paused after that, "There are many things you should consider. All decisions are in your hands. Papa believes you can choose and do your best. Excuse me. Papa often forgets to always be there for every situation and atmosphere you face.

Be well. Don't push yourself too much. You still have plenty of time and tomorrow to choose, decide and so much more." Said the father at the end of his sentence after the phone was turned off.