Why ?
Accepts
'Many things may break our hearts and feelings in every facet of life but improve our vision and understanding of life'
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Life is like a drama. It's hard for us to meet, to understand each other, to understand each other and even to realize some of the things real life should be about.
If life is still the same as the story controlled by the author or like a film that has a director then it will be more directed and run in accordance with the sequence and chronology of the plot outline.
Many things can happen and many regrets have also been passed and felt. Do we still blame life?
In life there will also be some people born boring. Some people are born colorful. If we meet a colorful person. Then maybe at that time our lives will be colored.
"The word family is a group of people who live in an environment consisting of several roles played by the people in it.
They will support each other in various situations, strengthen each other in various problems and fill each other in various vacancies.
Those who will be angry if they find part of them hurt by outsiders who do not know well about them, those who will cry together if sadness approaches, those who often argue even the pros and cons in some ways but not to the point of dropping each other, those who will be at the forefront if one of them is destroyed or bullied from the outside.
Looks like getting along on the outside but becomes an enemy in the house to just drive away tired, tired and bored.
That is how I understand the family that exists and sustains in various situations and circumstances in several ways that may be different. Some of them pour out love and affection in different ways and some cannot show how they love each other. In essence, they are some people who complement each other, accept, and be a place home for every tired and tired of every saturated in their daily lives," said the mature woman in her daydream when she was resting to just pay tired from her long work.
"But somehow, in the family that we built up after a lot of time and a long step that led us to this very second. There are some and many things that have passed or may not have started at all. How could I have so deepened my role in life without realizing such an amazingly important thing!" he added again with a distant view ahead in his solitude.
"Have I really been late or been through a lot all this time? What about my son? What about his daily life alone living a life that I don't even know how he lives. Does he eat well. Drink it well. Sleep regularly. Take good care of yourself. Growing up well. And many more.
Woah, I've missed a lot of things. How could I still laugh so happily without a burden all this time?
Maybe I'm a parent, a mother and a lousy wife" Siena said in teary eyes as she recalled how she'd behaved in multiple roles about living for these past years.
"I need to call him!" he recalled that he could no longer guess when the last time he met or exchanged news with his daughter.
Dingan phone that indicates connecting with people across there is heard but has not been picked up by the owner.
"Hello mama's boy!" he said he smiled as he showed the child's face on his phone screen. He made a video call to see how his son's face is now.
"Hi Ma! Mama how are you?" ask him with a slightly surprised mimic, maybe because impressed rarely he contacted like now.
"Good mom baby. How are you?" siena asked smiling wryly as she got a slightly awkward response from the child.
"Good Ma. Papa how are you? Gres was a long time ago and forgot the last time I contacted Papa," Gres said slightly chuckling to cover up some things.
"Papa you're good. Healthful. We are all right, baby. Sorry, Mama son!" said Siena smiling bitterly considering how her attitude and behavior so far.
"Mom why apologize? You look so beautiful and young now!" gurau Gres brought his face closer to the main camera, focusing more on seeing his mother.
"Mama missed a lot of things turned out, Mama is the worst possible," said Siena a little teary.
"Heheh, Ma!!" call Gres.
"Yes baby!" answer Siena.
"Don't work too tired. Also do not send too much money Gres. You have to take care of your health!" gres smiled.
"Yes. Mom needs to rest a lot. Mama would still send you more money if so. You will be in college, baby, there must be many needs and needs so do not talk like that. Gres is Mama's son and you're still a little girl, you don't grow up too fast! Mama is not willing," said Siena slightly chuckled.
"Gres is big Ma. You can make your own money too! Mama don't say little Gres anymore dong!" Answer Gres pretended to sulk.
"Wouldn't. Gres will still be Mama's little boy! And don't try to work or make your own money! We don't run out of money to support you!" said Siena steady.
"Gres!!" call Siena.
"Hm" muttered Gres who was still faithful to look at him on the screen.
"Do you eat well? Drink it well? And sleep regularly?" ask Siena consecutively.
"Yes dong. I always eat good, expensive drinks too. Gres' blackcard absence never runs out year after year. You don't have to worry about Gres sleeping well every night!" gres answers lies if he sleeps or eats well. Maybe the nominal on his credit card is innumerable but for him it is not something that can be relied on.
Many things he learned that especially life is not all situations can be exchanged for money. Love, comfort and love for example.
"Live well and be happy Ma. Don't be too busy. Mama needs a pause in life. You also need to enjoy the afternoon in the afternoon and sunrise in the morning. The night atmosphere by the beach is also exciting Ma!" Gres smiled warmly considering he knew very well his parents may never feel the atmosphere.
"Heheh, it's true that Mama missed many things during this time. Mama never even saw the twilight and sunrise, nor did she ever feel the atmosphere of the beach at night!" siena laughed bitterly.
"Great mom. I did a lot of amazing things. Gres loves Mama! Gres too dear Papa!" gres said at the end.
"Mama wants to go home Gres," said Siena honestly.
"Where?" asked Gres who could not even guess where the mother went home. At his disposal Papa is where he rests but that may be where else.
"Mama will go home Indo. To our house. Mom wants to start everything from the beginning. Mama was tired and lost also finally, heheh-" said Siena honestly.
"Mama should live well and be free to do whatever you want. You have to live and do what makes you happy without feeling depressed. Gres is talking to Papa! If everything is done later, Gres will be home too!" gres.
"Mama planain itself. Papa doesn't know, don't tell your papa just yet. She was busy" said Siena, remembering her husband had never had time to relax a little.
"alright. Mama be careful on the way. Don't eat late" Gres said later.
"Hello Gres!!" the screams from his son's phone were clear.
"Who's dear?" siena asked, wondering if she knew Gres was in the apartment and living alone.
"Oh, that's Sean for sure. I'm on the balcony oii!" gres answered and shouted in response to a call from his friend.
"Your college buddy, baby?" ask Siena curiously.
"Let's Ma. Time of not knowing!" Gres said in wonder.
"Hello Auntie how are you? Don't you forget about Sean?" asked Sean who suddenly showed his face from his son's cellphone camera.
"Yes jeez! Son of Sean, you went to college in New York too?" siena asked in shock.
"It's Aunt. More precisely on the same campus as this kid!" sean mocked Gres.
"Heheh, Auntie didn't expect you to meet there. Son Sean, auntie titip Gres yes. His son likes to be naughty, often eats irregular!" siena smiled.
"Just one more Tan. He often stays up too!!" Sean said with a rebuttal heard from his son who denied the mistake.
"Aunty trusts Gres to you! Mama called again to have guests!" Siena said by ending the video call because there are guests he said.
Sometimes real life really takes away hopes and dreams about life. However, regardless of the reality of receiving is the best way to be more grateful for this life.
Everyone closest to us sometimes lives in the path of his choice to express himself and does not rule out the possibility we will make mistakes also in life and life by accepting is the best choice for each sometimes we will get sick first.
sept _09. 2021
