Why ?

Understand

Can you be a little selfish about life?

But a little understanding is also necessary. So just understand it first until you are also well understood in the end.

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After a lot of time passed until also in the phase he again remembered and missed those who continue to exist and are always there for him should be at this time.

"Woah, they will return as usual in the end" said Gres weakened.

"How can I continue to expect something I will never get before. Hm, even for now I don't know how and where and if they're still okay" Gres added.

"OKAY. Let's try to contact and exchange some news!" he took his phone out of his pocket and contacted someone.

Dingan from his phone continues to ring but never picked up by the person.

"This is the umpteenth time, may he lift it!" He smiled considering how many times the phone ringing was connected but not picked up.

"Hmm, Papa's really busy apparently, Mama maybe!" she said she smiled and looked for her contacts on her phone and made calls too.

After the third ringing there was also a sound at last.

"Hello,"

"Mrs....!" call Gres down.

"Why baby? Mama's busy, what's wrong?"

"Mama," said Gres again after almost a year of not hearing the voice.

"Let's call again, yeah, it's busy!!"

"Ma-" her speech was cut off because the call had been terminated unilaterally.

"Well, they won't have time for you fools. Learn to understand them well!" he said to strengthen himself.

"Hufhh. It should be like this. Enjoy your life without expecting anything too much. Be strong to be okay!" he said to himself.

"Who are you, hm?" asked Sean who had taken his place next to him.

"Room here?" gres asked, astonished to see him everywhere.

"approached you. Why the hell, is there a problem?" ask Sean.

"Fuck! Where's lo abis from?" asked Gres smiling.

"Not intentionally passed. I kept watching you sit down and talk to myself. I am samperin!" said Sean.

"Oh, how are you? I haven't seen you in a long time because of a lot of busyness!" gres looked at him.

"good. As you see. The difference is that there is only a little miss!" sean replied smiling.

"Hahh, you've always been like that. Very busy definitely not taking care of the same college company huh?" gres said as he looked at Sean and occasionally sipped his warm chocolate in the corner of the cafe.

"Obviously. Gres!" Call Sean.

"Hm?" murmured Gres quietly and focused on looking at him at this moment.

"Lo don't think I'm the same?" asked Sean to put up a face to weld it.

"Whoahs. There seems to be no longing at all. My life has been pretty safe lately!" gres replied with a mocking smile.

"Yeah!! Can't you just act like you're missing!" sean shouted quite sarcastically.

"Yes yeah, I don't want to lie for now, hm I also miss you!" gres answered in the end.

"Gue kangen same lo-" Gres' speech was cut off.

"I thought it would be like that!" sean shouted without caring about the slightly crowded conditions.

"I mean, miss the same treat, same visit to good places and much more. Not the same kangen lo!" firmly Gres while playing the eyebrows next to him.

"Gres! Sin not if now I make you disappear from this earth!" sean said with a fierce look.

"Stop berandai. Good thing now you pay for all my orders. What use do you work while in college and busy during this time, if your money stacks up just like that!" gres said with a mocking look.

"Well, just this time I met a species like lo, it turns out you have a motive behind our friendship all this time!" sean pretended to be surprised.

"Huf. Get caught! but little or nothing I help you to spend it instead!" Gres said he didn't care.

"Yeah! I just need your attention, why are you so cruel?" said Sean lazy.

"Don't caper be a guy. Why should be be begging for the same attention I, as far as I know it yes, almost all students of one faculty to pursue you to give attention!" Gres said seriously and indeed the reality is like that on campus not even in the faculty but almost all girls on the campus where they studied know a Sean with good looks and even hard work.

"But of them all. There's nothing like you!" sean is serious.

"Gue wishes it were wrong?" add Sean slowly.

"Stop confusing me, there are still many courses that I can not understand you," replied Gres chuckling.

"Gres, please seriously same me. Want to know one thing?" ask Sean.

"So. There are many things and they look complicated. So don't add any more weight" Gres chuckled.

"Don't work too tired. A lot of rest. Aren't we young?" gres said again with a serious look because their current meeting was a little different from looking at Sean who was a little thin.

"Lo worried about my situation?" sean asked her.

"No. I'm just playing as your friend. Take a little vacation from your job! Is it as busy as it is?" ask Gres seriously.

"Hm, lately I've been lacking rest. The company has many more clients plus there are some problems from several parties. I have to go overtime to fix all the company-related stuff I'm holding right now!" sean complained a little.

"At least take a break. You're young and you're human and there must be a time when you need time to rest!" Said Gres patting slowly on Sean's shoulder who was looking down with his head resting on the table.

"Can't be, I made you a place to lean for this time. I'm really tired" Sean said as he moved and sat next to Gres.

"Hm, come. It looks like you're really going to die if I don't give you back now" Gres said chuckling as he pulled Sean's head back against his shoulder.

Gapapa, Sean only happens like this if he is with her. As long as they are together as friends. Gres is where he spills a lot of tiredness and shares his story. The girl beside him now was the only one who understood very well how he was and how persolan and every tired he was. And vice versa. It was just that until this moment the girl beside him now did not really understand his feelings from long ago.

"Gres," call Sean slowly.

"Hm?" answer the girl by staying focused on her reading now. He was dealing with a laptop in front of him.

"Should we drink?" sean asked a little smile as if to remind one thing.

"Yeah! Just drink some water in front of you now! How can you take me out for a drink with you that never really felt what a drunk was like!" gres said a little annoyed and moved on from his reading now.

"Isn't the girl beside me right now a drinker as well?" said Sean who raised his head and tried to look at the girl's face with a slightly seductive look.

"Whatchu mean? Since when have you ever seen me drink like that?" ask Gres seriously.

"Oh, yeah. I just remembered you're a terrible drinker!" sean exclaimed slightly away from him in anticipation of the blow from the girl beside him.

"Yeah! What do you mean!" gres shouted a little bit.

"How does he know I'm a lousy drinker? I never drank in college. Not even from High School like that, except, yak don't tell me he knew I was drunk back then!" Inner Gres recalled that he had been drunk but that no one knew at all.

"Just finish that thought. Poor little brain you're forced to think too hard!" Said Sean while shuffling his hair softly.

sept _05. 2021