Why ?

Need pause...

"But who knows

what will happen

after many things have been missed.

No matter how hard we are

facing the problems of life,

one by one it will slowly fade away.

And in the end, we need it too

time to just rest."

This is what is experienced by the princess only wayangnya who is closing her eyes with a face that is so pale. He already knew what had happened to his son from a young man who was not even well known to him at this time.

He was so afraid of the last incident his son experienced a few years ago. He became afraid that one day his son would wake up but not with his memory anymore. Even more frightening what kind of trauma will be experienced after this incident?.

From this he could understand, that life is only about cleverness and not someone hiding the good bad circumstances. One thing is certain and inevitable that it turns out after his death, Gres is not okay.

"I'm sorry Mama..!" one sentence escaped from his mouth.

"What should Mama do?In fact, whatever I'm gonna do won't get you back to the way you were. What more can you still be proud of from us your parents who don't even really understand you!. Even in your worst moments. You don't find any more warmth?. Do we deserve to be called parents again?. Hicks.....!! I'm even so scared of what's gonna happen if you wake up." His voice with his body trembled because of his cries.

"Mama's afraid of Gres!. I'm afraid you'll forget me when you wake up!. Look how selfish Mama is now!. It has broken and broken you slowly until the remaining debris but does not want to feel the loss!."

Can I complain to God?

I want to complain to you!

Not complaining about the story of my life that you have beautifully assembled. But complaining about my attitude that only remembers you when I need you, when I'm in trouble, when I'm sad.

Sorry and thank you.

Forgive me for rarely being grateful to you. And thank you that you still care about me by giving me this greatest test.

I'm not a good parent, look how selfish your creation is on this one.

So fanatical was I in my busy world, to forget to be grateful for the greatest gift that you present that in fact I have wasted.

And how selfish I am right now to be back begging you to keep letting him heal and come back to me. I knew he was so tired, I knew he needed a break in his life, but I was really fragile at this time God, when he saw him lying weakly in the corner of this room. Please give me one more chance, no matter what the consequences will be. I beg God!" siena's inner self in her heart regardless of her current chaotic state, plus the pityful look of the young man who had already saved her daughter.

"Sorry aunt. I do not know as complicated as what problems the aunt family is facing. But I'm just saying he's a pretty strong boy! Although I don't know her very well, my mind now says that everything will be fine!" Sean said, holding the hand of the woman who became the girl's mother.

"Thank you very much, son! Acted so far. Aunty does not know how to repay your kindness" said Siena sincerely.

"Please leave your number, so that your aunt can transfer back the fees you have incurred!" siena said with a sincere smile.

"No need to bring back aunt. I'm willing to help!." Sean

"Can't do that, son!. Auntie doesn't feel good about you and your parents. Moreover, you seem to be the same age as Gres" added Siena.

"I'm sincere Tan. Seriously gapapa. Auntie don't have to act like that, I'm also Gres' friend, so just relax." reply Sean held back Siena's hand.

"Thank you son!." said Siena sincerely with tears falling back to see how good the child in front of her now.

In the end it's okay, if we choose to stick around and follow the flow. Later we will also understand why we are sick. Now it's good to rest for a while.

Slowly, time will become medicine. And it will heal in the end. Sure, he will smile back while remembering the events used to laugh because it was once as complicated as now._banner. (inner Sean while smiling at a glance to see the events and precious time has involved him at this time).

***

A month has passed, Gres' condition has improved. He regained consciousness a few days ago. His parents smiled again and their wait finally arrived.

Seen once the look of worry from both parents, even the dark circles on the eyelids of his mother was like that. But who cares about it all, the main focus right now is Gres who has realized not to talk to anyone. Only a straight and sharp look was clear from the vision of everyone who visited him, not least Sean and his friends.

Although not at the same time they come to see him but their assessment will definitely be the same.

"Son!!. Is anyone sick?" radit asked his father, but there was no answer.

"Pa, let him rest. Maybe she's too tired for now" Siena said, clutching her husband's shoulder.

"It's Papa baby!. You don't miss Papa? Papa misses you!" radit said without caring about his wife.

"You're healing fast, dong! So that we can walk as much as possible, did you never tell Papa to vacation in Hawaii?. Papa promises that you're cured we'll take a vacation there!.

Papa won't make you study at that college again. Papa will support you in medical school.

Yesterday Papa went to your school to get a certificate of graduation announcement, and you know!! Who is the champion generally?, at first Papa was surprised when your name is called the champion. But after seeing the achievement of your grades aired Papa was really shocked, it turns out my son is as smart as that in school.!

Even you get an amazing award that unfortunately you do not receive with your own hands. Papa feels so sad to find you lying weak on your happy day, son! " Add Radit with already teary eyes.

From everything revealed by the father is not able to make Gres flinch, even he looks ordinary as if nothing happened. That left both of his parents devastated.

It was as if his body had improved but not his mind.

Regardless of that, every person who loves her wishes her the best. He was not left alone in the days he spent in the hospital.

Even all the people closest to him always come every day to just invite him to chat lightly to restore his condition.