Why ?

Destiny?...

"Preace to yourself. Because he's the only one who'll accompany you to the end that you don't know when!"

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Gres POV

People will have a lot of difficulties if they are unable to make peace with themselves. Just like me now, I might have just ended a great fight with myself and the past.

They, the people around me are experiencing a lot of things about me. They may feel guilty, some may condemn themselves for what happened to me.

I was fully aware, I made a mistake that I was unaware of. I made them get dragged into the drama of my life.

I may be angry, I may be frustrated that ended maybe I have done it, yes I hate some parties for the events that have happened to me.

I just didn't realize they weren't completely wrong about me.

I have treated them to be an outlet for the injustice of life against me.

From here, I have learned well. I will live by doing what I want, I will live by doing what is and waiting no matter how hard my head was in the past.

More precisely I will live and do what I originally did not want to do. Simply because I was curious about the end of what I didn't want from the beginning.

Yeah, I'll be cruel about the choice. I don't care about my dislike feelings. I'm gonna fight him. I have to step in if I need to avoid it so I can stay fine in the eyes of people.

Because in this life, everything will change along with the development and even the speech of the people in it.

People often say Destiny is the cruelest thing in life.

And now let's see what happens next. Maybe I'm still not recovering well. But, I will get back up without needing anyone else to blame for what happened to me.

I've been trying to reconcile with myself.

Let's do it well!!

The Gres POV End

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Tok tok!

The cleek! (The door is open)

"Haii" he said with a sincere smile.

I only answered with a light smile that meant I was grateful there were still some of them who might really care or even pretend. And I wouldn't care about everything.

"Where are you doing better?" sean asked while keeping the parcel he was carrying on the table.

"Hm, as you can see!" my answer is slow and represents taste.

"Yes, you're recovering. You're pretty good at surviving" said Sean, who had taken a seat on the bedside of the hospital.

"Huhah, maybe more precisely because maybe I'm still given the rest of the chance!" my words are relaxed accompanied by meaningless ruckus.

"Funny yes, we are even closer just because we visit you often in this place!" sean said with a meaningful look.

"It's more precisely this is pretty slick for me!" reply relax.

"Why is it like that?" asked Sean who was still loyal to look at me.

"Because of destiny!" my answer is without doubt.

"Destiny??" sean asked questions.

"Why with destiny" Sean asked seriously.

"The fate is cruel to some!" I smiled lightly.

"Including you?" sean asked with emphasis.

"I think so," I answered while looking at him calmly.

"But not always fate is cruel!" he said so sure.

"Either, as far as I live up to this second, fate has played me so much!" I said with a straight look.

"One of the examples?" ask Sean.

"You!" answer me for sure.

"Me??" Sean pointed to himself.

"Aren't you just coincidentally present in my drama? You got dragged down by fate to get here, didn't you?" I asked him.

"No. You're wrong about that!" sean replied with a smile back.

"How can you, you mean this is well-designed, if you just suddenly appear on that street and pretend to know me before until finally you are involved in everything that happened to me at that time. We didn't just meet at that time. Or don't you realize that!" reassuringly said.

"Don't convince anyone of what you see with your own concept. Because everyone has a different concept about everything. Don't be stubborn!" sean replied casually while looking at me with a smile.

"Because it's destiny. You're even here right now just because it started with that accident, right?" I said with complete confidence.

"Without you getting into an accident even though we've met and will indeed meet!" Sean smiled.

"And that's what fate is!" answer again.

"No! It's been planned ahead of time far from before you think about destiny." Said Sean.

"Why is that?" much

"Because if that's destiny. Then it will happen just like that, without anything happening before. He came without you expecting and arrived without you expecting such a fate" replied Sean.

"Aren't you like that too?" ask me curious.

"Of course not, if you want to consider it fate, it should have been before that incident that you could have said it all because of fate. Ah, just finish this topic, now it's time to walk along the hallway for the last time. Because I heard it looks like the day you're going back home after a long time of recuperation" said Sean, who has a drip stick in his left hand.

" I'm tired of seeing the atmosphere here. Just let me stay here while waiting for the time to go home" I said lazily.

"No. You should take a walk. Because one day each of us will miss a moment that we did not want in the past and may want to be back in that time to correct the mistakes that occurred. And now before there is any regret in the future. Let's fix it now!" sean said, who helped me get my legs off the bed.

"When have we been this close?" ask me again.

"That's it. Don't give this rodi work to your little head to think hard! Let's just say we've been like this for a long time, okay!!" he said that even unconsciously I was already in a wheelchair on my way down the middle of the hospital aisle right now.

"Huhah, life is so selfish by bringing people like this here" I chuckled.

"What are your plans after this?" sean asked who was focusing on pushing the wheelchair.

"Maybe I'm gonna sign up and go to college like my parents wanted"

"Didn't you not like their choice?"

"How did you know"

"I know everything. Don't you know they let you go to medical school?"

"I'll do it well. Choose a choice I don't like and try to know how it ends!"

"Interesting!!. Let's look and prove it!"

Just do what you've planned while I'll stand up and see how far you're acting and strong. Maybe I'll be the one who's always there for it from now on, no matter how close you are to the people you met in the past days!_ Sean smiled and stepped quietly with him.

_10 June 2021