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The days have changed, so many things have been missed. There are many good stories of happy, happy, sad, regret or anger. The year is changing more and more here is becoming an increasingly difficult level in life.

Many things happen just to mature various characters in each person. In the end, in the present phase a few moments when we reflect back to the past are not a little regretful, grateful even laughter that is a reflex for us to respond to it.

Sometimes we are grateful to have been in difficult situations in the past and become more understanding for the present

Sometimes we also laugh at our former selves, once who have not matured well and still with a lot of thoughts that stuck in one view only.

Sometimes we also regret some decisions, choices and even attitudes that we have taken in the past and harm the time and the present.

But, after standing at the top of the current journey, the position that now makes us understand, is, understand very well that it turned out to be a period of drama and we also realize one thing that turns out we have changed with so many changes now.

And the past is also the best investment for the present. We are great, we are amazing and we are the best. It depends on how we appreciate ourselves over time.

Sometimes, we take the time to reflect a little on how our struggle got to this moment. Can we not see clearly that we did well in the past and feel it in the present?.

These 3 Overdue Years....

Not an easy thing indeed if we just give up on me, maybe we can not feel the pleasure today.

Yes, we have already graduated and are enjoying the rarest momentum in life. Some people want to be in this position, but still blocked by time, hindered by trials and tested various kinds of patience to be able to arrive at this time.

One thing I want to say to my friends in the struggle to get toga here and out there. 'staying excited, desperate and lost hope for a while is natural, it's natural, because the trial exam we're facing isn't playing. Just take a break, just take a vacation for a few days. Hiatus from some side of life is also reasonable. essentially, do not occasionally make the decision to give up and stop, I understand very well how the side and every corner for this one. It is enough to convince ourselves, even though we know God's time is uncertain. But God's time is the best'.

Yeah, if you ask me how I feel right now. Then I'll answer amazingly, very amazing.

Wh why?

Because, I can see in front of me right now, on this stage, the two people I know exactly will not have time to come and sit here if they remember the past about how busy they are. But today was amazing, they and the smiles on their faces with unchanging gazes continued at the same glance, looking at me using this toga was one thing I could no longer define.

Yes, I am standing in front of you right now to give a speech on my achievements during my time as a student. Don't ask me how many champions I'm obviously only going to be second to the person next to me now.

It's a rare thing to beat a Sean, isn't it?

But indeed expectations will not match that reality that we often forget.

Before Sean gave his speech he first let me give my speech.

Deg-degan?

Don't ask for sure. This is one of the most prestigious campuses in New York, attended by university leaders! So just define for yourself how I am now if you try to be in my position.

And I also gave my welcome

"It was an honor and a pride of its own when I was and stood here. When I first cast my gaze upon all those present in this place, from here I could clearly see every corner of this room and all of you who had the opportunity to attend. Don't ask me how I feel right now, because I can't translate it either. One thing that came to my mind while standing here, when I could see some incredible momentum in my life was seeing the present scene from this place.

Wh why?

Because only today can I see and believe that busyness is really not there if we are the priority!

One line I said to represent my current sense of 'For my two greatest people. Thank you and sorry for many things that happened in the past and to this day'

My achievements today I realized very well, it is not because I am capable and strong but it is all because God is on every side of my struggle and more specifically because both great people exist and are able to make me change my view right now that behind their busy lives I am still and remain their priority. Yes, they're both my parents.

Tell a little story, then. once and until yesterday, yesterday, heheh- (accompanied by the oddity of the people in the room).

I am the one standing right now who does not accept how the two people in front of me are currently spending their lives working and working continuously, it was always like that until I went through a lot to get to this time and this second. If you ask how I was in the past then my answer 'the one standing here is not the one I was in that moment'

And I may experience that.

If the evolutionary period occurs gradually in a very long time. So I too, a long time in proportion to the age and time of human life.

Yes, I admit I have evolved in the span of human life. There is no need until centuries because I am a human being who can adapt in many ways, hehehe

Until I understood and accepted, that these two people were the most comfortable places to go home, the most comfortable places and the best places to complain all the time. I was late to realize that because I was more focused on one point of view and made myself the most hurt victim. But, I forget that sometimes the victim who feels himself is also the perpetrator who pretends to be the victim to calm himself mentally.

It doesn't take many words, thank you very much Papa. Mama, who is present today. Now I understand not the busyness that has been our problem for many years but about understanding and accepting what we have forgotten.

There's not much more to say at this reception.

If anything, for my comrades in arms. We spent a lot of time and learned a lot from things. I think we get a lot of life value in togetherness and so much more.

However, one person I want to greet through this speech, because I realize he is there and will listen to this speech heheh-h

"For this heartless boy. Thank you for sharing the value of living together. We often clash thoughts, arguments, opinions and many unfefah things though. But he was one of the people who could exist and help heal my past trauma until I had so far stepped up and stood here. With him for several years I learned many things about the value of life. And it turns out that in this world it is not me who suffers the most but there are still many people out there who suffer more in this life.

And lastly, I just want to tell all of you who are still fighting 'Truly wait while you can, because there are still many out there that are not as lucky as you are today. Be earnest while you can, for no one knows when the wheel of life will change.  If today you feel tired of many things whether lectures, assignments or lecturers, always remember that you are a chosen person and you must use your time well and wisely, I said.

After the boisterous applause from the audience I went down the stage with the award I brought with my right hand and the same gaze to my parents. I don't know why today I just want to look at them and there's no boss.

"Thank you for this wonderful opportunity. It's not unusual anymore, but it's amazing when I stand up and can see all the comrades in arms that today we both feel each other's happy atmosphere. There's not much I want to say, Just gratitude and thanks I said for today and yesterday.

There is nothing special about this day for me personally, because a lot of things I have gone through to get to this level. Except for the relief that all my efforts and work have been balanced with the one I got today.

However, when I saw there were many smiles from parents who came at this time today made me feel a little happiness of friends whose parents had the opportunity to be present at the time of day.

So, for that I also want to thank my parents, even though I did not have time to participate. I understand very well they have many important affairs for the good of many people. I don't feel discouraged about it, but I'm grateful for the life and the ways I've been through it makes me think that in many aspects of life, we're not the main characters in it. Because life is a wheel that keeps turning. We won't know which phase we'll be in for a minute, tomorrow and tomorrow again.

So, being grateful for many things is the best expression for all things.

Thank you also to the parents of lecturers who have taken part in our future journey. Also to my friends, especially to my friends who are there and continue to exist from the beginning we set foot until we get to the finish. He gave me a lot of opportunities to learn about life, so I understood more afterwards. When he saw the difficulties he experienced many lessons I learned. So, thanks for that." Sean ended his speech.

^^^ 18 nov. 2021^^

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sorry can update today 🙏

sorry also for the Start again chapter that was updated in this story.Yesterday, I did not focus on what should be an update in the next story even keupdatenya here. I've tried to delete the chapter but it's still in this story sequence.

pity for friends who just started reading before until in the notification section.later guessed the story does not connect again 🥺

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