Why ?

Why ?
About the Time that Passed



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For someone in the past. Thank you for making me a better person and understanding for the time being. You will probably stay and continue to exist. Because to me remembering, seeing and hearing about you was like repeating the time I was at that time. So, it's okay because you're still there and with me until the time comes.





"Gres!!" call him from outside the door with his hands that do not stop pressing the bell of the apartment.


"The habit of the boy. If the hours of the gini cake must still fall asleep, Gres oee!" His screams did not matter who was called to hear what no.


"What the hell? I don't understand anymore I'm the same you, can-can scream in front of people's apartments. No shame what you see, this is not in Indo if you forget!" Said Gres who had been snapping to Sean annoyed.


"I'm sick, the mission is coming in. Also not open the quick door. Though you again do not say anything, I'm the same kelen lo boy!" Grumpy Sean stepped in before being allowed into Gres' apartment.


"Well, since when did you turn into a lot of bacots sir?" gres asked mockingly.


"I'm not eating!" annoyed Sean by continuing to eat snacks that are on the front room table.


"And since when was Sean a famous student and company holder eat that cake," pointed Gres at the snack Sean held.


"Gres, I'm in a sprain!" just a little slow.


"And only doang, yesterday-yesterday will almost never touch the food," Gres who was still not satisfied mocking.


"Gue, throw you out the window from this floor wrong, right?" furious Sean.


"Ah, and also since when did our Sean turn out to be stupid with such an unfortunate question?" Gres is becoming.


"Sinian dikit deh. I think you need to hit your little head that often has such sneaky thoughts," annoyed Sean a little patiently.


"Before I went there, I dong! Have you ever seen a rabbit come to a lion to eat it round and round?" gres asked with his eyebrows raised.


"Aren't you tired of living?" sean asked with a piercing look.


"You're tired of it, yesterday I've killed myself," said Gres lightly with the same situation Gres standing next to the apartment door and Sean who was sitting on the sofa.


"Akh!!! I'm just upset. Don't provoke my emotions anymore if not," cried Sean pause.


"Why not?" ask Gres chuckling.


"My apartment made the same broken boat cake, will you?" asked Sean enthusiastically.


"Oh, I feel thirsty right now. Go to the kitchen first!" gres said leaving Sean smiling triumphantly.


"Bas on a cunning creature! Anyway why did he come here late afternoon gini, just disturb him!" annoyed Gres who keeps stomping his feet.


"Gres!! I still hear you time," said Sean smiling win.


"Tau ah's. Lazy," replied Gres who sat back on the sofa next to him.


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"Why come here at this hour? Not busy anymore?" gres asked after putting his coffee glass still filled on the balcony table of his apartment.


"Some time is lazy. Want a break," replied Sean with the focus of playing his phone.


"Don't work too hard! Lo is still young and should be the age you are now spent playing games first," said Gres seriously.


"So traumatic you're the same person who works too hard?" sean asked how Gres, who had super busy parents, had forgotten about him for years, even though his parents were the same. But maybe Gres is a little bit less powerful than him.


"Lo must live and become the new Gres. You're an adult now, and I'm sure you might have understood a little why they were so hard, back then, or until now!" Sean looked at him meaninglessly.


"Hm, you're really an adult, and you should understand their situation. It. I've done it, but maybe you're right I'm still a little traumatized by the past. But, I think they should have rested, if not a complete break a little or no pause. But they were stubborn as it turned out," said Gres laughing lightly.


"But, isn't it okay to come back and take a break from work?" Sean was a little curious.


"Rest for a while this is possible! I don't understand myself now either. As if to trust them a little bit might be a little difficult. So I assume Mama is just resting," replied Gres again sipping his coffee.


"Lo has to live in a slightly different way. Forget all your past if it hurts," Sean said with a hopeful look.


"Gue wants to forget everything, but can't!


Ahh. I shouldn't trust anyone.


You know, I used to think that if I didn't change, people who were close to me and who I believed would not change either. But I was wrong, until now I live by constantly questioning destiny why my life became like this?" said Gres flat.


"Lo is not wrong, so they are just a matter of time. Some people whose names are human must have many ways to reflect on their lives with several choices" Sean assures.


"Woahh, why is the atmosphere so gini anyway?" Gres returns smiling and begins to annoy Sean with his mainstay taunts.


"This serious boy, why not be moral now?" sean shouted annoyed at being bullied by spilling his coffee a little.


A few minutes later...


"But seriously Gres, I want it!" fun Sean .


"What's that?" Gres turned to look at him seriously.


"About your friend who often lo the story," said Sean recalled.


"Replace?" ask Gres to make sure.


"Yes. About the child," Sean confirmed.


"About what kind of joints?" Gres asked back.


"Yes, let's tell you a little about him. Or how close are you to him?" Sean asked.


"About the boy. If I tell a story, remember it and see it, it feels like I'm squirming the time that passes.


That's a sure thing, of course, but because we were together since childhood, starting from boy until the time I knew he was always with me.


Indeed, after all, from that time he was just a friend who was always with me in every process I faced. He's an eyewitness to a lot of things I've been through.


If you ask me how much I'm with him, maybe I'll say 'so soon I want to sleep and he who continues to hug me, both when I'm discouraged, crying, crying, not feeling fair is alive'. He still remains in the same position.


Deket more than my closeness the same both my parents.


So short!" gres said he missed his best friend.


"But why do you have to be apart? Wouldn't it be nice to stay around him and feel how good he's treating you?" ask Sean.


"Lo may forget, we can't resist destiny! No matter how hard I was at that time but the ending is still kekini, I exist and sit here with you," said Gres.


"It's the hell" Sean confirmed


"You can choose that moment.


I'm going to reques an uncomplicated life. Be happy enough if one is happy and the other. But the reality isn't that, is it? Yeah already!" gres chuckled.


"Pront. You'll be fine, no matter what. I guarantee you won't be able to meet me as a friend in the same fate!" Sean smiled as he ruffled Gres' hair slowly.


sept _21. 2021