The Treason of First Love

Chapter 9. Give Me Time

After a week passed, Yori and I never communicated again after the incident. And the day of H event drumband came. Yori didn't even greet me at all. But I know he's still watching me from a distance, but he's more busy talking to Lani. But I'm upset, Lani instead of helping me to make up with Yori but she's getting closer to Yori. This heart began to keep asking - ask what's wrong with them? Why are they getting closer? Even with Ryan alone he's not that close right now.

"Woy Ri." Suddenly, Bani surprised me from behind.

"Astaghfirullah Bani lo ngagetin I ajaaaa uh!" It was as if I gasped and turned my gaze from Yori and Lani towards Bani.

"Lagong aja, kesambet later lo."

"Ban, I'm here." I answered while holding back tears.

"Ehhh why are you? Where is Lani? Yori?"

"Do not know! Just here anyway."

"I yaaa busetdeh very fierce Riri. Have you eaten yet? There's food there. Or drink it."

"Gue's not lager and I'm not thirsty!"

"Allah Riri is fierce. Scared of it." Ledek Banu's.

"Riii...." Someone called me from a distance.

I just turned around without saying a word.

"I'm looking for it too. It turns out the same Bani here. Yukk we're ready - ready." It turned out that Lani called me and immediately took me.

I just kept quiet and there was no response, but I kept following Lani's steps. He kept holding my hand. As usual Lani is always cheerful without any sad face.

"Yukkk guys, we have the best performance! Yuk yuk permaat perangat kemuan!" Shouted Ka Beno.

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After the event was over, we all gathered to eat together. My heart is still upset, but I am quite happy also because I can really appear to be a player in the drumband.

"Huh? Ri. K why are you gi?" Lani replied like something was hidden.

"Nobody else you're hiding from me, aren't you Lan?" I asked with trembling. I'm not strong enough to hear Lani's honesty.

"This is Ri. Not good later on the horrors of our speech ya." Lani pulls my hand and moves away from my other friends.

"Please on Ri. Don't think macem - macem. But I'm so sorry, you know, I want to be honest." Lani said while holding my hand.

I kept quiet and waited for him to continue talking.

"Gue.. l.. I'm like well.. have started baper same Yori." Lani says it while lowering her face.

I remained silent and released my hand from Lani's grasp.

"I guessed it." I shed tears. Piercing, really piercing the heart. Me and Yori are not really dating but my best friend is starting to like people who are obviously in the process of approaching me.

Lani still looked down and was silent after speaking like that.

"Since when?" I asked by holding back the tears to come out more.

"It hasn't been long, Ri, but you're calm. Yori's heart still makes you really and I'm now again the same process deket Ryan." An unconvincing answer.

"Lo is obviously again the same approach as Ryan but you can baper the same Yori! And that's the one who's got the same approach as your own friend Lan? Are you crazy?" My voice began to rise because I could not hold back my emotions.

"Ssttt Ri. please, we don't make a fuss here so no one knows this. This is gonna be both of us. Yori doesn't know either."

"Enough Lan. I can't digest all of this yet. It's too confusing for me, I can't do anything either. Because my status and Yori have not been dating. I need some time."

After I said that, I passed away leaving Lani alone. Really my mind is so fucked. My emotions are out of control. I just kept quiet during the return trip from the event, everyone even asked me I only answered as if. My mood is completely destroyed. I don't know if my relationship with Yori will improve or vice versa.