The Treason of First Love

Chapter 63. After Breakup

After I broke up with Yori, my life was a mess. I tried to be strong when I got up move on from Yori. Several times I was introduced to and knew guys, I couldn't really love them. I just play - play only to fill the void of my days so that I don't continue - continue to think about Yori. 

Vishnu, the first time I was close to him because I was introduced by the girlfriend of Mytha.. Mytha has become my best friend. Mytha's boyfriend at that time was named Boy, Boy is my and Mytha's underclassman. Boy has a friend named Vishnu. Boy means well, because he knew his girlfriend's best friend had just broken up, he finally tried to introduce his friend to me.

"Lo whose name is Riri?" Ask Vishnu who approached me. 

"Yeah... Who yeah?" I was confused because he came to me. 

"My name is Vishnu. I'm the guy, Boy..." Vishnu answered while shaking my hand.

"Ohh, okay boy? Mytha's boyfriend's boy?" I'm still confused. 

"Hmm yes... Sori yaa Ri, I directly nodong lo gini. Can I have your number?" 

"Number? Make it?" 

"Yes make communication Ri hehehe... Can you?" 

I was really surprised he was even without a stale base first directly asking for the number in front of the drumband room. I finally gave you my number too.

"Hi Ri, it's my Vishnu." Vishnu just sent me a short message. 

"Oh yes, that Vishnu?"

"Yeah.. Sori yaa Ri I went straight to the point earlier. I want to directly deket same lo, actually I have long been careful lo. From going to school, but ever since I knew you had a boyfriend and even his girlfriend Yori I quit. Keep knowing the news of you moving I'm very sad, but if I'm going to break up with Yori I immediately ask Boy to ask you for your acquaintance." Reply Vishnu with length. 

"Okeees.. I was quite surprised that you immediately dared to admit your feelings. Especially my junior. Honestly, I still can't move on from Yori... I don't want to give false hope to you.. So mending I say what is the same lo... I'm not interested in guys who are below my age. Sorry, Nu." I answered without saying stale. 

"Oh, is that Ri? Don't you want to give me a chance?" 

"Gue can't Nu, rather than you'll get hurt."

"This may be because you have not moved on aja yaa time from Yori, if you can also not Ri?"

Vishnu is very pushy, I can't even respond to him well if I don't have the will to approach. But he was really an effort, when I had just broken up with Yori for 3 days. He even begged - begging him to accept his statement. I gave her a chance to agree to her statement to be her boyfriend, but not until 24 hours I had cut off our relationship via SMS. Because I really can't pretend to like Vishnu. Until finally Vishnu gave up on his own when I was really indifferent to him. 

Zayn, he's the new kid in my old school. Yep... He shifted my position in the IPA 1 class in my old school. It started when I went to my old class, and I met him. 

"Riiii... It's time when you moved he came in. Marahin Ri, she shifted lo!" Jerry said as I entered the classroom door.

"Releniii!!! I'm really kangen!!"Shouted my classmate. "Why did you change schools?" Ask Ratna. "Tau lo ah pake transferred schools all over..." Timo.

"Sorry guys, I have to move because I want to transfer to a public school." I answered with a lot of lies. Though actually because of this insolent Zayn. 

"Lo Riri?" Ask Zayn who came straight to me. 

"Yeah... What, you called Zayn?" 

"Yes.. Recognize..." Zayn shook my hand. 

"okay..Hello, hello know." I replied with a lot of base - stale.

"May I have a Lo Ri number? Make a discussion..." Zayn asked with his handsome pretentious face while giving his HP to me. 

"Ri's heart, she's like a playboy." Mytha Whisper.

I have bad intentions this time, I want to prank Zayn. 

"Okee, where's HP lo? I'm typing my number directly into Zayn."

"Okee, thank you Ri. Where do you move?" 

Wow full of bases - stale this guy huh... 

"Gue moved to Cipinang. This is my number on the save.." I replied while returning his HP. 

"Okeedehh.." Zayn replied with a smile. Duh is ridiculous it feels.

After Zayn saved my number, the night he sent me a message.

"Hi Ri's.. It's me Zayn. Still snot?" 

Yes obviously I still want the same human this one.

"Hi also Zayn, yes still craving."

"What's Ri?" 

Zayn started to get stale, he started to trap me and I kept responding to his SMS. Until Zayn finally started protecting me when I visited the old school he was happy, even he accompanied me when I went to the drumband room. And I sometimes use Zayn just to show in front of Lani and Yori that I'm close to someone new. Even I saw Yori's shocked face when I was with Zayn. 

Until Zayn finally expressed his feelings for me, I rejected him. Yes - really reject it raw - raw. He felt I had been caring and caring for him until he finally expressed his feelings because he was sure of me but he did not know that I was just pretending to like him because he wanted to reply to what what he did to me until I had to change schools. 

Andre, he's a schoolmate of my cousin Vienna. We met just 5 minutes down the road. Since then he often asked about me to Vienna, until I finally allowed him to approach me at that time even though it was only a week I no longer responded. And there's also Jody, who's my cousin's schoolmate. He approached me, even several times invited me to meet but I always reasoned that I could not or was busy, I responded to the SMS because I wanted to give him false hope at that time. Until I finally got tired of myself and disappeared from Jody.

Johan, he used to be my old school friend. But he just one semester ago moved to school. Starting from Facebook, he often sends messages to me through direct messages. At first I thought he was a friend, he started to switch my number and finally we sent each other a message. Until I finally responded too deeply to his message. Until finally he expressed his feelings for me because he had begun to feel comfortable with me, even he repeatedly invited me to meet but I always reasoned. But I feel like he's been forcing me to meet him until I finally erase his number from my HP and disappear from him even though he keeps sending me messages and keeps calling me but I always won't pick up. 

Anto, he was my classmate at the new school. He obviously approached me. He was very kind to me, even he was the kindest of all the few men who approached me since I broke up with Yori. He tried so hard to get close to me that I was always the inspiration to draw it. I'm very flattered by that, but it's a pity that I can't accept his statement and respond to it continuously. Because I still can't learn to love others when my heart is still hurting.

"R.. When do you want to keep thinking about Yori? No chance for me, right?" Anto asked as she sent me a message.

"Sorry To, I do not want to make you even hurt because I still can not move on. From lo dating the same I will just be sad because I cuekkin mending not need at all ya To."

After that Anto no longer tried to approach me even though he said he still liked me until I graduated school. 

The last. Bona, he was my schoolmate when I went to school in Halim. Suddenly he approached me who just started asking for news. I knew he was a playboy a long time ago so I just responded to the potluck. And he was also like playing when he approached me. Although he said he liked me a long time ago but I don't believe in crocodile talk. I responded just because I needed a storymate at that time. Until I finally disappeared and heard the news he already had a girlfriend. 

That was after I finished my relationship with Yori, my life as a woman became chaotic. I accept them because I just want attention and fill the void so I don't keep crying for Yori. But actually no, I still have a hard time moving on from Yori. Even continue - continue to wish I could go back with him first. Until I continue to pray that Yori and Lani's relationship is over and they get karmic for what they've done to me.