The Treason of First Love

Chapters 15. Gara - Yori

"Cie. who yesterday delivered Ka Putra." Lani said when I came to class.

"Where are you?" I asked while putting the backpack on the chair.

"From..hmm Pipit." Lani said while pointing at Pipit.

"When did I say it? The feeling hasn't been talked about." Timpal Pipit.

"Oh I know you're told who Lan is. Yori right?" I asked to point directly.

Lani did not answer, she just smiled to answer my question.

"Gue know how Yori often plays at your house now. Because of my curhatin? Or the others?" I asked with insinuation.

"Huh? Meanin?" Ask Lani and become changed in mood.

"Gue's going to the toilet first. Excuse me." I went straight away and did not see Lani's face. My feelings started to get restless, I started to feel Lani getting deeper into liking Yori. I remember she said she started getting carried away with Yori. He is still close to Ryan.

As I walked towards the toilet, I met one of Ka Putra's friends and she greeted me.

"Eh Riri. - greetings from Son hahaha." He said with a laugh and kept walking away. 

Why is he laughing? Is there anything funny? He's like my tease. I have a bad feeling about this. 

And I just returned with a smile. Because honestly I'm still afraid of the Ka Putra gang. 

Then after I returned from the toilet, I went into the classroom and saw Lani sitting next to Yori. And the friend next to Yori moved to sit with me, Bani. 

"How is this Ban?" Ask wonder.

"Gue's in the same rage sista lo tuh." Bani said while pointing towards them.

"Oh.. Do they want to date?" I said pissed.

"Dih.. hahaha jealous huha? Cieelahhhhh's.." Bani said to me.

I just kept quiet and ignored Bani's deception. After that I felt more and more that they were getting closer, now my heart just hurts more. But, I was more and more convinced that I really liked Yori even dearly. 

***

The day keeps changing, I no longer communicate with Ka Putra or Yori. Because I know Ka Putra is focusing on the National Exam. Likewise, I am busy studying for the division into IPA or IPS classes. And I have to get an IPA, because my goal is to be a doctor. Then I was also busy practicing drumband for MOS closure pickles later. So my mind wasn't always on Yori. 

"Want to enter the Ri IPA?" Pipit asked as I was writing my notes.

"Hmm yeah, I'd like to be a Pit doctor. So you have to get in the IPA." I still answer while writing.

"Yahhh no longer classmate dong later we, sad ah." He said while pouting.

"Eh, we can still play together even though it's not a Pit class." I answered and stopped writing for a moment.

"Yesasihh.. But it will be different later, IPA children are the same IPS. IPA children must learn mulu deh later, if IPS will relax." 

"Hahahaha is not Pit, am I going to learn mulu every time?" 

"What is your relationship with Yori? Keep the same Ka Putra?"

"Gue again do not think of them first deh Pit, again focus on learning. Let's go to class and get in the IPA." I said firmly.

"Ih but Ka Putra shot you?" Ask Pipit curiously.

"Udah." Answer's short.

"HUH??? SO SON DID YOU SHOOT??!!!" Pipit screamed and was surprised, and made everyone in the class hear him.

"Ihhh Ssttt. Noisy you are pit." I was shocked as I closed Pipit's mouth and looked towards Yori and Lani. It turned out that Yori heard it and her face instantly changed like she wanted to say something to me.

"Of course you don't tell the same story yourself." Said Pipit while folding his hands and with a pouting face.

"Seriously? Ah yeadahlahhh accept Ri, Yori is not clear anyway." Again, Pipit yelled a bit as if intentionally so that Yori and Lani heard the conversation between the two of us.

"Yes, I think first. After all, Ka Putra is also focused on wanting the Pit National Exam." 

"Have I supported you as a son, rather than an old pedecate but not so - so." Gerrut Pipit. 

"But Pit, Ka Putra smoking. I don't like guys who smoke." Reply slowly.

"Hmmm that's it.. Ah yaudah deh Ri, follow your heart. The heart cannot be forced." Pipit said wise-witted.

After that I kept thinking about what was after this. After I finally got into the IPA class, then how was my relationship with Yori? How am I with Ka Putra?

***

After I thought about my conversation with Pipit earlier, I just sent a message to Ka Putra

"Good night to you Son." 

"Yes Ri. Night, what's up? Tumben's my SMS." 

"Hehehe Ya Ka's. How are you?"

"Alhamdulillah is good Ri. You alone?"

"I am also good. I want nanya to?"

"What is RI?"

"Sister's statement at that time still applies Ka?"

After I last sent the message, Ka Putra quite a long time to reply. Either he was thinking or he was unwilling to reply. I didn't want to push her by sending her another message, all I did was wait for her answer.

"Oh, you still want Ri turns out.. I thought you had forgotten, because you said that anyway." 

"Sorry, because I'm busy with drumband training and focused on learning to enter the IPA."

"Oh that's it, your spirit. Hmmm how Ri. I'm also confused, it's been a long time yes almost a month you didn't answer my question. I know you're kind of disappointed in me because I didn't shoot you directly but via SMS."

"Yes ka.. I'm sorry so I hung up brother, I didn't mean anything."

"It seems that for now we've just won it, yes, I'm also focusing on UN. If dating later even not focused on learning."

L succeeded? Did I hurt her at the right time? 

"Yes ka.. Again I am sorry for my brother. Big brother eager to learn UNnya yes, and hopefully graduate with good grades. Keep getting into the University you want."

"Thank you Ri. But I want it to be just like you.."

"What's it like?"

"How do you feel about me?" 

"I'm comfortable with big brother, big brother. But I still doubt the truth. That's why I thought for a long time that I should accept it or not." 

"Thank you.. But what do you want to answer Ri?"

"I still don't know the real Ka, I'm sure you're a better girl than me."

I feel good about Ka Putra, but I can't accept people because she's nice. I accept someone because I like him, even if he is not a good person. I tried to say things as if - would not reject it but make the situation as if it could not be together. And it seems I managed to make that situation.

"Yaudah gapapa, thank you Ri for the past few months. May you also have a better man than me."

"Aamiya. Yes, thank you."

And after that I and Ka Putra really do not communicate anymore, ah I am relieved. I can finally finish my business one by one. It seems like this is because of my feelings with Yori, so I can dare to finish things I never started.