The Treason of First Love

Chapters 14. Must Choose

I began to be busy to focus on learning, because soon the class increase and the selection of IPA or IPS classes. Although this heart is being shaken because of the dilemma with the situation, but the situation must force the focus of education. I tried my best to run from the confusion by continuing to practice drumband, looking for the tone for the MOS closure later. Luckily, there are Ka Fero and Ka Beno who always ask me to joke while playing the drumband. My heart was a little comforted at that moment. 

"What exactly is the same as Yori?" Ka Fero asked a little whisper.

"That's what Ka hahaha nanyanya is." My answer is to try to calm down.

"Yes I'm serious Ri.. How is Yori the same? Is it a belom?" It seems like Ka Fero is starting to get curious about my relationship with Yori because it seems clear we are having something.

"Elu nih Ka, kepo very relationship people ah hahhaaha." The Typhoon Ka Beno.

"Gini yaa Ri, I feel now Yori is even more deket same Lani huh? Then how not to deket again the same Lani?" Ka Fero said again while holding my hand. 

I only gasped and fell silent as Ka Fero gave questions and statements at the same time. 

"Patience to Ri. We laughed - laugh today.." Said Ka Fero again while patting my back slowly. 

Shortly as the three of us were having a conversation, Yori, Bani and Lani walked into the drumband room. And when Yori came in, she looked at me sharply and smiled, then she came out again with Bani. Lani enters with a furore that is like made - made, like something is hidden.

"Gue together Bani forward yes Bang Fero, Bang Beno." He said while shouting.

"Riiiii... Lo kok Iue anyway, so I'm with them deh here." Lani said while hugging me.

"Yes... I want to go first." Answer me slowly.

"Hmmm are you okay sista?" Lani asked while looking at me deeply.

"Lane.. I'm gapapa. I'm going ahead first.." I said with a smile and stood up and said goodbye to Ka Beno and Ka Fero.

"Ka Ben, Ka Fer, I'm ahead first huh. Get some air first." 

"Where is there no air fromadi Ri? Not breathing from earlier?" Canda Ka Fero to me so that I may laugh.

"Hahaha well here there's less oxygen Ka, most carbon dioxide." I answered again to answer Ka Fero's joke.

"Ah said aja lo kangen Yori, so go ahead."Timpal Ka Beno playing his drum stick.

I just smiled and left the three of them. 

As I walked forward, I walked towards the trees near the field. I sat there and closed my eyes and enjoyed the cool breeze. Ah. I love the atmosphere of my school, away from pollution, many trees and sometimes I see monkeys or squirrels on the school tile. 

"Ehem.." Suddenly there was someone sitting next to me, I opened my eyes and turned to the voice.

"Finally, I often pay attention to Lo Ri. You are often alone like. How about Son?" Ask him while looking at me.

"Emang lo often notice me, right? From the past, right? Why are you my relationship with Ka Putra? I don't think there's a heart, Yor?" I replied with emotion because it was Yori who came up to me and said the thing that made my heart even more upset.

"R.. I wonder if you choose Ka Putra, moreover he is more handsome than me. I'm a senior, soon he graduated as a college boy. Take the car anywhere. I'm just using the bike now." 

Suddenly our conversation began to get serious.

"Yor, why are you so gini anyway? Why are you not sensitive? So you're like mending me with Ka Putra huh? Okay!" After that I fell silent and turned my face away from Yori. 

"Gue doesn't look like you Ri." Yori said slowly again.

"Yes, tomorrow I will accept the feeling of Ka Putra let you be cool!" I answered without seeing his face.

"Gue wants to go back. I'm Yor first." Then I passed away leaving Yori who was still playing the tree branch. 

***

After that incident, I always avoided Yori and Lani. Getting away from them. Then I kept responding to a short message from Ka Putra. Then one day Ka Putra expressed her feelings for me and asked me to date.

"R.. I'm actually getting comfortable with you. You're kind, patient, funny, exciting again. You want to be my girlfriend?" Ask Ka Putra in a short message. And then he sent us an SMS while we were still at school.

"So why don't you talk here?" I immediately gave the challenge.

"I'm sorry Ri.. I'm embarrassed to say it straight, so I'm texting you." Answer again.

It seems that I was a little mean this time with Ka Putra, I purposely had Ka Putra express her feelings directly in front of my friends for Yori to see too. I want to make Yori jealous, even though my race to Ka Putra is nonexistent. 

"Father ka, but may if that's what I think - think first. Not answer it directly." Reply again.

"Oh that's Ri. How to fuck." Ka Putra replied as if disappointed. 

Then when it was time to go home from school, I walked with Pipit and I saw Yori sitting under a tree near the school gate. He looked at me and...

"Yoriya..." Shouting Pipit.

Then Yori turned to look at me and Pipit.

"Yor, Anterin Riri forward dong. You guys haven't been home together in a long time." Said Pipit while pulling my hand that was trying to keep away from Yori.

"Oh. The spirit wants to?" Yori asked Pipit. And I was in front of him.

"Rl.." Call Pipit 'cause I'm just quiet.

At that moment Ka Putra came to me.

"Eh there's Ka Putra... Ka, want to take Riri home?" Ask Pipit with sumringah.

This pipit wants to be good, it is clear there is Yori. Just now that he had offered Yori to deliver me forward, he instantly turned to ask Ka Putra to take me forward.

"Come, I want to take Riri home with me. But I can't take you to Ri's house. Wanna hang out with the kids." Yeah." Ka Putra said as she rubbed my head.

I was standing in the middle of Ka Putra and Yori back then. It's like in a romantic triangle movie. Like a woman playing with 2 hearts a good man. I clearly saw Yori's disappointed face and tried to smile.

"Tuh was invited to go home together with Ka Putra, back again." Yori said with a smile and looked at me meaningfully.

"Hmm okay. I went back first, all of them.. Bye." I said without further ado. And in an instant I left Yori and Pipit, and walked side by side with Ka Putra. 

Along the way Ka Putra smiled at the rearview mirror of his motorcycle, I saw it. Although he didn't invite me to talk, he just looked at me.

"Thank you so much, Ka, you've brought me." I said as I got off the bike.

"Yes, there you are, you are careful." He said while stroking my head again.

"Yes, heart - heart too.." I said while waving my hands at him.

Ah.. Suddenly I remembered when I was often escorted to the front with Yori. Yeah, I should have clearly chosen which one. Don't play with 2 innocent hearts. And I know who I'll choose.