The Treason of First Love

Chapter 46. Me and Yori

As time went on, Yori and I kept getting better and better and I felt like Yori had started to keep her distance from Lani. But I don't know if Yori still frequents Lani's house or not. But honestly I don't want to find out because I believe in Yori and if I do and it still turns out it's just gonna hurt me. 

That afternoon, Yori and I were sitting in the cafeteria together. Yori greedily ate the food she ordered earlier.

"Yor." Call me when he's just finished eating.

"Hmm?" Then Yori looked at me.

"Lo still likes Lani's house?" I asked this question directly with him.

"Rarely, because the bokapnya also returned. Why?" 

"Oh that. How could it be just that." 

"Lo miss Lani?" 

"Nor. I think my relationship is the same he can't be like Yor."

"Why?" Yori while looking at me sharply.

"Hmmm feel a woman yahh time, I so can not deket again the same as him Yor since know how he feels the same lo."

"But I'm the same now, why are you still limiting him?"

"Do you not understand how a woman feels? Especially if it's a darling."

"So. I don't understand girls' minds." 

"How come you're not even fighting a gini storm anyway Yor?"

"Gue didn't make a fuss, you started Lani?" 

"Yes but the effect is very much that you have to make me the same Lani deket again like before. You do not understand it so I am very fond of the same you continue there are other girls who also like the same you keep them decking really until now." I replied in an annoyed tone and stood up from the seat.

"Sst..... Ri. Don't believe it. You're not ashamed to be seen by our people like this?" Yori while pulling my hand for me to sit down again.

I shut up and sighed without even looking at Yori's face now. Even now I want to cry. 

"R..." Yori called me and held my hand.

"Lo, actually, love me, isn't Yor the same?" I asked with annoyance. 

"Dear Ri."

"Same Lani?"

"Dear he's like me."

"lik! Where's sister?"

"Yes I already consider him Ri's sister... Lo why the hell?" 

"Yor, I'm going to the drumband now." I stood up and left Yori alone.

It turned out that Yori had gone along the road behind me. But he didn't call me just to follow from behind. 

"Stop Yor!" I stopped walking.

Yori did not stop and kept walking past me. 

"You want to be with Lani Yaudah there. It's not the same as me."

Yori stopped and looked at me.

"Lo what the hell is Ri?" Snap Yori from 1 meter away.

I covered my whole face with my hands and I couldn't bear the tears. 

"Ri, we go to the back of the drumband room. Come on over here." Yori pulled my hand and grabbed me.

"We talk here, don't go to the dalem first. It's not good to have other kids." Yori said while calming me down. 

"Gue was confused as to how our relationship should be now Yor. I love you Yor, but I'm sad why gini.." I was sobbing.

"R... Sori yaa's.. I also understand we've been dating, you see I'm just as Lani is rarely together."

"Yes in front of me, right? Behind me?"

"R."

"Yaudah whatever. If you have anything, then you will get the stone. Now I'm up to Lo yaa Yor." 

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Today Yori and some of my friends who live around the school attended one of the talkshow to discuss education, our school was chosen to be a spectator. I couldn't go because my house was far away, and it just happened to be that show until night. Buses that deliver only one direction, so only one complex can participate. And of course Lani came along. Ah I should try not to think about it. 

"Ri, I'm leaving yeah.. I'm on TV." Yori came into my class.

"Oh yes, be careful Yor, and be informed. Hahaha ciee on TV."

"Later to watch if it comes out. Not live for that." 

"Yeah.."

"Daahh.." 

Yori passed away leaving me, I wish she wasn't close - close to Lani.

Tomorrow morning, one of my seniors in the drumband called me. 

"Rl.." Call Ka Sinta. 

"Yes Ka? What's up?" I immediately turned my head and approached her when Ka Sinta called out to me.

"Here sit, me, Lala same Vina want to talk to you." 

I sat in the middle of them in front of the school garden.

"R. You're still dating, aren't you Yori?" Ka Sinta asked while holding my hand.

"Still in Ka.. Why the hell Ka?" My feelings started to get unpleasant as Ka Sinta, Ka Lala and Ka Vina looked at each other.

"You fight?" Ask Ka Lala.

"Not so good are we." 

"ORIGIN RIII.. IT'S CALLED LO AGAIN IN THE SAME CHEATING TEMEN LO HIMSELF! DAMN IT!" Sahut Ka Vina's.

"Ehhhh sssst.. Don't be noisy, it'll be the same whimper people." Ka Sinta said. 

"Lo knows not Ri... Yesterday the Yori with Lani together continued toss.." The Ka Lala.

"Keep that's what Lani gelendotin the Yori on the Bus. They both sat there. Then Yori diem yajaa even mengnitu his face..." The Typhoon Ka Vina.

I gasped and fell silent as they talked about Yori and Lani. 

"R.. Yesterday was until school. The bus nurunin us at school... Then the Yori will take the motor yaa eh the Lani samperin the Yori. I was talking to both of them...Gini, Yor, you are my anterin.. Do you love me the same? Anyway you have to anterin me pulaanng.. ihhh keep talking like spoiled - spoiled gituuu Ri. It's crazy, girl!" Obviously Ka Lala while stirring - gebu. 

"YaAllah Yori is so evil that you are like me.." I answered him weakly and again - again shedding tears. 

"Rl.." Ka Sinta, Ka Lala and Ka Vina hugged me tightly. 

I was really sad at the time, not knowing what to do but get angry, cry and hate. I felt like I wanted to slap Lani, but I was also angry with Yori. He told me he wasn't close to Lani anymore but he lied. 

Now that I still can't be firm for my relationship with Yori, I still continue to want to maintain this relationship even though it hurts. And I will keep holding it until I am no longer strong.