The Treason of First Love

Chapter 25. Lazy Exercise

After I was satisfied crying in the school toilet, I wiped the tears that had flooded my cheeks. Then I came out of the toilet and washed my face so that it wouldn't appear that I was crying. I walked out trying to forcefully see the faces of Yori and Lani after this. 

"Si Riri in cariin. Romi said you've come to know about it." Ka Fero stood in front of the door of the drumband room.

"I ran out of the toilet, Ka, why?" I replied in a soft voice, because my energy was drained when I cried earlier. 

"Lo's crying Ri?" Ka Fero asked as he pulled my hand and led me to the back of the drumband room. 

For sensitivity issues, indeed Ka Fero is a sensitive person with all of us. When we were there, he was the first to realize it. 

"Not really Ka." I answered him with a bow, and tried to hold back the tears from falling again. 

"Don't lie to me Ri. You can't lie to me, what's wrong? Same story as me."

"Yuhuu I'm coming..." Suddenly there was a voice coming towards us, and we turned.

"Hmmm the most deciduous house, the last dateng lo ya Lan." Ka Fero looked at the voice, and it turned out to be Lani.

"Yes, his brother Ojek just picked up meye Ka. Hehe..." Lani replied with a joke.

"Yuk apple apple apple apple." Ka Romi shouted from the front.

"Ri. We are training well. Don't be sad.. there's me." Ka Fero seemed to understand what was going on, he tried to comfort me and calm me down. 

I walked towards the drumband room and picked up a bottle of water for me to carry forward later during practice. I walked down and remained silent without seeing Yori and Lani's faces. I knew Lani was watching me, she was confused when she faced me. 

"Lan, you brought me two drinks, right?" Yori asked Lani to speak and I heard her clearly. 

"I've brought it according to your request, Your Majesty Yori." Lani offered the drink she had prepared for Yori.

"okay." Yori took her drink from Lani, then she lined up to start an apple. 

After we finished the apples, we were ready - ready for the practice to the field. To be honest I became lazy to train today, because after the incident. 

"Ri, let's focus." Ka Fero patted my shoulder suddenly as if to encourage me. 

I didn't answer him, just kept quiet and remained lethargic without any zeal for today's practice. 

"Ri.. have not been thought of first, we focus first yes to practice today." Replied Pipit who arrived - suddenly came to me. 

"Can't I Pit, my focus is lost actually because of it. I'm not in the mood to be training today." 

"Duh difficult also yes the name of the feeling, patience yes Ri. You're the same as me here." 

"Ih don'tnn. We'll practice first."

"Males really look at Lani's face with Yori Pit, until dizzy." 

"I said to Ka Fero only once yes let you rest. I'm terrified you fainted."

"No Pit, I'm just sitting here."

"Aw I'm worried about it, Yori really the same you ah sebel." 

"R.. Pitt's. What the hell are you two?" Ka Fero came up to me and Pipit. 

"This is Riri as lemes." Pipit said with a worried face.

"Not really, not lemes. I'm not in the training mood."

"Duh don't be..... Ri. You're the most excited here, don't do it." Ka Fero seemed to not accept seeing my sluggish situation like this. 

"I'm sorry, Ka.." I just answered with apology.

"How come?" Ka Fero still wishes I could focus on training.

"Can't Ka. I'm going home." 

"R. You're sorry for this being a males."

I just kept quiet and covered my whole face holding back from crying again.

"That's it, Pit. Take Riri to the drumband room now. Let him calm down first. Can't if I'm gini, even complicated." 

Finally Pipit took me to the drumband room. I don't know how people respond when they see me and Pipit who walk towards the drumband. I know they're all talking about me. 

"Anyway I want to be here first yes Pit until I'm more calm to see the face of Yori and Lani." 

"Do you want me to go to China?" Ask Pipit.

"Don't, why am I alone."

After that Pipit left me out of the drumband room and joined the others.

When I was right by myself, I pondered and was still pensive after what I had experienced at this time. This is my first love, why is it painful? I'm still a labile High School kid. Sometimes my emotions can change drastically when this heart is hurting. I'm not yet an adult to face it. But why is Yori so obviously concerned about Lani in front of me and the others?