The Treason of First Love

Chapter 62. Disconnecting

Today I was busy taking care of all the subjects that many exams and notes. I had to really catch up on all the lessons I missed in my old school. But on the other hand my feelings are in a dilemma because today Yori still does not contact me. I haven't played to Halim for a few days because I don't have time, I do a lot of work after school here. It was very different when I was in private school, in the country the tasks were more piled up and very difficult. Not to mention the teachers who are ketus when teaching, if I can not be like a stupid child among others. But this is already the second month of 2011, which the moon people say is full of love but not for me. But before the day of affection arrived, I had already ordered cupcakes for Yori to give later. But it turns out...

"Yor, how are you?" I tried to send him a message.

"Why Ri?" Reply Yori briefly. 

"How are you not being answered anyway?" 

"Good."

"Lo is so different Yor."

"Gue's sorry Ri, I don't think I can have a long-distance relationship." 

Yori that... It's not long distance.... I have no effort to send me to a new school!!! I grumbled in my heart before I returned the message. 

"We will still see Yor, I will still often there." 

"Yeah but the end of this is rarely Ri. I'm getting bored." 

"Lo bosen is with me?"

"Yes..." 

"Keep what? Breaking up?"

"I think Ri is done."

The instant I read the message was like an atomic bomb ready to explode. And I did not reply to the message immediately, I was silent first and confused what to answer. He cut off our relationship via SMS? Even when he shot me, it was SMS. It's crazy Yori.

"OKAY. If that's what you want. I accept this time, because it looks like our relationship has started to be unhealthy."

"Hmmm Okay Ri. I'm sure you'll also get better than me Ri." 

"Amin, thanks Yor. But we're still friends, aren't we Yor? I am not easy to lose my love for you. Even I've pesen something for the love day later."

"Yeah I love, it's still two days away from love but you've broken me. Judahlah... But please if one day nyokap or eyang princess meet lo and nanyain our relationship, we answer well - yes. They love you Yor."

"Hmm sorry Ri, I don't even have any love ideas for you. Wh why? If you don't talk later it's not good condition Ri."

"Father Yor, that's my last gift. I'll talk to myself if it's time for Yor. But for now I'm not ready to see them sad."

"Hmmm okay Ri, but there's no one to take you?"

"There was.. But I still do not want a response and I also still have a boyfriend, but the status on our facebook relationship is not changed first yaa Yor. Gapapa, right?"

"Be sure there is someone who deketin, try Ri first. Yaudah gapapa kok Ri." 

"Can't Yor, my heart still makes you. Thanks to Yor." 

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Two days after I finally broke up, every night I cried thinking of Yori, thinking of my feelings that still remember her and her memories. Why did Yori cut off our relationship when I still loved her, maybe Yori did not love me...? Or it's true that people say that Yori has been in love with Lani behind my back. I always thought about it and always hated Lani. I hate them. 

And yes today is the day of affection, as I promised Yori that I would give her a gift. I gave her a basic yellow cupcakes with the blue 26 on our anniversary date. It was painful to give gifts when our relationship was over. 

"Yor, this is for you.. At the meal." I said and gave cupcakes to him.

"Thank you Ri, I'll eat at home." Answer Yori briefly.

"Yes the same - same Yor. So, yaudah, that's it."

"Judah I'm back first Ri." 

"Hmm yaa Yor heart - heart." 

In my heart feel, duh Yori why the hell you do not want to fight again yes for our relationship? You really don't want to be the same as me? No more chance for us? We really broke up, huh? The look in Yori's eyes was different, even she didn't want to look me in the eye for a long time. And no longer as friendly as usual.