The Treason of First Love

Chapter 39. Pura - Pura No Tau

Again I still continue to maintain my relationship with Yori. Last night I cried in the room only to keep imagining Lani and Yori walking together every day. Yori who always visits Lani's house every day. Laughing together and really believing in continuing to imagine the two of them. But it hurts too if I have to end my relationship with Yori. My feelings are too deep for him. Maybe because of my first love, I loved her very much.

"Aren't you crying, Ri?" Ask Mama who was watching my eyes when I woke up.

"Gakk.. It's because - because I'm cut - I'm kucek semalem gatel so swollen gini." I lied to Mama. 

"What really?" Mom asked me like I didn't believe what I said. 

"Yeah Maaa Riri gapapa really, ah I want to be ready first. It's late." I dodged and threw away my face so that my mother would not notice my swollen eyes for too long.

"Tumben woke up alone without having to wake up Mama or Father." Ledek the father who was ready - ready to take me to school.

"I set an alarm sir, so wake up hehehe..."I lied again, but I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about Yori and Lani.

"That's dong... Fajr Prayer was there."

"Yeah sir." 

I rushed immediately to Prayer, Bathe and ready - ready to go to school. And it feels like I want to immediately meet my friends to forget for a moment my sadness because my relationship has begun to be unclear. 

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"Morning Riri...Tumben very come in the morning - morning." Jerry Ledek.

"Yes, again, be diligent." I answered while smiling. 

"Okeee spirit Riri!" Jerry replied while patting me on the shoulder. 

I sat down and read the notes of one of my friends and copied them into my notebook so that I could understand what material had been learned. It turns out that it is difficult if you just read and understand it yourself, this should be while asking questions and learning the group with others. I tried to understand my friend's notes and..

"R... Yesterday I saw Yori on Lani's street." Said Timo who arrived - suddenly came to me.

"Sst... Don't be hard on Tim." I answered while closing the book.

"Eh sori - sori, but you are not.. Ri.."

"I know that Tim is actually. But I tried first, not to make things worse." 

"Lo is Ri's girlfriend. Lo kok diem ajasih.. Ih. Crazy Yori." Timo is really upset because of Yori's behavior.

"Patience first Tim, I'm gapapa really. This is my smile, I have to focus first on this IPA class. After that I take care of my relationship with Yori Yaa... I'm sorry about Tim. Just calm down... Keep calm was the point." 

I tried to calm myself down and Timo, I didn't want my other friends to finally know all about Me, Yori and Lani. I have to try to survive even though I am sick. I don't know why I still have to maintain my relationship with Yori. It's not just affection, it's like there's something else that makes me have to stick with it. 

"Judek... Gini Ri's... If there's anything you're telling me... You're also my friend.. If Yori makes you hurt, let me beat him."

"Gaya lo, your body is the same Yori aja gedean Yori Tim. Haha.."

"Yes, yesaa... Ready Bosss... Relax ajaa.."

After Timo left me, Mytha came to me. Mytha was my friend in drumband and now we're in IPA class.

"R....Does anyone not understand?" Ask Mytha who is sitting next to me.

"Hey Myth's.. There is something I am confused about.. Can't you teach?"

"Where..."

Mytha is very kind to help me learn, because I have been too far behind the lessons in this IPA class. Maybe Mytha will be my best friend in this new class. And I hope Mytha is not like Lani who could afford to corner her own best friend. 

"Udah right? If you still do not understand you can ask me again, Ri..." The word Mytha daritadi already explained at length.

"Iyaa InshaAllah knows the Myth. Thank you very much, Myth."

"Yes the same - Ri. Oh yes by the way Ri... You're the same Yori broke up, huh?" Ask Mytha.

"Huh? Says who?" I asked in surprise.

"Ehhhh I'm nanya...I don't know that."

"No Riiiiii... Who's the news from?"

"Gue didn't hear from anyone.. Yesterday I was driven home with my boy. Continue to meet Yori together hmmm Lani... Keep his bond so messrah. That's why I think you broke up with Yori." 

A Mytha could say such a thing, which fool would consider it only a friend. Moreover, I heard Mytha say mesrah... What are they doing????

"I mean hug?" I asked in an annoyed tone.

"Hmmmm I was wrong to say... I really see Lani hugging Yori mesrah so much Ri. Ride both of them's bikes."

"They are Myths." I'm trying to cover up.

"Eh seriously? Are you sure of me? I guess I saw Ri wrong." Said Mytha who immediately grabbed my hand.

"Yes, I think you're wrong about Myth.. Thank you, Yaudah, my Myth has taught me. I'm going to the toilet first."

"Yes the same - the same... Do you want me to go?" 

"Not Myth, I'm alone."

I ran towards the toilet, holding back my tears again. How many more people will tell me that Yori and Lani have something? How long will I continue to be patient with them? Am I strong? I'm still strong...