The Treason of First Love

Chapters 17. Hangs

That night, Yori and I were still texting each other. I'm glad Yori finally shot me, and I'm glad she gave me the most beautiful gift of my birthday. And well. eventually this unclear relationship will be obvious, but..

"Yor, your statement uh your question huh? Hmm should I answer now?"

"Don't have to Ri, I give you time to think first..."

"Thankyou Yor."

"Annything for You Ri." 

After that night, we kept sending messages. Until the day of the H event drumband, I still have not answered YES or NO.

"Lo why Ri? Don't keep on talking. Tinsel loh." Pipits always surprise me when I daydream.

"Gue kangen Yori."

"Huh? Ah that's every day like that. HAHAA...." Ledek Pipit's.

"Seriussan Pit, this time it's different. I feel guilty about it."

"What guilt is Ri?"

"Hanging on to the statement he's Pit."

"meaning??? Yori shot you?!" Peeked in surprise and a little screamed.

"Ssttt. What about what???" I subconsciously closed the mouth of Pipit with my hand.

"Duh sorry Ri. I was shocked and followed the crap. Crazy after so long you guys are not clear. Finally you guys.."

"Not Ri, not yet."

"Hmmm why don't you just thank Ri?"

"Lo understand the name of tugul ulur gak?"

"Oh okay, you're using that pull?"

"Yes, I want to see how he is after waiting for me to answer. Will he be patient waiting for an answer from me, even though our relationship has been almost a year is unclear."

"When will Ri be?"

"This is Pit, I've been patiently waiting for him to shoot me for almost a year. He didn't want to be patient for me to answer yes."

"Okee, but don't go too late. This is my advice, please don't hang him too long. He was afraid that he might even tell other people, continue to be comfortable with that person and.."

"Baper? So males is the same me? Then he doesn't love me pit."

"R.. It's not a matter of love or not, but it's realistic. Moreover, you know now Yori again very same deck...

"Lani? Yes, I know, their movements are getting longer for me to be uncomfortable. Especially my best friend Lani. Sometimes I have a Pit dilemma. It's hard for me to explain how it feels, my own friend has a different motion now with the guy I love."

"R... You two are also my best friends in class, in drumband. I don't want us to break up because of feelings."

That's what I've always feared, now I think I'd rather go away from Lani than I should forget my feelings for Yori. The more days I avoid Lani, the more days I form a high wall with Lani. In fact, we have rarely confided in each other since Lani admitted she began to have feelings for Yori. 

"Thank you Pit, but for now I think I'd rather stay away from Lani than I should give up my feelings for Yori. Am I wrong?"

"R.. But not that."

"Gue's wrong? Where is my fault? That started for my and Yori's approach right? Lani is only present when Yori needs a story. A story about me, a story about how she felt about me. Why should he be carried away by feelings? Why would he have to go with his best friend?"

"R..." Pipit clasped my hand tightly - tightly. And without realizing I was crying, yes, indeed after the incident Lani admitted her feelings for Yori I tried to close my eyes and close my ears. Trying not to realize they have something. I just focused on my feelings, I was just trying to stay warm with Yori even though our relationship was a bit off. I feel, this is unfair. When I feel first love, but why is it so painful like this.. Do I not deserve to be loved and to love?

"R... Don't cry anymore. What matters now is that you are convinced again. When will you answer Yori sama lo's confession. I'm sure you can handle everything that's happened." Pipit tried to calm me, when tears began to pour down my cheeks.

"Yeah Pit, I'm trying hard again. Thanks yeah... You're the only person I can cure now. I can't talk to Lani." I tried to wipe away the flooded tears and tried to stop crying.

"Yeah, you can tell me when I am the same. This is your drink first.." Pipit directly thrust mineral water glass that is on the table next to it. 

"Willy! What are you two doing there?? Here, we're ready - ready to perform." Ka Fero called us from afar.

"Ohh yes Kaaaa..." Pipit replied and I just kept quiet because I was still breathing after crying strongly, then we rushed to the drumband team to perform immediately. 

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"Eat - eat our yuk..." Ka Titi said after the day's event was over.

"Again't you guys?" Ask Ka Gita to all of us.

"OKAYEE KAAA!!" Answer us all in unison.

After the event was over, we walked to find a meal together in the Taman Mini Mall area. But it turns out not all can come, because some have to go home and some others have business. 

"Alhamdulillah event today smoothly, stay closing MOS and retire later." Ka Beno.

"Yeah... I, Gita same my other generation has not been able to follow dehhh. Bye guys..." Ka Titi said with a sad face.

"When is the UN announcement?" Ask Ka Fero.

"Next week Ka.. Doain we pass 100% yaaa." Answer Ka Gita.

"AMMAILIN!!! I'm sure you all graduated. Drumband pinter's son - pinter lahhh. Pass all for sure." Ka Fero embraces Ka Gita and Ka Titi.

And after we finished eating, we all went home. And I can't wait to contact Yori immediately. But before I came home, Lani came to me.

"Sist..."

"Yes.. Why Lan?"

"Lo's mad at me?"

"So. Why are you doing that?"

"Gue feels like you're getting away from me now."

"Feel feelings are possible. I'm sorry." I tried to cover that I suspected him.

"Tell?" Lani wasn't sure that I was okay with her.

"Hmmm.. Don't think about it. Go back first, Lan.." I answered and then left him.

I left Lani in a confused face. Sorry Lani, I'm holding back. I tried to close my eyes to see her often with Yori at school.

Arriving home, my phone vibrates to signal the incoming SMS. And it turned out that Yori was the one who sent me a short message.

"R..." 

"Yes.. Why Yor?"

"Where was the event? Smoothly?" It turned out that Yori asked about the event earlier.

"Alhamdulillah smoothly kok Yor. You're still at this peak?"

"Still, I'll be here on Sunday Ri. Are you home?"

"Udah....So tired."

"Jaudah, rest Ri."

"This is me sleeping... Yori what else?"

"Morely think of you..."

"Thinking me? Why?"

"Father... Yaudah lo rest gih Ri. He said he was tired."

"Hmmm okay, you're also Yor."

After the last short message I sent, Yori no longer replied to my message. Maybe he's angry because I hang his feelings. And finally..

"Yor, I'd like to answer your statement yesterday."

"Yeah Ri. What's?"

"Yes.. I want to be your girlfriend."

"Okees.. Makasi yaa Ri's.. So from now on we're going out... Yeudah rest. I'll see you on Monday, baby.."

"Hehehe. yep baby..."

Finally I can no longer hang her feelings, and I can't wait to change my status with Yori who has been unclear for a long time. So I decided to answer his statement.