The Treason of First Love

Chapter 38. Looking for Tau

Today I will be in IPA class or not. Yep.. I managed to pass the IPA class, really relieved. Ratna and I went into IPA after a month in IPS class. Ratna and I have to really catch up on the subjects that have been running for a few weeks. Learn even harder for, Chemistry, Physics, Biology and of course Mathematics. Just make a headache. Mathematics is the lesson I've disliked since first grade. From the start of algebra I have hated it huh, dizzy seven roving memorize all the formulas that change - change, not to mention sin cos tan too, the roots of the power of the true - really annoyed. 

At the break bell I and Ratna were called to the front of the class, to be spoken to by Ms. Yani of Chemistry in the IPA class.

"Russia, Ratna... You have to really learn..I won't re-teach. But you who try yourself and ask for a note of your friends yaa.if you do not understand can ask me or your friends who understand. Clear?" Teacher Kimiaku Bu Yani.

"Good Mom..." Me and Ratna answered.

"Let's learn together Ri if you don't understand." Ratna said while holding my hand.

"Yes.." Answer's short.

I'm the one who's been thinking about things I shouldn't think about is Yori and Lani's relationship. I have to find out the truth and do not want to make a decision. 

"Rl.." Said one of my friends in IPA class named Timo. 

"Yes Tim..." Answer's short.

"Over eleven we will be.. Though delicious in the same class Yori can date every day."

"Yeah Thank God I finally got into the IPA. I don't understand the IPS Tim lesson, mending dizzy read formulas - chemical formulas are the same physics and rather than having to worry about geography is the same economy. Where there was me dating in class, Yori will play a lot of same temen - temennya."

"Hahahaha, is that it? Uh but you're good - aren't you Yori?"

"Alhamdulillah is good for Tim. Why mother?"

"Alhamdulillah if that's it... Gapapa anyway."

"Tell?"

"Yeah... Eh tuh yori ngintip." Said Timo who looked directly at the classroom window.

I turned my head and smiled, Yori was watching me from the window and smiled and called me to come up to her from the window.

"here.." Said Yori.

I came to him "What?"

"I whispered this."

And I obeyed his letter to stick my ear to the window.

"The Assalamu I Love You..." Yori said, then she continued again "Lo, she replied gini yes... Walaikum darling. hahaha.."

"Hahahaha that's Yor."

"Udah. follow... I re-worked ya... I just fucked first. I will appear again in the window.. Just get over there first.." 

In my Heart: Yori why? Suddenly he was like this and funny. How can I not like him continuously if he always fun continues like this. 

"Ren....." Yori shouted from the window. 

"What?!" My answer came straight to him. 

"The Assalamu I Love You..." Yori whispers that can be heard with one class of IPA.

"Dear Walaikum Yoriii. Haha...." I answered while laughing. 

"Cieelaah Yori and Riri are romantic very lo both yeee..." Shouted Jerry my classmate. 

Instantly the IPA class became crowded because of Yori's behavior. 

"Hahaha the Yori tumben - the result is Tim."

"It's good that my suspicions are wrong." 

"I mean Tim?" I asked as if I knew what Timo meant.

"Hahaha not really. I went to my girl class Ri." Timo left as if avoiding my words.

I was sure that the people around me had started to feel that Yori and Lani were playing with fire behind me. Because in silence they often go together. And I need to find out about it. 

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When the bell came home from school, I quietly hid first behind the drumband room before Yori came. And sure enough, I made it and I heard Yori coming with Lani.  And I heard their conversation. 

"Your... You'll pick me up, won't you?" Said Lani in a spoiled tone. 

"Yeah..."

"Ihhh seriously.. So we are? The Rogo's not coming?" Ask Lani to make sure again.

Maybe that means they want to go to the movies. Lani called the name Rogo.

"He can't, the girl won't come along. He doesn't want to be on our own." Yori.

The meaning of Yori's words is like pointing if Rogo can't come because his girlfriend doesn't want to. If Rogo walks with them he's alone? Do they want a double date? 

Instantly my heart was right like a knife that was sharpened. So hurtful. Are they really playing with fire behind my back? Why would Yori be? 

"Jaudah yukk home, anterin yaah." Lani again - again spoke in a spoiled tone. 

"Yeah.bentar I taro my bag used to be here." Answer Yori.

Then I heard the two of them leave, and I was still quietly behind the drumband room. I try not to cry. But I can't hold back the tears. Yep.. I cry a lot. I was right - sobbing, do I have to end my relationship with Yori? But I'm not strong enough to let go. I still can't let go. 

After a few minutes of crying, I tried to get out of the back of the drumband room and sat inside the drumband room to wait for Yori to return from Lani's house. I don't know if I should scold her with all my might or if I should cry in front of her. This was my first time dating and my first time being hurt like this. First experience, happy but painful. 

And not long after, Yori came back.

"Lohs... Ri... How are you here? I thought you were back." Yori's face was really shocked after seeing me.

"Gue gets picked up later." Answer's short. I still think I should talk to Yori about what happened. 

"Yaudah my friend here used to mean yes.. What time are you getting picked up?" Yori asked like there was no guilt for the incident.

"Hour 5." I answered him very briefly. 

"Have you eaten?" Yori seemed to want to seduce and cover something from me.

"Later at home. I had a break to eat." 

"Judek...I'm sleeping here, yeah.." Yori slept on my lap and looked at me with a smile.

I unconsciously rubbed his head and smiled. As if I forgot about the incident, I closed my mouth to talk to Yori. 

"Lo is beautiful Ri.. That's why I like it." Yori said like a male-male crocodile.

"Flush lo.. Don't be a molly." I answered with a embarrassed smile. 

My heart held back to immediately end my relationship with Yori, whether I could survive this bad relationship. I'll try to stay with Yori and keep finding out the truth.