The Treason of First Love
Chapter 40. I'm Angry
I don't want to break up just because I'm emotional, I want when I talk to Yori I'm really calm.
"Tomorrow into Ri's velodrome?" Ask Mytha.
"Tomorrow Sunday again.."
"Well, let's take the value of running on Sunday. Create additional sports value. Why emang?"
"Easy - I hope you can come. I think tomorrow no one can anterin me deh Myth."
"Yaudah, at most, let Ri."
"Yeah Myth, there's no drumband training today, right?"
"No way, we still have no events."
"Yeah.. Oh, yaudah."
I was thinking if Yori could pick me up tomorrow morning and drive me to the Velodrom. If Sunday is definitely an empty street, Yori would not like it to be stuck. Hope so..
***
"Yor, tomorrow you go to Velodrom, right?" I asked when Yori was busy tidying up the tools in the drumband room.
"Yes.. Why?"
"Lo pick me up dong... Sunday is empty. Boyfriend's own time never ante to the house."
"Oh so.. to your house is not jammed?"
"Son... I'll drive you through where."
"Means I have to leave in the morning dong?"
"Kook like you're really heavy, Yor to pick me up at home?"
"It's not heavy Ri, your house is far away, and I don't know jakarta as well."
"Lo why the hell is Yor, the reason it keeps? When do you want to be like that? Really don't want to go to my house at all?"
"Lo why the hell is Ri always fighting this? I'm tired of it." Yori just left me.
Now I'm really pissed at him, he's as if he doesn't care how I feel. I also want to be like other girls who are delivered and picked up by their girlfriends. Why did Yori until this moment not want to come or just take me home? Does he not really love me?
Then suddenly Yori returned to the drumband room.
"Yaudah tomorrow morning I'll pick you up." Said Yori who immediately picked up her backpack.
"Ikhlas no?" I asked in an annoyed tone.
"Would I want to go home, you want me to anterin ahead?"
"No, I'll be picked up soon."
"Yaudah, I'm back first."
Then Yori again - again just left me. I no longer know how to deal with Yori who always reasoned. Why do I keep maintaining this relationship? Because I really love him. I hope that tomorrow Yori really comes to pick me up at home.
***
This morning I was up and ready - ready for the velodrome. Mama was surprised on Sunday I woke up early - early in the morning.
"Where are you going?" Ask Mama.
"You take Ma's running value." I answered while wearing socks."
"What's okay? Dad is not at home. Pakde's gone again.."
"Get Yori."
"Yori's coming here?"
"Yesterday he said he'd pick me up."
"He knows not to walk here? Did you SMS him?"
"Here I want to SMS him."
I opened my phone and looked for Yori's number, then sent her a short message.
"Yor, where are you?"
It turned out that Yori did not reply to my message immediately, after about 1 hour Yori just replied to my message.
"R... I'm kosamangan. I don't think I went to the velodrome. It's like this." Yori replied to my message and it disappointed me.
"Lo just woke up?"
"Yes this is me just getting up."
"Jude gapapa... I was ready."
"Bright.. If you're ready to go, Ri."
"Nobody can anterin me Yor. That's why I asked you to pick me up."
"Emang can not ride ojek or angkot."
"Can't the same mama ride ojek, if the angkot ride confused later the effect route."
"Oh that.. Yaudah, I'm not going to the velodrome either. Yaudah sleeps Ri again this week hahaha.."
Without guilt, he did not apologize. Even I was ready and tidy, Yori was outrageous once. The last message I didn't reply to, I was really upset.
"Loh Ri, why change clothes again? Not going to the velodrome?"
"Sir Ma...Yori's not into the velodrome either."
"Not obligatory?"
"Not really."
"Jaudah mending done - clean the house there." My mom is sitting in front of the TV.
"Yes, ma, go to bed first..." I was lethargic and not in the mood because of Yori, and I went straight into the room and poured my whole body into the bed.
***
"Yet, why not Velodrom Ri? I'm usually never absent." Said Timo who sat down coming towards me.
"Nobody anterin me Tim, I've also asked Yori to pick him up he said he also did not go there."
"Huh? Seriously lo Yori said that?"
"Yes.."
"R... She came yesterday with Lani."
I was silent for a moment and it felt like the world was collapsing. And... "Lo really saw Yori with Lani?"
"Don't look again, I'm having a conversation with Yori, the Lani is talking to my girl."
"Damn it.."
"R.. Patience." Timo immediately calmed me down which at that time seemed like my emotions had peaked.
"Yori can't be with me Tim."
"You're talking to Ri."
"Gue SMS him first Tim."
I tried not to cry in front of Timo. As I typed the message for Yori, with all my might. I don't want to go straight to him in class, I don't want any commotion and everyone knows about my and Yori's problems.
"You mean what lied to me like yesterday? So the gentle dong. By the way I can't go and pick me up I know behind me you go with Lani. Want to do something Yor?"
After I scolded Yori, I sent a message and waited for a reply from her. But it turned out that Yori did not reply to my message at all until finally the bell came home ringing, Yori replied to my message.
"Meet me in the drumband room." Reply Yori briefly.
After I read the message from Yori, I did not go straight to the drumband room. I went to the cafeteria to calm my emotions first. If today I have to finish with Yori, how will I feel...
"Where's lo?" Yori sent me a message again.
Then I returned it.
"In the cafeteria, eat first."
It didn't take long Yori immediately replied quickly.
"Don't take long Ri, let's run our business."
Okay, after reading Yori's last message I immediately rushed towards the drumband room. I tried to calm down as I walked towards the drumband room, my heart pounding and my hands shaking. What should I talk about later?
By the time I came, Yori was already standing in front of the door of the drumband room with her upset face.
"Yor.." Sapaku before we finally fight.
"What did you mean by SMS?" Yori went straight to the topic.
"Lo lied to me, right?"
"What?"
"Yesterday you said I didn't go to the velodrome, you said bad luck. It's the same velodrome as Lani, right?"
"Who said?!" Yori snapping.
"It's wrong still.."
"Gue wants to know who the bucket mouth is talking to you."
"Crazy lo ya Yor... You've been caught the same way Lani, still a martial art."
"Gue is not martial Ri, besides Lani is my friend, adek me... You know now at his house he's all girl.. Bokapnya again. So there's no guy in his house, so I used to go to his house and often let him go."
"Oh yeah? It has to be done every day, right?"
"Lo why does Ri always have bad thoughts to Lani?"
"ugly thoughts? It seems like she is Yor..So obvious.."
"Gospel.... Who the hell is talking to you if I'm the same Lani to the velodrome. Let me hit him."
"HEW! Do you realize that you are not wrong Yor? Not realize?! Is your boyfriend me or Lani?!"
Yori was speechless as I snapped and pointed at her face in anger.
"Okeee okeeee I'm not wrong.. okee now you want what? I've been told to lie.. Lo want what? Breaking up?"
I gasped at Yori's words just now.
"Lo easy yaa.. said... break up...." I answered in stammering words and shed tears.
Yori did not return my words, she sighed and changed her angry facial expression to sad.
"Gue's wrong what's the same about Yor? Why do you have my giniin?" I couldn't help but cry.
"R.. Don't cry. I'm sorry.."
"Lo thinks my feelings can be as easy as turning Yor's hand around? Can it be easy that is not dear anymore because of this problem? I'm not Yor, not that!"
"Yesa.... I'm the same Lani is like a big brother. He can't be dating me."
"Stop Yori, I don't want you to say that. Heart - heart."
"Yes Ri. really."
"Stop Yor, stop!"
"Okees... Okay..Yaudah so how are we now?"
"Yaudah I'm sorry you and I give you another chance. I don't want us to break up."
"Judek..Here I'm sorry.." Yori then hugged me tightly.
I tried not to get angry anymore with Yori, I tried to calm down after Yori hugged me. Although this heart is still angry but at least I have started to get angry with Yori and Yori finally admitted that she lied. I hope she after this stays away from Lani.
