The Treason of First Love

The Author's Heart About Lani

Hola... I'm Riri... This time I want to express my heart to Lani. Lani Marlina, she is a gentle and kind woman. Before I knew him in High School, we were one Junior High School and we even knew him starting at the tutoring place at Junior High School. Back then when SMP me and Lani were not close just to know, but when at High School I and Lani became close because we were one class and sat down one bench. Lani and I are getting closer because she and I are both stewards of the treasurer in the class, I am treasurer 1 and Lani treasurer 2. We are getting closer because we are also following the same exkul that is drumband. 

I've been with Lani ever closer since we talked to each other so much, Lani often pours her heart out about the guy she's assigned to in class, and so do I. We used to call every night just for unimportant stories. Even Lani and I were like sisters and sisters in class, Lani was spoiled with me if she was sick in class. And he who always tries to help me out for me can soon be dating Yori. But honey... Lani who ended up being targeted by Yori because she felt carried away by the feeling when Yori often came to her house and like paying attention to Lani. 

Ever since I found out Lani started having feelings for Yori, I stayed away. I kind of made a high wall so that Lani and I wouldn't get close anymore. And I also felt Lani start to keep her distance from me. But behind me Lani and Yori often meet together and walk together without my knowledge. Until I finally transferred schools and my relationship ended with Yori, many of my friends who delivered news about them getting closer and finally they dated. At that time my feelings were completely broken and upset. It could be that Lani used to date Yori when I was only 4 months apart, even while I was dating Yori they were often together. Means maybe when I was with Yori they were in the process of approaching. It hurts so much that someone I think of as my own brother would betray me. 

I thank Lani Marlina, she was my best friend back in High School. Even though we cannot be friends forever, we still communicate well through social media. Lani now has a small family, has a husband and children are funny. I hope he is happy always with his life now and then. Without Lani I can't be a strong man to face men. He taught me that I shouldn't be so indifferent to men and don't be so trusting of men. Without him, I might not understand what real life means. She used to be able to capture Yori's heart because she was so considerate and spoiled, whereas I was ignorant and too santa, not caring with Yori.... See you in Riri's next story...