The Treason of First Love

The Treason of First Love
Chapters 27. Finished



A few minutes we were just silent while breathing cool air that afternoon under a tree near our training ground. Yori and I enjoyed the wind so much back then, it calmed down so much that we finally talked to each other.


"Gue doesn't mean to make you sad. I still love you Ri." 


I remained silent and listened to Yori's talk. And true, he still continued the word - he said..


"Gue with Lani is just a department. He's sad because you're the same he hasn't been as deket as before since we dated." 


"Gue can't Yor." I just responded to her last conversation.


"What's wrong yet?" Yori asked while holding my hand.


"Gue doesn't know Yor, I'm just like Lani doesn't fit for office anymore." I answered with trembling.


"Hey hey's... Why anyway? You guys used to be pretty hooked. Time because - because I'm not deket same him again?" Yori said as she rubbed my head gently.


"You Yor, Lani is like making a wall." 


"What wall?"


"I'm like he's got a wall, so I can't get any more." 


"But you know Lani is sad, she likes to confide in me, kangen deket again the same lo. Don't you want to deket her again?"


"I can't Yor yet, I told you." 


"The reason you're not quite right in my opinion Ri." 


"Gue is honest with you Yor."


"What?"


"Gue's jealous if you're so close to him."


"Ri. I told you that."


"Yes I know. But my heart is strange Yor. Love me time so I can accept this friendship again Yor." 


"OKAY. Finish this business. Now I want to talk about me being angry."


"Gue apologise. I tried to get out of Halim again. And nganterin you go home." Yori said with a smile.


"Thank you Yor. I'll wait when it's ready." I answered while rubbing his cheek.


"Yes dear." Yori smiled again. 


Then Yori hugged me tightly after we had a serious talk that day. I really hope that after this my relationship and Yori will not be quiet anymore.


"Yaudah yuk, I'm anterin you ahead ya." 


"Yes, dear yuk." 


Then Yori drove me on her motorbike. It had been a long time since not hugging Yori from behind while riding the bike with her. It feels great to be in boncengin with Yori again. I want to keep the time - this time. I don't want us to end, hopefully Lani's feelings have changed with Yori. So that I can be good with him again. 


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After I got home I was really relieved, no longer saving the sadness of thinking about my relationship and Yori who was still silent. 


"Your mother's son is home. Long time for his training. Don't forget to study for the test later." 


"Mama, I just got lost." Answer me while grumbling.


"Mama does not forbid you practice drumband Ri, only this is you are no longer clear management. So you should also focus on that, son." Obviously mom.


"Yes..maaa..." 


"You take a shower, change your clothes and eat."


"Yeah.maa.."


"You're tired of taking a break, if you're trying to learn. No more training tomorrow, right?"


"Yes maa. I'm not home tomorrow."


I also thought about my education, when my mother discussed it I immediately started to get dizzy and think. If I can't get into IPA class, what about my mind? If I wasn't a doctor, what would I be? To think of getting into an IPS class alone I didn't imagine.