The Treason of First Love

Chapter 54. The Farther

It's been a few days since my mind and heart didn't think I should change schools. Although I finally had to tell Mytha, I was lucky to be close to Mytha. 

"Yori's relationship how is Ri? I think it's getting colder I see." Mytha asked when she and I were alone in class. 

"Gue no longer know the relationship I want to take where Myth. Tired really like gini. I love Yori." 

"Keep if you want defense continue like gini how? Do you have the same pity for yourself?"

"Dumb cave, Myth?" 

"Not stupid Ri, but blind.. Love is blind. Better off if it's not balanced, don't make your heart hurt more." 

"Gue also again there are other thoughts Myth..."

"What?"

"But promise you don't tell me who.." Whisper me to Mytha.

"Apaansih??"

"Gue wants to change schools." I replied in a whisper and looked right and left to make sure no one heard it.

Mytha paused for a moment and sighed. "Seriously?"

"Yesa Myth... It's a long story."

"Judah is telling the story now."

"Later on.. Afraid of the horrors. I'll tell you later on BBM..."

"Yaudah, you'll have to tell me..."

"Yes, because no one knows I want to move Myth."

"Yeah yaudah okee..."

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I walked through the hallway of Yori's class, I just bowed silently without looking for where Yori was. I am beginning to get confused about what to end. My relationship with Yori was like it was over the edge, between having to take off or be removed. Maybe now I prioritize my education because I am sadder to have to leave this school, drumband and also.. Yori´s. 

"Ri..where are you?" Rizky called me.

"Eh Ky, I want to go - just walk. Why?"

"Sit in the park." Rizky replied while pulling my hand. 

"duh.. Slow down - slow down Ky."

"Here sit Ri. I look like you're sad again Ri, we're singing - just singing.." 

"Lo really sensitive yaa Ky same me.." 

"Yes, because I'm Ri." 

"Keep it what?"

"Friend?"

"Oh okee's best friend."

"Yeah. You're always there when I'm again - really need Ky."

"Yeah... We sing yuk.."

Rizky and I sang Jason Mraz - Lucky. Rizky was very fond of the song while looking at me sharply.

Then as Rizky and I were singing, I saw Yori walking down the hallway. She saw me both with Rizky, but not long before she turned her face away from me after we had an eye to eye. 

"R... Yori was looking at us." Rizky said after we finished singing.

"Yes, I know." Answer's short.

"Why are you two again? Not tired of fighting?"

"Don't know Ky, the longer my relationship the farther, the more unclear, already do not know should be repaired or. hahhhh..." I answered and then breathed. 

"Toxic lo both. It's not good Ri."

"Yes I know, but I'm also confused about where to start and how to finish. I still love him Ky." 

"Keep if you still love him, you have to keep the relationship you continue? Do you want to be sad all the time? Lo bego Ri! Anjir!" Rizky answered with emotion.

"Ssttt Ky..Ky..Calm down's.. Pleases...Enough yaa Ky.." I tried to calm Rizky down.

"Lo that's enough Ri!!! Lo! Ah shit." Rizky while hitting the back of the chair that we are sitting on.

"Key....Yesa... I'll try Ky... Sori I've made you sprain."

"Please Ri.. Why are you apologizing to me anyway? I'm angry not because of you, but because of that fucking Yori! Lo tuh well, why the hell still want to survive with him. I hope it is finished!" 

"Iyaa yaa but please do not be loud - loud lo yaa Ky voice, later another whimper. I don't want my problems with Yori so I know one school." 

"Okee I'm waiting for good news from you... I mean also good Ri, Yori if to be her friend okay. But if he hurts you, not ok Ri. Let me tell him if it makes you sad."

"Hahaha hey, don't ah, don't tonjokkan ah, you two are Ky's classmate. Don't look for a storm."

"Yes, but I promise you."

"Yeah.Have not been angry - keep angry.. I will finish the business with Yori later. Okay." Okay."

"Hmmm...."

True said Rizky and Mytha, maybe I should finish my business with Yori immediately. I'm tired if I have to keep getting less and less clear like this.