The Treason of First Love

Author's Heart About Yori

Hii.. I am Riri Saputri, I want to pour my heart out to Yori. Muhammad Yori Damara, he was the man I loved back when I was in High School. He is a man with a tall, full, brown skin, slightly narrow eyes, has dimples and loose hair. Yori is from Jambi, the 3rd of 5 children. Yori is a busy student at school, busy attending the organization of OSIS and exkul drumband. He even served as chairman of drumband. I used to love him so much, even I kept a relationship even though I had a feeling he had something to do with my best friend. The Yori I used to know, she was very humorous, kind, not spoiled and ignorant. 

When Yori and I broke up, my psychic went down. I can't trust guys anymore. Until I became someone who easily played with men's hearts. But, I really play with those who are players as well... I returned my frustration towards Yori with the few men who approached me at that moment. There were more than 3 men trying to get close to me. They even expressed their feelings to me, and I accepted everything. Instantly I was like a woman who lost her mind and purpose. I responded to all the short messages from all of them. I accepted all their love, but I didn't want to meet them. I just wanted to communicate via chat at that time, I had an alibi who was busy focusing on many tasks at school. But it did not take long to maintain it all, in just 1 to 3 days I immediately broke off the relationship with all of them. 

Then after 4 months of breaking up with Yori, I heard that Yori and Lani were dating. My heart is broken, yes my feelings with Yori have not gone away but she has dared to date my former best friend. Whereas Lani was trying to get close to me with Yori so that I and Yori could be. But it turned out to be quiet - silent she had a heart with Yori, even Yori never tried to often play to my house for various reasons, but Yori often visited Lani's house. Reason for reason always Yori uttered, he always said the house he and Lani near so Yori often play to Lani's house. I was Yori's boyfriend. Without any words of apology from the mouths of Yori and Lani, even every time I went to the old school and met the two of them, they shamelessly showed off their affection in front of me. I always held back so that I would not cry in front of them or in front of my friends. Even people who know how close I was to Lani did not think they were like that to me. 

And this is the last one, I want to thank Yori. Yori and I started with classmates. Even though we can't be together seriously, I thank Yori because of her I learned to be more mature in dealing with relationships. I have had the experience of dating someone I like too, my love does not clap one hand. And after a few years our relationship ended now that I know Yori already has a new boyfriend and not Lani and Yori now settled in Jambi with her family and works there. I hope now his life is happier and we will remain friends on social media. 

Thank you Muhammad Yori Damara. (It's not a real name) I value a person's privacy. So here all my names are changed. For those who are offended by my novel. I'm sorry, I just wanted to tell you about my experience. I dare to pour my love story in the past because I have made peace with all of them. This story was 11 years ago... Thank you for reading my first novel until the last CHAPTER... There is still the story of Riri next in the next novel...