
Clara POVs.
Duuhhh, this is a fucking kid!
Why is this so, I'm confused. My inner
"Trus why is he still here?" ask Haikal.
"Yes ... The cave wants to go home really, just the cave was here to take a taxi."
"Truuuss?"
"Well, the cave is afraid to take a taxi."
"Say dong, if you ask anterin to come home," he said relaxed while returning to focus on his computer.
I was upset to hear the answer. I exhaled my breath many times. I put my back on the chair. Watching him while playing the phone in my hand.
Haikal looked over, I flinched. "Did you see that cave?"
"No really! That cave of ngeliatin, the orchid flower behind you tuh, so cute petals."
Haikal turned to look at the orchid was a flash. "Yeah yuk, your anterin cave is home."
Haikal turned off his computer, then stood up, grabbed his jacket again, then looked at me. "Come!!"
I was fixated for a few seconds, then immediately stood up with a faint smile. Following Haikal's steps from behind to arrive at the car park in the basement of this magnificent building.
During the trip, I was confused as to what I wanted to talk about. Every now and then I lyricize his face, pretending while looking around. And many times our eyes hit each other accidentally.
I decided to take my eyes far ahead. With a mind that drifts somewhere.
"Borsings? The song, huh?" Haikal's voice broke the silence between us.
I looked up at his face and nodded slowly. Whether he saw it or not with a nod of my head to the dim light of street lights.
Haikal pressed the power button from his car audio. Then focus on the steering wheel. It also makes me look back to the front.
🎶
Morning to morning
I was trapped in ambition
like the people in the tie
the crazy material boredom
opening the way for role-seeking
get out of the comfort zone
the old curse
let it pass
working with heart
we are human
not a cow
the old curse
let it blue
working with the heart....
🎶
(Song sounds coming out of the audio)
Suddenly a question came up in my brain that I wanted to ask him. "Lu every day in twenty-four hours stay in the hospital huh?"
"Yes anyway. But aren't you tired?"
"You hobby in the profession, yes will not feel tired."
"What do you think you're not saying? I don't have time for family, do I? Or maybe ... You never went to family time?"
"Abroad!! If it's time for the family, the cave must have. But not routine."
"Is there family time every day?" tanyakanya.
"Yes every night" I said.
"That means tonight you skipped the family time dong event?"
"Yep!"
The mood was silent again. For a moment I was confused as to what else to discuss. We were both swept up in a beautiful song. But at the same time it felt piercing my heart, as if representing my current feelings.
My goal is not to go to him tonight because something is important. It's just that I miss his face, miss his voice.
Holy jeez!!!
I've gone mad. Missed her? No, no! I don't miss him. I just ... I don't know.
My mind has been messed up for a few days. I did start thinking about this guy after leaving the hospital a week ago. I've been finding it hard to concentrate on work lately.
A few moments later we arrived in front of my house. It turned out that he clearly remembered the address and its location.
I smiled at him. "Where is the cave house?"
"Is this really his house?" goda.
I chuckle softly. "Yes, really! Is there any other girl in this area you've ever had anterin?"
"There!" quickly answer.
I was amazed, the answer was so certain, relaxed and resolute. This guy really can't keep a woman feeling! My misery.
"Yes, thank you? Bye." I opened the car door and got out of there, then closed the door a little upset.
Suddenly the car windshield was lowered. I was amazed to see his face that immediately appeared behind the window of the car. Amongst the dim light, the face looked even more dazzling. Both sides of her cheeks were perfectly attractive, forming a smile. The smile again made my feet freeze and stick to the sidewalk. Unable to move.
"Good night, have a nice dream," he said gently then passed by with his car.
I still can't believe what I've heard. I'm still standing right here in the first place, not moving a bit. I'm stunned.
Just this time, there was a man who said that sentence to me, other than father of course. It was as if I had heard it a lot when I was a kid.
I turned my head, looking at his car that was slowly leaving, moving away until it disappeared at the corner of my eye. What is this feeling? In an instant the man was able to melt this sense of heart. The shadow of my former, as if eroded slowly by the shadow of his face. Scrape the rock I've been making to protect myself.
Yes, I did build my own world wall. Not without reason, I was just disappointed. Not for the first time and the second time, but for many times. Until I felt it was pointless to start a relationship with a man again. What else if just for dating. It was a waste of time at this age of mine.
I exhaled a rough breath. I slowly walked into the yard of the house, walked slowly opened the door of the house and immediately headed to my room. Throwing my body in the middle of the bed, then look at the ceiling of my room. Thinks.
Why am I always like this? Always thinking about things that are not really worth thinking about, and again it will definitely ruin my mood at work later. Especially if there is a man who is too sweet for me.
Maybe I'll feel the same way I did before. My inner.
A time when I had a childhood friend. Play together, promise, then he just disappears. And yes, it happened when I was a kid. A friend who can ruin me..
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