The Perfect Happiness
Eps 13's
Jefri POV's.
I felt the bed move, like someone was on the bed.
Yes really, it was my own wife. He lay down next to me, pulling his blanket, preparing to go to sleep.
The fragrant fragrance of the bath soap she used, made me widen my eyes perfectly. He turned off the sleeping lights next to the side of the bed.
In the dim light of the sleeping lamp that was still on the side of my bed, I could see that he was about to turn off my sleeping lamp. I pretended to close my eyes. Squinting so I can still see her behavior. It was as if he was lazy to stand up and walk to turn it off. Then he slowly crossed his body over me, reaching for the light switch.
Suddenly my mischievous idea appeared, not until his finger touched the light button, I planned to surprise him.
"Yeah!" my screams widened my eyes before his face.
"Yahoooooooo!" he suddenly shouted and then hit my chest.
I laughed satisfied.
"You are yes! Not funny to know!" shouted instantly.
I still laughed while pulling his body in my arms, "You're a real slacker, you can ask me to help you make me die."
"Yes, I know if you're still literate. Kirain had a good night's sleep."
We laughed giggling.
The tookkk..
The tookkk..
"Dul, Tika, are you papa?" mom's voice was loud outside the door.
I held my laughter. Tika looked at me while giggling.
"Ga papa Ma, aman!" tika's shout suddenly made me shocked half to death.
"Mama what the hell, let them," Papa's firm voice out there reprimanding Mama.
"I'm sorry about your mother. You guys just continue!" papa shouted loudly from behind the door.
Hearing that Tika laughed stifledly. I did too, laughing stifled while enjoying our embrace. Suddenly we fell asleep until finally we did a husband-wife relationship so softly.
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When I finished, I laid my body down beside her, staring at her. It was a long time, until our breathing finally returned to normal.
"Godhhhh!" suddenly shouted.
"Why?" I was a little panicked.
Tika turned to look at me, "So didn't you lap? Got my thigh," he sewed.
I didn't answer right away, I looked into her eyes sharply, "You why?" my firmness.
"It's usually that too, right?" answer's relaxed.
I set up half my body with my left elbow on it, "We've been married for almost a month, you're my wife" I said.
He brushed my body off with his arm, then stood up to take a tissue. Slap her hamstrings.
"We are legitimate. I'm obligated to treat you as my wife" I added, getting sternly at her strange behavior.
Without answering my words, he walked back to the bathroom, I stood up and followed him, before he closed the door, I held the door closed.
"You don't want to have children?" I was firm with my voice getting higher.
I pushed the bathroom door hard, until she was pushed back. My feelings suddenly became chaotic. I'm emotionless.
"Again I ask, you don't want to have children with me? You don't want to give me a son?" I firmly again while grabbing and grasping both arms.
"Aw, sick!" yells.
"Java!!" my assertiveness is becoming.
"I'm still talking about this ...."
"I won't stop asking until you answer, why are you so gini? Every discussion of baby problems, child problems, you must avoid, ngalihin talk or not you as if I did not hear what I said. Huh uh?! Let's answer!" I firmly clutching his arm even stronger.
"Sick Jef, you hurt me," he shouted again.
I am getting confused about his behavior.
"I let you go, but you have to answer, you don't want to have children with me? Huh uh?" lirihku weakened in front of his face.
He shed his tears, "I want ..." she replied softly.
"Trus why was that? What were you doing?"
She lowered her head, "I'm not ready .." - "I'm afraid, I can't be a good mother. I'm afraid, I can't teach you a good thing." she said, sobbing.
My heart was broken, it turned out that was the reason all along. It was only her own fear that made her change every time I discussed this matter.
I pulled out both of his hands that I had clutched tightly. I put both hands on my shoulders, I held her body in my arms. He's getting sobbing.
I tightened her plain body. My confusion has finally been resolved. Tika only felt afraid to have children, not because of her troubled body. Because of his own fear. I thought there was something she was hiding from me that I didn't know about, but it wasn't.
Especially when a few days ago we checked the condition of his body. Dr. Ranti clearly said that her body was fine, her uterus was in a healthy and fertile condition.
But as soon as I saw it like this, I hesitated. I took him walking in my arms while leading to the bed. I pulled the dirty bed sheet and threw it on the floor. I sat him on the side of the bed. I knelt before him, and I saw his broken hair covering his face. Her cheeks were wet, her eyes were puffy. Light from the bathroom can clearly show the look of his face.
"You can be a good mother. We learn to be good parents for our children later," I said as I steadied my hand on him.
"I'm afraid I can't be born the perfect child for you .." she cried.
"Why do you think that?"
"I wasn't a virgin before I knew you."
"But you are horrified said Dr Ranti? Your uterus is healthy, all is well."
He still cried coldly.
"I marry you for the future, which means I accept all your past. I don't care whose virginity you're in, which I obviously want to have a small family with you," I said firmly to reassure him.
I looked at his face with all my heart, I held both my hands on his cheeks. Then I stood kissing her forehead and I held her tight.
"Oh yeah, don't gini. Did you hear my word earlier? I'm sure we can educate our son well." approach me while sitting next to him.
"Udah.. Ssstt.. Don't be afraid, there's me. If you are constantly afraid of having children, then when can you prove to yourself if the problem of virgins does not affect?"
"And let's try first, try first, okay? Wanna?" I said while trying to see his face.
I wiped the tears that wet his cheeks.
"Tomorrow we set a schedule for content check-ups huh? Wanna? I also check. How's it? Yea?" my proposal.
Tika nodded her head slowly. I kissed her forehead again as I hugged her body tightly. And I carried him off, lying in the middle of the bed in my arms. I pulled the bedcover to cover our plain body without a thread.
Tika started to calm down, her sobs slowly disappeared, I delivered her sleep until she was completely asleep in my arms. Then I let my fingers still stroke his arm over my stomach until I finally fell asleep.
