
"Yeah, Mom!" I cried when I entered the house.
"Your behind" said Mamah.
Me and Jefri went straight to the backyard. Mom was sitting on the couch reading a magazine. I immediately sat down next to Mamah while hugging her.
"You are yes, make your in-laws panic, "mamah rebuked.
"Sorry, Mah, I forgot it was malem ngabarin," Jefri said as he sat on a separate sofa.
"Yes, next time don't you? Panic everything. I told you about your Mama."
"I go to the room first yes, finish the goods," Jefri's permission then leave.
I'm nodding.
"Well, Haikal has a girl" I told Mamah.
Mom closed the magazine. Looking at me, his forehead is wrinkled.
"What time?"
"Yes, I met you at the mall. Trus. His son is good,"
"Makeup?"
"Work, work too."
"Where?"
"insurance company. But not yet dating, it is still so. I was thinking about her boyfriend, but they just found out."
"Thank God, so Mom's not thinking much anymore."
I sighed, then leaned on Mamah's shoulder while resting for a moment. Mom read the magazine again. I did not close my eyes and fell asleep..
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Pov Haikal.
Coming back from the mall, time showed nine o'clock at night. Along the way, Clara and I just kept quiet, I sometimes lyricized him, while looking at the rearview mirror of my car. Until I finally saw him watching me.
"Why?" my many.
"Not papa."
I refocused on driving.
"Can you get anterin straight to the house?" ask Clara suddenly.
"Can. What was the hospital ride this morning?"
"Delivered."
"Where is this turf?"
"Front of meeting the right turn junction."
I'm driving the car to the address that Clara pointed at. Until finally in front of a minimalist house. The shade of the house was visible from the outside, under the dim lights of the roadside. With such a simple iron fence.
"Thank you already want to nganterin," said Clara while opening her safety belt.
"Hm" I nodded my head.
A moment after Clara opened the car door, my hand spontaneously held her hand. Clara.
"Thank you for taking the road today. I'm going to the hospital again tomorrow, right?" my many.
"Well?"
"Then the file wasn't out."
"Oh, yes, just calm down, the cave will run tomorrow until it's over."
"Again thanks again?"
"Hm. Her hand?" pinta Clara while moving her hand that I still hold.
"Oh sorry."
I immediately let go of my hand to her. He got out of my car and I waited until he entered the fence. And then I went from there, back to the hospital.
FLASHBACK.
The woman I loved in college. Jasmine name. His background is very different from mine. Without any status, we're just close and in need of each other, I guess. He disappeared on the day of our graduation.
But after a week, I found out that he had a serious illness.
Hypopherenian. Sudden mental illness often cries and is sad for no apparent reason. Even the sufferer is unaware of it. The cause can be due to excessive worry, the influence of hormones, neurological diseases or deterioration of brain function. It could also be due to a deep sense of trauma that has been experienced.
But actually the disease can be overcome by pouring out the contents of the heart to someone he believes or even can be handled if he wants to go to a psychologist to have serious consultations regularly.
It was different with Jasmine. He prefers to keep it to himself. And try to end his life by looking at some kind of depression medication.
I didn't know where he was even I didn't get to see his body one last time. I went to her parents' house many times. They closed the meeting until they finally felt ready to tell me everything.
Her parents separated because they did not have time to be together. Because both of his parents were important people. His dad was a CEO at one of the famous stock companies. While Mommy is a state official who works full time in one of the state offices.
Jasmine lives in the company of a housekeeper. He has a brother, a brother. But her sister is not as strong as Jasmine facing her parents' divorce. His sister was bullied at school. Because of his Daddy scandal that was revealed to have other women besides their Mommy.
The whole television is telling me that. Not to mention the scandal, her Mommy also made the same scandal. Her mommy is often seen with men younger in age. Get out of the hotel.
Not to mention back then Jasmine had a man before me who was tempramental. Often hit him, for no apparent reason until Jasmine finally decided to leave the man.
Then I accidentally entered Jasmine's life. I feel happy with him. She never once shed her tears when she was with me. Until his brother decided to end his life. Suicide.
I don't know the story of his sister. Jasmine never told me the details. Her sister killed herself four days before our graduation day. Jasmine battered. I accompanied him until he disappeared on graduation day.
That morning I picked him up. But he's not home. None of his household assistants knew of his whereabouts. Until he was found lifeless in one of the basement rooms. Overdosage.
More or less like the story of his parents.
FLASHBACK OFF'S.
I didn't feel like I had entered the hospital parking lot. As soon as I got to my room. I'll change my clothes immediately. The clothes I asked to be delivered to the hospital by the store clerk where I bought the clothes I was wearing.
Some of my other groceries seem to have arrived on my desk.
I threw my body on the couch. I pulled my own hair.
"Huh!!! How do you think that girl mulu anyway! Goddamnit!" muttered.
Geck..
Geck..
Chequek..
"Kal?" ranti opened the door of my room.
"Yes? Why, Ran?"
Ranti came in and closed the door. Sitting next to me.
"Where are you abis from?"
"Street."
"Trus is a file of what?"
"Oh, that's a file in the warehouse."
"Why don't you go back?"
"Let's just go first."
"Yes, the cave went back down again. You wash your face before you go down. Really nice."
"Hm."
Ranti stood out of my room. I exhaled my breath rough. I looked back at the stack of paper on my desk, and then I smiled faintly.
I was too bad at Clara. In fact, the file does not need to be arranged according to the date. I intentionally...
Next day.
Early in the morning I decided to go home for a while, just to take a shower to clean my body. Usually I take a bath in the hospital, because the ER conditions are never quiet. I don't know why I wanted to go home this morning.
I lay my body down for a while on my beloved bed, resting my spine. Then my mind drifted back, thinking about the first time I met Clara.
His plain face as he was handed a stack of papers. Cute when he fell asleep next to me. Even her adorable face when pouting. I laughed with my eyes closed.