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Lisa POVS.
I hugged Tika with all my heart. It's true what he said. I hurt myself. I am not allowing myself to be happy. I regret everything I have done. Really am!
Slowly I let go of our embrace. My heart feels relieved now to be able to look at her face that always accompanies me. From the past until now. I realized he loved me so much from the beginning.
I should have been a lot wiser to deal with all this. Instead of giving up everything that happened because of Tika. But it is because I am the problem myself.
"Let's carry one-on-one" said Tika who still allows me to return to be a part of her life. With all the mistakes I've ever made with her.
"Why? Why can you so easily forgive me?" I asked who came back to shed my tears, saw it so smeared with all the mistakes I had made.
"I told you, you don't have to apologize to anyone. Forgive yourself. That's enough."
There is no single word or set of sentences that can explain my current feelings. And here I realized, actually not the luckiest Tika, but me.
I am the luckiest of all sides. I have Tika who loves me so much. And in fact, he did not forget his promise to stay with me. Not leaving me or forgetting me. Even though I kept hurting her heart. I even did that to him. I forgot his loyalty.
I wiped the rough remaining tears that were still welling up on my eyelids. Then my eyes were turned to the faces of his two children who were so similar to him. Only a few of them represent his father. I chuckled and was grateful to see his son's face.
"Can you?" ask me again, making sure to be able to hold them one by one. Tika nodded.
I slowly lifted up one of the tiny babies wrapped in a blue cloth. 'This must be a man, ' I thought.
His face was so heartbreaking. Again my tears fell, this child who protected Tika from the hot lead that penetrated her while saving me that time. Indirectly, they protected me.
It's true what Alex said on the way here. How wicked would I be, if I still consider Tika guilty of my life. It was I who made their lives suffer. Everyone, not just Tika. I caused them all to have a hard time like this.
"It's appropriate that you apologize to them." So Alex said to convince me to step back into this house. After he had previously kissed my temple, just before the door of Tika's house opened.
And right now, I feel really lucky. Very lucky!
Then I picked up the baby girl again after I put the baby boy down. She was just as beautiful as Tika. His eyes, his eyebrows, his mouth, even they both have dimples on both sides of his cheeks. Jefri only slightly gave his resemblance to his baby.
"Hi, is there Lisa?" greet Shilla. Yeah right, she's Max's wife. I smiled at him. Although I was actually a little surprised to see it that suddenly appeared.
"Still sleeping, is it the Feli?" shilla asked Tika.
"Yes, really good, I had sussu too. Very funny," Tika told him.
At first glance I looked at Shilla, saw her raising her child in her own way, her baby with Max. And look at Tika who was also familiar with him. Even when Shilla held her child, she still remembered Tika's child and stroked him. It really shows her sincerity as a woman. It's only natural that Max loves her so much. I don't know, I just saw it this close up this time.
He used to meet her often but not to sit down to chat like this. She is perfect as a wife and a mother. And I should have learned from him. Not trying to take her husband. I'm really sorry.
I exhaled my heavy breath slowly while looking at the face of the baby girl Tika. And at that time I just found out that they all live together in this house. Then we sat here together three, talking about many things, killing time until the morning passed.
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DEG DEG DEG DEG!
My heart was pounding at the sight of Max walking towards the dining table. I lowered my face. What's more when everyone is sitting together at the dinner table to eat lunch.
Everything is complete, only me and Alex are outsiders, not their family members. But they all treated me and Alex like members of their family.
Aunt Ida even repeatedly told me to add side dishes and the others, I was touched. I'm really lucky to still be accepted into this family. Since my parents were gone until this very moment.
Do I deserve to hate Tika?
I repeatedly condemned my mistakes at that time. Too blinded by the envy of ingrained feelings. Just because I live within the scope of his family.
I am a fool!
Everything at this dinner table is even too good for me that has nothing to do with them. Same with the man sitting next to me at the moment. He's so sincere. Many times I let her down, but never once did she leave me.
Even though I couldn't accept her heart, she still treated me with all her soul and body.
I exhaled my heavy breath slowly. I should be grateful to have them.
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Max POV's.
Tika looks to forgive Lisa, even now she has rejoined in lunch today. Sitting next to Tika. From coming out of my room to sitting in my chair, I did look at him occasionally. Until he finally lowered his head. And during lunch he did not dare to raise his face and look at me.
After lunch, I saw Tika and Lisa sitting in the living room. While accompanying Tika who gave her asi to one of her children. They both look back on as before. Talk and laugh together.
Well, that's how they both should be. Without envy or anything else. Only sincerity.
"Where's jefri?" I asked when I approached them both.
"After the same Alex same Haikal as well. Max please put ink in the kitchen dong." Tika asked me to put her son's bottle in the kitchen. Lisa interrupted.
"Here let me go" said Lisa who immediately grabbed the bottle of sussu and immediately stood up from her seat. Go, pass from before me.
I was a little confused to see them, like there was something strange in my ear. After Lisa walked a long way from us, I looked back at Tika who was watching me.
"Can't, Max. Remember Shilla." Tika looked at me with her eyes that looked sharp.
"It's not. Since when have you guys been talking ... so polite?" I asked who then decided to drop my ass where Lisa was sitting.
"meaning?"
"I-you ...." While knitting my eyebrows.
"Oh, since then, why?"
I shook my head. Then touch one of his cheeks.
"Max ...," called Tika who made me look at her. I answered with a cool.
"Please, your heart. Kasian Shilla with Alex. They're both sincere."
I turned my face back, looking at the twin who was sleeping in his carriage.
"Yes, I know," I answered briefly and Tika leaned her head against my shoulder arm.
We were busy with our thoughts while looking at the faces of the two babies before us.
After that, I left Tika who was still sitting watching television with her two children in the living room. Then I decided to sit in the backyard with my pack of cigarettes. Joined by Alex, Jefri and Haikal.
But my steps came to a halt when I briefly saw Lisa standing looking at the washbasin. Like I was thinking. At first I hesitated to go to him, not that I was afraid of my heart. But I was afraid of his heart, which he could either control or not.
I finally decided not to go to him. Leave himself there with all his thoughts. Then I continued my steps into the backyard. Trying to ignore. Then I sat down to join the others, lit a cigarette there and enjoyed the suction for the sake of the suction that entered my oral cavity. Then I sucked it through my nose.
Trying to act like usual.
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"Maah ... Mamaah!" tika shouted as she went down the stairs that morning.
"Why is it so noisy??" I was reading the newspaper and sipping a cup of Shilla's coffee.
Yes, it's weekend. It's time to relax and laze at home. Gathering with my family.
"Where's mamah? So what time do we leave?" cerca Tika who was already standing in front of me.
I furrowed my brows, feeling puzzled by what Tika meant at the moment. "Where to go?!"
"Loh, Reza doesn't tell you what?"
I'm getting confused. "Don't I tell you last night before bed?" haikal's chirps that suddenly appeared, came out from the door of his room.
"You know what the hell?" I'm getting confused. Haikal looked at each other with Tika.
Slowly Tika and Haikal sat flanking me in the middle, then I looked at them in turn. "What the hell is it?" I'm insisting.
"Max ...." Tika exhaled, while Haikal was busy looking around. "Even o'clock this afternoon, Lisa's with Alex's fiance, they're getting married next month." Very slowly Tika mentioned sentence after sentence that, barely even audible, barely.
"Oh that, kirain fuck." I think there's something more important about Lisa.
"Do you know?" haikal shouted to me with a nod of my head.
THE PLAAKK!
Tika hit my shoulder so hard, I even grimaced in pain. I rubbed many times my shoulder that had hit his very spicy palm.
"You know what it is, Kirain doesn't know!" tika shouted in my ear.
"God!! I think there's other news. If it's about Lisa's fiancee Alex, I'll know. Reza didn't tell me."
"Halaah!!" sahut Haikal who stood then went away somewhere.
While Tika still remained sitting in her place while looking at me with both her eyes and pursed lips. Not to mention his two folded hands in front of his chest, like crossing.
"Why?" my many.
Then Tika advanced her body, her gaze deliberately narrowed. "Not sad, right? Let Lisa be happy with Alex."
"Geez!" I cried while turning my two eyeballs. Then take a breath and exhale it with annoyance.
"Denger my dear brother! Didn't we agree not to talk about the past anymore? He said close the book!" obviously I'm at length.
Tika still looks at me seriously. A second later, he suddenly laughed. I don't know what's funny. Until he finally stood up and left me with the sound of his laughter.
Now that the time has shown at ten in the morning, me and the extended family have reached Lisa's house at Gatot Subroto's disappearance. From a distance the house looks crowded.
Some people I know also participated in Lisa's happy show. There were even some business associates who were there as well. I also saw Reza now standing in the doorway to welcome our presence.
"Congratulations? Your task is done," I told him as I thrust my hand to shake his hand.
"Our task is done," he replied as he immediately hugged me.
Reza knows everything, it's just that he's trying to pretend not to know. Because he did not want to be interested in the matter, which will eventually affect our brotherly relationship.
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Tika POVs.
This time Lisa's house looks great. Even the atmosphere is so friendly and also impressed relaxed so felt when entering the yard of his house. I remember the first time he moved back to this city. To where it was born.
It was me and Jefri who helped him to find a house. Which finally he chose this house for reasons of the yard without a fence and the backyard is quite spacious.
He also owned this house because the environment was so cool, so felt his family with the neighbors. Althoughoun actually Lisa is an independent person and fairly indifferent.
"Go in there, let the kids be with me. Lisa needs you." Jefri gave me permission to see Lisa before the show started.
I immediately left after giving my husband a brief kiss and leaving my two children to him. Without thinking, I went straight to his room, where the door was closed.
Tokk tokk!!
Knock on the door of his room, then I open it slowly, put my head in to see the situation.
"Here comes in" exclaimed Lisa who was sitting in front of her dresser.
I walked in and approached him, having closed the door of his room. Honestly, I am fascinated to see it. So pretty!
The fairy is finishing her hair. His face was polished so perfectly. It emits its own aura of happiness for him.
"So soon, a little bit more is done. After that we take photos," Lisa said with a smile.
I sat on his bed. Looking at her through the bright mirror reflections, illuminating her face that struck me. And somehow seeing it like this made my tears fall by itself. Until I had to pull a piece of tissue from the box that lay beside me.
"Hey, how we cry, what a ugly loh!" it reminds me of that sentence. The words I spoke a few weeks ago to him.
I laughed while wiping my tears.
Not long after, Lisa was done in the dress up. Everything looks so amazing. Everything that was attached to his body at the moment was extremely elegant. It really reflects the Lisa I knew a long time ago.
Now he got up from his seat, walked up to me and sat in front of me. He also took my hand and held it.
"Thank you, for all," she said, as she made me drop my tears again, I pulled her hand and hugged her. Close-fitting.
I could no longer bear my joy in this heart. Really am! Seeing him laugh like that really makes me happy. And I don't need anything else to make her laugh. Because he has found his own happiness.
"Thank you for not leaving me this far" he added, to which I replied with a nod of my head.
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