
Lisa POVS.
After receiving a call from Tika and telling her everything. I feel a little relieved. Scroll the wall clock in my room in the dim light of the living room light that slipped through the bedroom door. It's three o'clock in the morning. My body was soaked in sweat from the dream I had earlier.
The dream was really real.
I sighed many times, then moved towards the middle room. Turn on the television and pick up my cigarette box lying in the middle of the table in front of me. I decided to smoke inside the house, because I was afraid that I would have to sit in the backyard. Afraid that Dana would suddenly come back and do the scene in my dream, making it come true.
I sighed again violently, then slipped a cigarette and lit it. While watching television. Actually not watching television, rather I was staring at the television. My mind drifted far away somewhere.
I exhaled the cigarette smoke I was breathing. My brain is completely fucked up. There's too much I think. On the one hand, I am happy because Tika wants to be a friend again and re-think me as her brother. Likewise with Alex who wants to return to accept my error and continue our wedding plans.
But on the other hand, I fear for my future life. Because I know, Dana will definitely go crazy and won't let me live in peace. For all I know, he won't stop until he gets his wish.
My hair suddenly stood up, I was horrified to think of what Dana would do. He was so fond of Tika at the moment.
I re-ignited my cigarette, after a few seconds ago my first blade ran out.
Not felt, now the time has shown at six in the morning. The sun was already starting to shine, entering through the gap of my window curtains. Intentionally all the windows in my house, I've been covering them with curtains since I got out of the hospital. And I never opened it again.
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Wait, can you turn around, can you turn around?
Just wait, can we work this out, can we work this out?
Just wait, can you come here please? 'Cause I want to be with you
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All of a sudden my phone in the room rang, leaving me strangled in shock. I immediately ran to get it. I saw on the screen who called me, it was Alex. I breathe a sigh of relief.
"Hallo's? Yeah, I can't sleep. Last night was a strange dream. Yes, I'll wait." I'm disconnecting that phone.
I could not feel my tears coming back, lamenting my fate that was too cruel for me.
Both of my parents who left me as a teenager, made me shed more tears under the shower. My life was too hard to make my mindset far from my conscience.
And without the affection of my parents that I hadn't felt for a long time, it made me think too practically. I wasted my body only for an inner satisfaction and material that could be depleted in an instant.
I'm too sinful.
My body is too dirty.
I'm hina ...
Not long after the shower, suddenly my doorbell rang, I wished it was Alex. I need it right now.
Immediately I put on the clean clothes I took from the closet, then walked towards the front door of the house. Before opening the door, I saw from the door hole who was coming. I exhaled a sigh of relief, indeed Alex was coming.
Holding the door for her, I hugged her tightly until she led me into my house and locked the door.
I came back crying in her arms.
'How lucky I am to have Alex now, ' I thought in my sobs.
Connect ...
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Sorry this episode is so short π€
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