
Do not forget to prepare a box of tissue next to you when reading this episode.
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Still Max POV's.
Shilla managed to calm my emotions. Even today I still lay my head on his shoulder. Then he had asked me about my condition, which I had not looked at since. So did Alex and ... Lisa's.
I just kept quiet. Not a word came out of my mouth. I immediately dismissed my thoughts on everything, including Lisa. I don't know what else to do. Is all this a punishment for me?
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My location unknown tryna find a way back home to you again
I gota get back to you gota get back to you
My location unknown tryna find a way back home to you again
I gota get back to you gota get back to you
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Suddenly my phone rings. I swiftly picked up that very thin rectangular thing from my pants pocket. Put the LCD screen so obvious due to the struggle a moment ago, but I can still see the name of who is contacting me. I immediately shifted the green button on the glass screen.
"Yes? Hold on, there's still more important business." I immediately ended the call. The call came from Reza's man who helped me earlier. They said that they would arrest the two men who were troublemakers. While they all clean up the crime scene. So that no police are involved.
Actually I don't have to worry about the police department. Because Reza really has planned everything so carefully. Some of his men were also from the police.
I exhaled my breath. Trying to calm the mind. Lately there have been too many problems approaching, not to mention the issue of the stability of Jefri company that I have to monitor.
"Darling .. I brought you some clothes. You can change first, this is too much blood" said Shilla who no longer felt the fear of seeing blood. I received that bag. "You're one for Jefri. You guys really look fucked." Shilla added as she looked at Jefri with nanar.
Yes, I know his weakness lies with my sister. I have seen this condition many times. Since they have not been united until now. But not infrequently they also often disagree which in the end, both of them are hard-hearted. But they can handle everything in their own way.
Even the loyalty between the two of them made me learn a lot, that that is how a couple should behave in the ark of marriage. For months they are strong with their own egos, and do not make them turn away from each other. Even more loving each other.
Now I don't know how many times I've exhaled violently. Lowering my head and looking back at my wife, she returned my gaze. Then put one of his palms on my cheek.
"You're gonna be okay. You must be the strongest for all of them," she exclaimed with great emphasis and smiled at me. Before standing towards the restroom, I gave a kiss to his forehead. Not as a regret for a while ago had turned away, but because of gratitude. Luckily I got him.
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After I finished changing my clothes, I decided to go briefly to the room where the mother was in care. Go see him for a while on the sidelines waiting for news of the operation Haikal performed on Tika. Anyway, I asked Shilla to let me know if anything happened.
Without knocking on the door, I immediately pushed the doorknob of the hospital room. I saw that Mamah was sleeping with Bi Mince accompanying her, sitting next to her bed. I slowly walked closer to the grass and touched his shoulder. He was strangled in shock after finally seeing me who came, he smiled again.
"Ranti's doctor should give her sleeping pills. Said mom needs a complete break," said bi Mince. "Where is the condition of non-Tika?" add him again.
I let out my breath. Again with weight. "No news yet, Bi. I'm just for a second. Shilla came too, I'll have him here later. I'm picking you up, Bi?" I said while kissing mamah.
Then without waiting for an answer from bi Mince, I again stepped out of the room. Letting mom rest. But unexpectedly, when I closed the door and turned around, I found Lisa. He stood up with a face that described his surprise. No less surprised than me seeing him appear.
As soon as my lips were back, my mouth seemed to be locked tightly. Now his body is covered with a set of typical patient clothes in this hospital. I felt relieved as soon as I saw his current condition. Different when a few hours ago saw him tied up in the dirty bed.
I also had a glance at the part of his wrist that left a rash mark and some wounds dried up there. "How's Tika doing?" he said while being reserved, like being afraid to look at me and choosing to pay attention to both ends of his legs.
His voice was quivering asking that. Makes my heart feel full. They are both like brothers. Pay attention to each other, protect and even love. "The bullet has made it out. Now she's having an emergency delivery."
Lisa suddenly lifted her face and looked at me. His two eyes were glazed over but seeing him like that, it made my heart ache. Not hurt by pity. But my heart ached from realizing something was missing in my sister. Priority is.
"The answer to my question honestly. Is it just because of material? You're willing to give your body and all the information about Tika to that man?" My voice shakes saying this sentence. Really, there is no intention to hurt Lisa. But I have to ask this question again.
"I've answered before." Lisa dodged while looking back down her face.
There was a sense of disbelief that arose in me, in him. Even more so when he lowered his face. It seems impossible if the beginning of this problem is only about a material. There must be another trigger that makes it even more complicated.
I grabbed her chin, raised her face to return my eyes. I exhaled many times slowly.
"If anything happens to Tika, it's all your fault. Because it was you who dragged him into this matter." I tried to be firm with him.
"Butβ" As if not accepted by my accusation, he pulled the rough of his chin until I heard the sound of tongue whispering.
"Yes!!! I envy her. Everyone loves him. You all love him. Keep me? I just got her old love! The rest of him! Everything I took was from him!!" Lisa screamed and ran away from me. I don't know where he went, I don't know.
It's just, suddenly my heart seemed to be pierced with pain. I was surprised to hear his simple words, the reason I knew from the beginning, that he just felt less than loved. Though we all loved him, even more so I, who had turned my heart away from Shilla many times, only to find out how she was doing when she was abroad.
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Jefri POV's.
Now I'm back in my seat, on the floor, next to the operating door. Leaning against the cold wall. As cold as my heart is right now. I am patiently waiting for more news from Haikal about the progress of this operation process. Finally, the door to the operation opened.
It wasn't Haikal who emerged from behind that door, it was another doctor, whom I knew as obstetrician Tika. Me, mama, papa and Shilla who were here with spontas rushed to stand up and approach him.
He said if Tika runs out of blood so much that he needs blood donation as soon as possible. Because the blood savings bank at this hospital only has two more blood bags that are suitable for Tika. Lucky when it happened, Max came and offered himself. I had offered to offer myself before, because I used to donate my blood for her. But Max's times really forbid me.
"Wait here until he wakes up. This time it was enough for me to donate my blood!" he said so firmly. My parents also agreed to Max's decision so I couldn't do anything about it.
"No offense. Max is like that. After all, there is a point, unless the donor is still lacking. You still have to nemenin Tika as soon as she finishes surgery." Shilla added after Max passed away following the doctor into the room.
Slowly I began to understand Max's position and I began to understand his decision.
Now time has shown at eleven o'clock in the evening. It's been two more hours the operation in there has been going on. My brain and mind are always trying to guess what will happen next. Makes me panic.
Shortly after my thoughts grew more panicked, Max walked out from behind the door in a hurry. He came up to me and hugged me tightly. Instantly I felt the vibration of his body which was followed by the sound of his sobs.
I'm sure this is sad news!
My knee was weakened, I felt like I could barely support my own weight and now it was added to Max's body weight. Then slowly Max said that I lost both of my children. My twins I have been waiting for.
My body instantly shook, my hand grabbed the wall behind me to hold myself back after Max let go of his hold on me. Then he chose to sit on the chair to calm himself down with my papa.
As my mother slowly approached me, I raised my face to look at her. At that moment I fell into his arms. I don't mind it all anymore, I cry feeling the pain in this recess. I don't think anyone can explain how I feel right now.
Eventually Haikal came out of the room and approached me. He apologized for not saving both of my little angels' lives. But he also stated that the condition of Tika who is in the recovery phase and just waiting for him to realize from his stupor.
Then what should I tell her when she wakes up?
Didn't I ever promise to save our baby, no matter what?
But I remembered something again. I used to tell Max, long before all this happened, that I loved his sister more than anything in the world. In the past, Max also asked me, when my sister and I were having problems. I remember that question very well. The question of where should I choose, between Tika or my two twins. Then I loudly replied, that I prefer Tika, even though I have to lose my baby. Because I feel unable to get through the day without Tika. And for the kids, we can still get it back.
So, does this all become prayer?
Until God finally gave me that word?
I don't know ...
Maybe this time I should be selfish. I can't afford to lose Tika and I can never ...