The Perfect Happiness

The Eps 218

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Lisa POVS.

From noon till afternoon I was still at Tika's house and also Jefri's. One by one took out all the things that Dana and Dave gave me. There's a small part that I don't recognize, which is probably Tika's from Dana.

“Tika sama Jefri ?” I asked as soon as Alex stepped back to me after he drove the owner of the house to go pick up his two children.

Alex threw his body on the sofa, sitting next to me with a drinking glass in his hand that he sipped. I took Dave's watch off my finger and looked at Alex. He knitted his brows and placed the glass in his hand on the table, right between the things I felt belonged to Tika.

“Why?! Hm?!” ask Alex and grab my finger.

At first I looked at his hand that grabbed my finger and then grasped it, after that I just raised my face to look at both eyeballs. In this brain I was stringing a few words together so I could say them, while still staring into those two eyes.

“Sorry if it turns out this is not finished,” lirihku who began to feel hot around my eyelids.

Alex pulled my hand and kissed my thumbbook while closing her eyes, then looked back at me with a sweet smile on both corners of her lips.

“But for me .. everything is done. We both have to look to the future. And I will nemenin, until everything you consider is done.” Alex stroked my cheek and again these tears just dripped.

I immediately hugged her and cried as much as possible in the most comfortable embrace of the moment. Yes, it feels like the journey of life I've been through is so long and heavy. It was full of greed and stupidity that I did. I destroyed everything. Not only did I mess up my own life, but I also messed up the lives of those around me.

“You won't leave me, will you?” I watered with a trembling tone and was also cut off from this sobbing.

Alex grabbed both of my arms and stretched our bodies. “See here,” her word, asking me to look at her face again. I did that request. “It should be that question out of my mouth. You won't leave me again, will you?”

My cry grew even more as she repeated my question with great emphasis, then while re-embracing it, I wrapped both my arms around her neck and pinned this face to her nape. Alex caressed my back.

I feel more guilty for him. I've known him for over a year and only recently did I realize the loyalty of a variety of different men. As the saying goes, regret is always too late.

That's all true, a lot of things are too late for me to realize. And this time, I really don't want to make the same mistake. I want to improve my life tomorrow and beyond. Being a woman, a wife or even a mother that people around me can be proud of. I want to make up for my dark time.

“What is this?” reprimanding Alex suddenly while advancing his body, made me release the crib and then turned to look at what he had taken.

A black pouch made of velvet and bound by a gold-colored rope stole Alex's attention. He opened it and took out a paper and another small black box which turned out to be a diamond ring.

I remember clearly about the ring. I quickly opened the folded paper in Alex's hand and found Dave's handwriting there. I slowly read the words.

Lisa, darling ...

Sorry for all the sadness I gave you.

Sorry for every second of time you spend just shedding tears.

Sorry for every problem I have.

Maybe I'm too crazy about you that this common sense seems to disappear together when you leave me.

Let me endure all your pain and I am redeemed by whatever happens tomorrow and beyond.

Thank you for teaching me what sincerity and loyalty mean.

Thank you for giving me the strength to live my life.

Even if I don't know, there's still a decent place for me in the recesses of your heart.

My body trembled again to read the final part of his handwriting. And at that moment, Alex grabbed my body again, peeping at the top of my head.

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By nightfall, there was more and more of a letter from Dave that I found on things he had given me and that might have worked for him. Some of the contents of the letter told me about his feelings for me and some of his handwriting told me about these objects.

It was as if it was taking me back to the good times I was with him. There was even a bottle of wine that we had bought when I first met his ex-wife.

The wine bottle was wrapped very neatly and also strong, safe with a box and also a buble warp that enveloped the bottle. And in the letter he left there, it explains how sorry he wasn't to tell it all from the beginning.

And I remember all of that too. That was the initial spark of the quarrel between the two of us. The quarrel I thought would subside just like that as time went on. Without knowing why the reason no longer raises the stem of his nose after that night.

If only I had known if he had an accident as well as temporary paralysis in both his legs, maybe I would have forgotten that heartache and been willing to take care of him. And if I had known, he had been through years of darkness in a solitary cell, I probably wouldn't have done anything stupid by sleeping with some of the guys out there. Just for the sake of fulfilling my passion for missing her.

I don't know how many hundred more possibilities there are in my mind and mind for all the suppositions in this regret footstep. As if there were no end.

Then there was the voice of Jefri and Tika who had returned, complete with the babbling sound of the two twins. Tika appeared in front of the glass door holding Naila. “Tuh, look, there is onty Lisa the same uncle Alex,” he told Naila.

“This is the same here uncle! I haven't seen a beautiful girl in a long time!” goda Alex stands up to them and takes over Naila from Tika's sling.

“Not finished either?” reprimand Tika from a distance to me.

I shook my head then Alex said, “Need time. Maybe Jefri will also say this, later.”

“Oh yes?! Then I'll give Tika a lot of time. But after it's done, he should go back to devoting everything to me who is still thirsty for all about him.” Jefri said loudly there while holding Nathan.

Then I was moved to come to them there and immediately embrace Alex. Leaning my head right in front of her was holding Naila.

“Then, I'm ready to devote everything. Heart, mind, time even body is for him that makes me feel whole at this time,” I said while staring at both eyes Alex. He grabbed me and again kissed me on my forehead.

Reflecting on Tika and Jefri, it was not their fragile relationship. Because it started in an unnatural way. But it is my view that is very fragile in assessing a commitment.

Every relationship will always be strong, if it is maintained with sincerity even though it begins with mere lust. Every relationship will always last a long time, if protected with honesty and trust even decorated with quarrels and jealousy. And every relationship will be eternal, if it is always watered with a self-awareness.

Love is not demanding.

Love does not force.

And because love doesn't talk about happiness.

Everything will be beautiful in its own way.

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