The Marriage In Lost Memories

Sixty One

Alena Pov.

This concealer I thicken in the eye circles. Because the sound of the voice last night made me unable to sleep and damn it I even cried. Crying things I should not cry about.

But my tears are not dry.

And it's even swollen like this. What happens if Devan sees my eyes swollen.

If I had a reason to skip work today. I must have done it. Damn it I'm 1 roof with her and can't possibly dodge.

"Tok.butt.."

I saw Marissa carrying Adela open the door there and Hilda appeared behind the door.

" I'm sorry Miss, sir is waiting" said Hilda I can guess. I was a little late usually I was out 10 minutes ago to leave for work. But because you have to reduce the swelling in the eyes of the ice compress must be long first.

" Yes Hil. In a moment" I said slowly. And back to see the camouflage results of this makeup tool and immediately accelerate my makeup to finish faster.

" Marya. Are my eyes not swollen? Ask me to doubt.

" It's reduced Miss" Sahut Marissa makes me relieved.

I immediately put my makeup on and took the briefcase.

" dear. Mommy's leaving first! Wait Mommy has a plan yes we will run away from here" Whisper me to Adela who instead immediately screamed Oo and laughed.

I kissed that fat cheek. He's getting ticklish.

" Please take care of Adela and Jeremy yes Marissa" My message never forgets before I leave the children there.

Marissa nodded with a smile.

" Oh yeah.. Don't bring Adela too close to Alea! Don't go out of the room! Okey"

Extra message today for Marissa. I don't want Adela to touch Alea.

Marissa nodded again and put on a smile.

I'll be out of the room immediately.

And outside I saw another blind eye.

Devan kissed Alea's head.

I turned my face away. Do they need to kiss when I leave the room???

Alea directly elbowed him. As if caught by me.

" Remember his meal do not be careless anymore do not eat spicy and I will call you 1 hour once okey "

That's Devan said to his lover. It feels like my stomach is not just nauseous but mules. Is he a Bucin victim?? Ohhh!!

I like to see teenagers who are still eggplants there and this is why this morning is also stuffy. Is it summer here??

I felt suddenly I was sweating but as much as possible I was calm.

I've already established that wide-open eyes about me and Devan. Stop the feeling that arises and discard all expectations that arise.

I lift my chin I have to see it clearly so that my heart is more open.

I saw Devan's smile there for Alea.

The touch of her hands was for Alea and her heart was already for Alea. There's no left for Alena. Poor banged elo Alena.. !!

" You ready? " Tanya Devan turned to me.

I smiled and nodded.

" We go Alea" I said lowered my head and gave her a real, heartless smile.

I don't see what Alea's reply is. I'll follow Devan immediately. I really want to kick this guy's ass to get hit and hit the horse shit!! But that's just a supposition.

Along the way I just popped my eyes out the window.

" Sheem"

" lena.. What's my schedule today?"

I immediately looked over and opened my phone.

Read the big boss schedule without missing out.

" ah. Every 1 hour please remember me to call Alea. Who knows I forgot"

I nodded and took notes in my memo.

Typing her words just now. Repeated the message there. And this again gave me immeasurable pain, my finger to the nengetic keys of the screen deeply.

" Oh. Why do you look so lethargic today? Is anyone sick??"

" Why is he talking so much this morning" I growled at wanting to stuff his mouth with this phone.

" Lack of sleep sir. Last night there was a rat on top and it was so noisy! " Ask me with a pressing tone said the rat.

" Rats?? Are there rats in the house??" Devan looked surprised.

" Yes, you may not hear because you're playing with horses"

" What? I didn't hear!"

" It's nothing" answered me.  I want to get to the office quickly.

And it's true. Every 1 hour I go into his room to remind him that he should call his lover just ask about the woman's activities. And don't hesitate to call Devan in front of me.

I'm like a statue of ngenes in there.

Just a few days ago I was excited he still cared about me.

Go to the masquerade and ask me to dance.

But last night it was as if my happiness was all about it. And slapped a slap in my face.

He can't still love me. Her love was clearly greater for Alea. Especially if they've had a more intimate relationship it's clear me and Devan will never be together.

Ckck together! I even expected that word again.

This afternoon I was waiting for Devan's meeting to be completed at a hotel directly facing the beach. Devan was only with Clara after my assignment was done. And this time I saw Bule-bule on the beach who was playing beach volleyball and there was also a fall there. The beach is not too crowded this afternoon. I started to get tired and look in the wrong direction.

Their meeting was in a room that was only on the transparent glass wall from here I could see how Devan was describing something there. Her hands and mouth moved professionally Her body language style made the guests seem impressed. All I know is that guy has a high IQ, as he can create software that is able to have a high ranking in the world of computers and the internet and able to control the development of the business market that is quite influential in the world today. That was so awesome.

I admit I became his fan in glorifying him as the businessman with the most influential career in the world for the present.

And it's like my eyes are again bewitched by Devan's gestures there. His eyes, his hands and his body again shifted the defense that I made this morning. Why do I still admire him. Though it was clearly the man for Alea and it certainly made me hurt.

And my eyes were able to last a long time just to see her there. Admire silence silence. Half an hour later they seemed finished. I immediately got up from there and then there was a child running with bare feet. They appear to run out of the beach with water and sand visible on part of their backs. I didn't notice the floor of the old runaway boy. And continue to step until then these shoes step on the former puddle of water.

Then it was like walking on slippery oil my shoes ran there before finally landing on a cold floor. I fell in front of my boss and the other guests.

Oh shame I'm sure I'll get a scolding this time.

This ass has fallen yesterday now also kiss the floor.

It feels like my day is really damned.

I grimace miserably if there is a door anywhere so that it can disappear from here quickly.

But then a hand appeared in front of me. The man's sleeve is wrapped in his suit shirt. And I can see there's a burn scar in there peeking.

C'mon Alena. It must be a dream again and what you expect.

I feel like I'm starting to delude again.

" Can you wake up?"

This baritton sound is real. I looked up again and in front of this Devan who actually reached out. Was that his hand?

" Am I dreaming again?" Ask me to mess.

Suddenly Devan came forward and knew he was smuggling my hands under my feet and resting them on my waist. I was lifted up until my breath was held. Okay Alena don't do anything. It could have been a dream again and I woke up drunk.

I was put in one of the chairs there. My eyes catch a smile from Clara or the company team and the guests there seem impressed.

So this is real? My eyes widened in disbelief.

Oh..

I just saw Devan with a big smile that I can't control.

" Are you okay? " Task her like an offer to take her back. I was so happy and like I was dancing on a cloud.

" I want to" I said with sparkling eyes.

" Lina!" His voice is a little high. I just jumped into the real world again

" Want what? Alena!!"

" Aaah yes sir. Thank you - thank you" I said over and over again and looked down embarrassed but quietly gave a smile.

" Must be more careful, ' said his whisper and then passed there I until pecking first until really re-awakened. The whisper of his breath was like entering my soul. Settle down with full iwa.

Oh gosh..Alena!

*

In these 3 days I deliberately make coffee that is not as desired.

I waited for him to drink the coffee I made. I could see her sipping with her sexy lips

Then he put it to the side and pushed the cup slowly.

" Make it up again" Her voice was heavy baritton and I liked her.

I immediately nodded and brought the coffee cup and made a new one. Not according to his taste.

I repeated the above and just wanted to see the way he drank that coffee. I think it's sexy and I'm happy.

" Make it again"

" good.

With a big smile I immediately pulled out the coffee cup again and immediately made a new one. Until the third time. If there is any drought he will throw me with that cup.

And I did it 3 days in a row. It's a crazy thing I did. I purposely did it just to see her sipping coffee! Ohh.. I'm not sane.

It's crazier than a teenager just in love.

But I enjoyed the groove.

Liking in silence like this is embarrassing but also happy. It's just that if I go back home I have to bear the wound when he's not ashamed to interact affectionately with Alea in front of me. But again I still steal a silent look despite feeling hurt. This is the time whose name is love there is no logic.

Brasa wants to sing her song Agnes Monica while prancing.

And I was quite independent after Alea's 4th day, the bully went home too.

I can be silent watching her 24 hours non-stop.

" Can we help you with Adela's car?" Pinta I accidentally came to her room.

Devan looked startled and immediately got off his bed.

He took over Adela and I bandaged my stocky baby with his sexy arms. I was silent for a moment to see this father-son interaction only then I stayed and took Adela back even I stretched out so that I could steal a look with Devan even though he was never conscious, I did it professionally using a flat and cranky face mask. Though the heart of the installment is like a chilli-cabean.

In the morning I deliberately cooked. I put the side dish for her. Even if you don't know if you will recognize it or not. It doesn't matter what it is that he can eat my cooking.

" Hilda I love your cooking this morning" Devan told the middle-aged woman who happened to be passing by in the kitchen.

Hilda looked at me I immediately glared at her, signaling that it was a secret.

" Yes sir. Thank you "Said Hilda pura blushed.

Devan resumed his breakfast until it was added and exhausted unceremoniously, I see that I became very happy.

" But it's a bit salty" said Devan then after successfully making me fly up directly on my stomach down.

*

Lunch at a shopping mall. Devan took me around.

And this time I didn't complain when he gave me all his pretty good deeds.

" Are you strong?" Her question saw me with a paper bag hanging in my hand.

" Yes strong, sir" I said. Devan immediately turned around and I followed him back. Seeing her old back her groceries closed my eyes.

I feel like my legs are a little weak, too. Until the end I accidentally staggered and all the paper bags fell free.

" What are you doing"

The sound made me immediately wake up and pick up the paper bag there.

" I'm sorry I didn't mean it" I said as I continued to pick up one paper bag. Up to 1 paper bag on the floor switch to another hand.

" Say you're not strong! Don't be strong-witted" he said there and then took all the paper bags in my hand.

I could see he looked upset and took away all the groceries with his hands.

Sometimes if he acts like that as if giving hope. Yes false hope.

The day just passed. I still put aside my wounded heart every time I saw Devan and Alea seem to meet. And I'm still doing madness by liking her silence.

But sometimes I get confused. Devan also sometimes brightly treats me sweet. Although it feels like maybe it's just me that Geer is like tonight. I was asked to send her to her colleague's party.

He paraded me like I was his partner. Grabbing my hand and wrapping my hands around my waist. Honestly, I enjoyed it and felt the upper hand even though I came here to realize it was just a false happiness.

" Dev...

My hands are out of my waist.

" Oh sorry Alena.. I'm used to this for Alea! Before that he was willing to go with me but suddenly he had an order that had to be completed this night"

I smiled bitterly at her and pensively for a moment. " It's common to Alea and think I'm Alea? Good jobs Dev! You managed to make me feel what his name is dead instead of cut into pieces.

" I'm going to the toilet for a second" My license will pass from there immediately.

I'm not going to the toilet but to the porch. Staring at the stars up there that looked pretty like my tears did not come down. But still this heart is broken. I felt lazy to go in fear that he would come back to treat me as Alea again. I also feel like an old patch there.

But then I panicked to see Devan heading towards the baranda. I told you I went to the toilet, I was afraid of being caught lying to her. I have to find an excuse.

I quickly picked up the phone and put it in my ear.

" Oh yeah Max! Your painting is so cool. Alright.. I will pose and you will paint me! Where's the. Aaah really..." I laughed fake. Somehow even drag Max's name because only that name suddenly appeared.

I saw Devan's aura behind me and I went crazy pretending to be here.

I laughed like I was having fun talking to Max.

" The horse race! Oh may. Of course I'm not busy.. With pleasure Max.., okay bye.."

I immediately hid the phone when Devan was next to me.

" Oh. Sorry. There was a phone call so I got out" I said explaining why I was there. And now I grin like a real horse when I look at Devan who is silent facing me like an observer.

And this makes me groggy.

But then my chin was pinned with a finger.

Without ba bi bu. Devan kissed me on the lips. I couldn't catch my breath, I felt him kissing me deeply.

It's real...

I felt how her lips tasted my lips enthusiastically!

But then I could feel the bitter taste of Beer in my mouth. Of course it's not me. But Devan.

She drink? Is he drunk???

F*ck!!

I unraveled her kiss.

" You drunk? " I glared sharply at him. He fell down and his chin fell on my shoulder. I'm lucky if we don't fall from the 2nd floor.

He was drunk.

It was upset again that he gave me false hope.

I got Devan in the car. And Rudy immediately helped me get that big body into the back door.

I immediately circled the car and entered at the front door.

" Mr. I'd better accompany Mister" I was shocked by Rudy's shrill voice, until this ear was grunting. Should he scream like that??

Rudy hissed as if he realized he was just yelling at me. " Sorry Madam. You get so drunk so easily if you drink beer and he can act weird! Eem he needs to be accompanied beside in order to be calm" said his polite back even the final sentence like sharp emphasis.

I digest well both Rudy's words that are awkward. As far as I know Devan never rampaged if drinking, yes, even though I have seen it is just wine while in Singapore first. And not drunk at all. But isn't that the same as alcohol??

I looked back there Devan started raising his hand with his head falling on the bench.

Kamuuuu ayaaam.

He started screaming. I was shocked and glared at Rudy as if confirming what the man had delivered just now.

" Just you! Let me drive" My real pretext is to refuse to even find a chance on Devan.

Rudy snorted and shook his head, "Mistress only"

" He can beat me madam! If Boss remembers I'll be Cited" He said again makes me so horrified also imagine two men even overlapping.

" In overlap.. How do you mean kam- uh.. Climics.. Why you..

I was shocked when he opened my door and pushed me out and it closed. Lucky I could balance myself otherwise I toppled over and kissed the earth.

I'm upset with Rudy.

So he's getting brave with me now. Is it because I'm not the boss's wife anymore she's playing push and push like this.

I cursed there while pointing the middle finger at Rudy.

But you know it's snowing. My shoulders are open. When the snow falls there it feels cold. The wind also blows hard.

Wussss...

Bend me until I shiver.

When I pull the front door. Sudh locked.

I saw Rudy there cupping his hands together as if begging.

Yes already.. Lah.

I quickly opened the back door and pushed Devan, who was drowned there, into the windshield.

You know this car has been running quickly almost I sagged down. But it wasn't me who sagged but Devan. He sagged on my thighs and considered my thighs as soft a mattress as possible.

Devan squirms there making me uncomfortable aka amused. But then he seemed calm I was relieved. A few seconds later, he screamed with his hands back up. It almost made me jump in shock. The hand then hugged my waist and kissed my stomach. I was shocked and stuck there. Trying to let go of him can't either. The support is strong.

I saw Rudy grimacing in the rearview mirror. Maybe this is what he meant. It would be disgusted if the one who was hugged and kissed by Devan was Rudy.

Inevitably I let this drunk man kiss my stomach and squeeze my waist. Makes me nervous.

But I thought I might enjoy it.

I reach her black hair in the air I want to wipe her scalp and smell her distinctive aroma that feels opiate.

But he was drunk. She doesn't remember that I was like her.

I chuckle. I put my finger in her hair. Meuleni her like a baby. But the unexpected happened. I can't even throw him out. Because suddenly Devan attacked me again.  Locked me by the side of his breath car desperately hunting both of his big hands pulled my bend and came back to kiss me brutally there. Lucky the lights there don't turn on otherwise I don't know how Rudy should watch us behind the rearview mirror there. He'll laugh at me.