The Marriage In Lost Memories

Ten

I pushed the dark black thick glass door. There are some red couches there. I entered slowly.

The room there is long with a skull design, quite spooky as well. There were feet sticking out on the table behind that red sofa. And the ringing sound of a voice I know.

And I see J, still wearing OB. He seemed to be treating the bruises on his face. His eyes were pointing at my reflection in the mirror he was holding. Spontaneously this man jumped in shock even the mirror was thrown and broke.

" lena...

" his.. How's Boss Jordan doing!" I said widening a smile, with my hands folded in my chest.

Jordan was caught wet. And I need an explanation.

Now he's in front of me. I sat across the room quietly waiting for this man to be honest. But before her she asked her workers to treat me to snacks and canned drinks.

" Who are you J?" I asked her to watch her not explain.

Jordan just looked at me in silence.

" Why did you get into the company as an OB? Are you eyes?" My question made her almost laugh. Am I wrong!

" Yes, I'm the eyes of your company" she replied, which sounded very unsatisfactory! He just accepted my prejudice.

" You lied! Who are you really??" Upset I'd love to pelt her with that nugget. Why am I being given a nugget! Am I like a boy!!

" Want me to be honest?" He even asked back! Why do men like to play back and forth questions. Just make a fool out.

Jordan was still silent, he seemed to be thinking. Is that hard for him to explain to me!  Then he stood there. Take off her shirt buttons. Suddenly I was was. What this man wants to do.

J took off Ob's shirt. Her beautiful body was instantly exposed like my shadow before her. His skin is somewhat brown with a sturdy skin texture and forms a ptofesional athlete tub. But that's not my focus. There's a scar all along his back. Large scars that look quite deep. Straight to the neck and hiding in J's hair. It felt like I was dying to touch that wound, wanting to know how deep it was.

" I've only been cured of coma for 3 years!" He said start the story. This time Jordan sat next to me.

I just waited for him to finish his story.

" I had a terrible accident! My memory is gone. Nothing I remember except...

His sapphire blue eyes looked at my eyes.

"What only?

" I only remember a few pieces! Devan! He's the one in my memory! Also a beautiful woman, she was like she had a relationship with me. But I still don't know. I'm really losing my memory"

J rubbed his brown hair! His palms were sticking out, it seemed as if he was holding something there.

" Devan? Devan? That's the company director!" I was in shock!

J nodded with his breath up and down.

" He's key to all of it! He knows what happened to me! The girl and...

My breath was held. I could feel something in his eyes the sadness that J felt. It was like losing someone he loved. Is that girl J's lover? My chest hurts. Not but disappointed.

Wait

Accident

J

Devan

What don't don't don't the girl??

Is he Devi? His ex-fiancee Devan who died in an accident with another man. Is that another guy J?

I spit my mouth in shock! Shocked and barely believing!

" So you got into that company because of Mr. Devan? Have you asked him directly?" Ask me heart.

J straightened his back he looked at me again sharply looking for something in my eyes! Does she know I'm Devan's wife? Hmmm!

" He already knows I'm in his company as an OB but there's nothing I can dig out of him" he replied, still seeing me intensely.

Maybe that's what I saw this afternoon when he was on Devan's floor.

" I see! Maybe because you love the same woman!" Just say it. J raises his eyebrows next door.

" Aah I heard the issue that Mr. Devan has a former fiance who is sorry to die. Is that her??" 

J did not answer but his eyes were like saying he was.

It's a difficult situation for me to address J's personal issues. Especially with Devi! It's like it's plunged me into his relationship with Devan.

" Not him! Not that woman.. Which I mean. He's not Devi!

My eyes are confused. Not devi? Then who?

J distanced his eyes.

" This is a secret ! I can't say" she said again and leaned her back against the couch. His eyes looked up.

I feel more curious! But J didn't want to say it.

" My face hurts so much! I thought you were here because you care?" It's as if it's insinuations. In the middle of my daydream.

" that? What happened to your face?" I asked her the reflexes of the conversation had changed. Maybe J doesn't want to talk about his purpose of disguising himself as an OB and about Devan and the woman.

My question is just stupid. I am obviously trying not to admit.

He laughed lightly while holding his bruised cheekbones.

" I think your fans are running amok because of your confession! Did your friend not tell you??"

" Fans? Wh who? What do you mean?" Hunt me get a soda can and almost drink it. But my hand was directed at that face. The soda cans stuck to his cheekbones, the touch of his hand skin made me come back clumsy.

" Fresh! There's a swelling-busting cream in there, help me dab it" he said again casually. Where is the mysterious soul that was yesterday. What because he was undercover he became someone else he also hid his!Then this. What is his real figure?

I clumsily brought him the cream he meant and this man thrust his face in front of me. Nervous! It's also strange what I feel. Strange murmurs that infiltrate very slowly.

Slow down I'm picking up cream with cuttonbath on the red cheekbones. J grimaced there.

" Ah sorry..

" Slowly slow down" he said with deadly eyes. I got it wrong until the cuttonbath swooped into his eyes. Spontaneous he squealed in shock soaring down and up.

I feel guilty." Sorry for not intentionally.. " I said to look at his shoulder, still grimacing in pain!

" ugh's.. Sorry J's. I wasn't on purpose.. Did I hurt you again...

How careless of me!

J then opened his hand, his eyes still winking.

" You can help blow" he said later. He stood up and slowly opened his eyes. Putting his face close.

Degs...

What is this

Why is it that when I pop his eyes like dejavu! I blow these blue eyes slowly. But my soul seemed to be dragged into another realm.

I'm back to being 2 parts.

I am the one who is now and I am still in school.

There was a boy in front of me sitting on the school bench. His uniform looks exactly the same as the one I'm wearing.

This boy is still not clear his face aka blurry and his siluit looks like a child who is in the middle of the basketball court.

They are in the UKS school room. I sit on the chair facing her. I blow the wind out of my mouth. Just like now.

I close my eyes strong my chest like it's wavy. This is why it is such a song. I've been through this before, and why I don't remember.

I felt a big hand rub my face. Very warm and soothing. The tail of my eye caught J continuing to look at me like he was adoring and there was a longing in the corner of his eye. This body also followed the strange atmosphere that was suddenly created. She moved her face so close that I felt her breath touch my face. This breath. This scent. And I got dragged along. I felt her lips sweep over my lower lip. Sipping until her hand slid into the back of my head pushed my face to deepen her kiss. I'm lulled. Her lips were like opium that I could not avoid.

I kissed her back so that this kiss was not just a kiss but a rumble and strange waves clashing against each other. Her breath and my breath are like flavor enhancers.

Can I be like this  

Am I really cheating...

What consequences do I have to pay if this is exposed...