The Marriage In Lost Memories

Twenty Three

Devan took off his sweater.

" You guys get the cameras ready! Then don't peek! Wait outside" Tell Devan there.

Submissively his people nodded. Until there was only me who was still unconscious and Devan who took off the pants he was wearing calmly.

Devan approached me there like a man who was thirsty for something.

Her fingers rubbed my cheeks gently. Then untie in my mouth. Devan lifted my chin and kissed me there. His kisses went down. Shake my neck.

Until I got there moving. Devan retreats. He spread my legs and crushed me. I kissed my neck again brutally. There I was who seemed to have felt the strangeness as strong as rebelling and kicking. I managed to kick Devan. But Devan caught me again. And I managed to shiver his back until he groaned loudly.

I was there immediately creeping in fear, until my legs were pulled back rough. My body was dragged with a sharp object there. I groan in pain. Something stuck in the waist.

I saw shards of shard stuck in the waist.

Devan plucked it and gave her clothes there to drain her blood. But I who revolted there made Devan have to do extra power. He managed to take me back. Spread my legs and I can see this guy fucking me in the middle of my sobbing there and the camera there is recording perfectly.

It was a video that later became my breaker with Jordan. He didn't accept I was a rape victim and here I am. Jumping into other memories.

I was crying on the floor. Jordan received the video.

I approached these 2 couples who had just finished dinner. Jordan just got a video submission and he immediately stood up shocked to see the contents of the video

" lena! Were you raped?" Her question was full of disbelief.

I who was there shakes no idea.

Jordan took a heavy breath." Look at this" he thrust his cell phone and my eyes started to change looking at the contents. I can see my knuckle book turning white.

" this.. Where did you get Jord?

Jordan pulled his phone again. " I can't continue our relationship Alena.. You-his voice was cut off even I saw the look of disdain from this man.

So it's not yet what he's gone from there.

I called out screaming that Jordan didn't come back. He left me scarred there alone under the spectacle of people curious about my condition who suddenly shouted.

And just when those memories I see me that way now. Sobbing on the floor with a body like boneless. Her pain in my heart made it difficult for me to distinguish dreams or reality.

" Why are you doing Dev? Why did you replace the criminal? It was supposed to be Devi's thug who raped me!" Ask me with a sense of strength. I'm sure I can face it now, not forget it like the past.

I woke up slowly. Turn to man********* in front of me.

" Because I don't want that man to do it! " Answer answered staring at me sharply here.

I just want to laugh! " why? Don't you want to miss a good moment for taking away my virginity?"

My chest hurts so much.. Mamma.. Why did I experience this incident, my mind again felt not strong.

" Why not just save me that time? " My voice is weakening again.

" He will not be satisfied if he does not do it! I helped him settle! That's why I want to make amends for my Alena!!!"

Plaque..

I hit Devan again. I saw his hands clenched. Will he repay me again.

" Because I also want to make your relationship break with Jordan" she continued, silencing my anger.

My shoulders were badly poked.

" You didn't even realize I kept watching you after that night! The night you saw me with Devi at the hotel...

What you see is not all! That night I was framed! I wouldn't have invited you if it wasn't for Devi's game! I was also threatened with a hot video that night! He knows my weakness lies with Papi, at that time I again built a company that has not received full trust from Papi! If the video he gave Papi then I'd lose everything "

I took off his hand there. I saw Devan's jaw harden again. " He gave me medicine and it was a mistake, Devi wanted to destroy you by looking at us, she's a fox woman! He made me mean to you Alena!

Devan shouted loudly. Shred my ears.

Although he regretted and wanted to make up for all his mistakes with his heart. He asked me to give his heart to you. He's got you on me! In his last breath. But Alena! Even though he asked for it. Without his request I paid for all his and my mistakes! An unforgivable mistake from you! "

I silently held all the turmoil in my chest!

" Me and Devi realize our actions make you like a corpse! After a few days you broke up with Jordan you forgot all about us. Your memory just disappeared and it was my hardest blow. I was the cause of you at that time....

And I was back in that moment.

I saw me in a chair with a pale face. Unkempt hair sitting daydreaming in Papa's rocking chair. My eyes are empty there. I continued to be in the rocking chair while listening to music that I did not know what it meant.

I saw Papa there in the back with an unhealthy face crying to see my condition at that time.

" I'm sorry, Papa Alena.. It's all Papa's fault. Papa ignored you.. And you have to experience this.." Papa's cry there even his old body is not strong. Papa was holding on to the rocking chair I was in. Not moving. Only an occasional winking of the eyes saw the hospital window there.

" Papa's gonna do whatever it takes for you to go back to the way Alena used to..."

I saw at the door there was someone papa was unaware of.

I'm out and there's Devi with Devan. Devi's clothes are similar to the ones I remember on the bench at the time of the accident. Is this the day Devi died?

" Look at Dev! It's all because of you! Satisfied you are now Dev? Destroy your own friends! He didn't even have a chance at a long life.. Satisfied you" Snapped Devan there making Devi sob and bow in fear.

" He's sick because you're making him sicker with that kidnapping! Rape is your brain! You did it just because of Jordan? But you killed Alena's soul now Devi!!! Ye... Not worthy of your life now Devi! " Devan kept yelling there. Makes the girl tremble.

My eyes can't cry anymore.

I see on the other side there's Jordan! He heard all Devi and Devan fighting.

Devi then stood up "This is also because you are Dev... You like him too. Confessing you... Even I know that the one who committed the rape is not my man anymore but you.. You want them to separate! Aye....

Devi's shout was laden with her anger as well.

" Yes it's true! You manipulated us all! And I was stupid to ignore Alena! I didn't even have the guts to approach her because of that night! You fucking fox Devi!

" You do deserve Devan.you are naive! You fools follow my orders! Ye...

This woman squealed when Devan almost hit her. His hand in Jordan's hold. And Devi's success was amazing to see Jordan there.

" Come with me Devi.." His word throws Devan's hand there violently.

" Explain everything I heard" Jordan's voice was laden with anger and instantly pulled Devi from there.

Devan immediately opened the door and I saw Papa yelling for the doctor. I didn't move at all in Papa's arms. There were tears in my eyes that were closed there.

I remember feeling very tired then. I saw Mama standing on the hill smiling warmly at me. Waving her hand and extending her hand.

My tears broke I welcomed my mother's hand at that time and smiled happily.

I should have just died that time. Not in life now!

I saw Devan bending over. Both knees were on the floor.

" I'm sorry I did that to you, Alena.. I'm sorry" she said with tears in her eyes. Even Devan I know today is very anti-apology. And now he's even on his knees??

" Even though I have tied you up in this marriage! I'm afraid to approach you! Afraid you remember the evil memories I did!! You'll hate me again! But Jordan came back despite our marriage I hid in the public eye! He found you!I don't want him to take you anymore. But I'm still being evil in your eyes! I have a bad temper side! I was rude and hit me! I'm really bad. I'm sorry..

I'm angry with you for considering Devi your savior angel! And I can't cover it all either! I'm saying this to admit all my mistakes and apologies"

He took both my hands. At first I sniffed but I felt Devan's touch like his current feelings. He's sincere.

But not my soul.

" I forgive you Dev.. " My words startled her and looked at me again.

" Please divorce me..." My pinta's there.

Devan stood up straight again. See me in.

" Ce..rai??"

" That's the best path for us" I said with a single breath. Enough of the suffering I felt.

I saw Devan curl his smile.

" Never will Alena" he said there with dark eyes and a hand on his head. Then he just left.

My crying broke again. Shoot where. Fucking devan..

***

POV Devan

Divorced you! It's the same as letting you go and it won't. Hate me all your life but not for divorce.

My grunts are upset. Even I hate the word coming out of Alena's mouth. I chose to leave because I was afraid I would hurt her again. It is difficult to control this anger. I lost control and hurt him.

I'm heading to the kitchen for some cold water. Take cold mineral water from the refrigerator and drink it directly. When I closed the door I was surprised that there was Dave there with a look of horror.

He took my water bottle and drank it rough.

" Loe what's Alena again?" Ask her coldly. I don't like the tone of his talk! He's my sodara but I hate it when Dave touches me, joking with Alena even his last words make me want to rip his brains out.

" Why is he?"ask me back. I'm annoyed too with Alena telling Dave everything! Dave's not as good as he thinks. I know Dave has a taste for Alena! But Alena is the insensitive one!

" I heard something breaking in your room and Alena's screaming..

" Oh.. You go up against the wall? So lizard now??"

" Answer Dev! Loe sickin Alena again??" Ask her in a high tone. I got on the black to hear this kid's tone.

" Sickin ain't none of your business! Stop thinking about making Alena sympathetic! Throw away your brain that still hopes for Alena! Or I'll waste your brains with a chainsaw! Threaten me not to play! I hate to see other men care too much about my Alena!

I pulled Dave's shirt and I took off rough. I'm not afraid of Dave even though he's a soldier and even a monster.

" I consider him my sister! Loe's brain ain't fucking done!!" His sergeant was ignited.

" It's good. Look out like Dave!! You know I do!" I said intimidatingly into his eyes.

Dave is smiling cynically" Loe is like that! Just be careful if you get Alena again! I really threw your body into the lion's den!  "

I stared at her flat then left from there. I'm lazy to serve Dave. I wave my hands and leave from there. My sodara is still cursing in the back.

I push the door. I saw Alena in that minibar again. He sat down with my remaining drink.

From behind alone Alena's charm drives me crazy! Even though he was wearing a nightgown with a picture of Mickey mouse. I remember her beautiful body. His skin is white and clean. Alena has dense, full breasts. Even if I remember it again, I am frustrated. He can't be touched by the trauma I've created! I hate that one! Neither will any good be able to take away that sin.

I knew she'd be Alena before. Hating me and maybe now many times over. That was my decision! I can't bear to hide her like a big shadow of hatred from her I got anyway Sooner or later she'll remember her truth. Better he knows it from my mouth than his memories come by themselves. And in this way I can open myself up. Although it is very unlikely to get sympathy himself.

I sat on the couch waiting for her to finish drinking there. His heart must be bad to talk to and this is good for me too. I'm afraid he'll urge divorce again.

I wait for Alena to go back to the room but until the early hours she is still there. My eyes were watching him afraid he might fall from that high chair.

Until 4 am I saw his head already touching the bar table. He's probably drunk and asleep. I rise with sleepiness also overpowering me.

My guess was wrong he did not sleep his eyes were still open with a pushy look there.

My heart seemed to erupt seeing her like this, I was afraid she was back in pain like that time. Her body there's her soul missing.

No. gabe.. Don't again...

Panic enveloped me.

I wave my hand there. There was no response.

" lena.. Go back to sleep" I said grabbing her shoulder. I saw his eyes move, looking at me in silence.

" Talk to Alena.." My pinta in my heart.

The eyes turned black.

" Don't touch me Dev.." Speak with his mouth the distinctive smell of the wine he drinks.

I'm pretty glad he can talk.

I took off her shoulder and let her back there.

I sat back on the couch watching her there. It feels like my heart aches and gets rejection from him. I miss my old Alena. The always sweet talk and sweet smile looked at me with a sense of adoration and a trace of his love for me!

If only time spun I wouldn't be a stupid man and a Devi doll, that fox woman!