The Marriage In Lost Memories

Twenty Eight

I saw Devan sleeping there. His words really make me feel scared now.

Did I reveal what he did, was I so stubbornly trying to hate him.

Slowly I approached her Bending down to see this man sleeping with no fatigue on his face.

I remember I adored this guy a lot. I loved her when I first saw her. Looking at her like a god and crazy about any man. She also made me hurt her inhumane treatment and hate her again after her confession.

What really now is that I chose Jordan and ended my dark story with her. But he said he didn't want me to leave. She allowed me to be with Jordan but still wanted my status as her wife.

I think I want to laugh. He still has his selfish side.

But is this my gut feeling. If he tries to ask me to stay on his side. Does he know what will happen next.

I remember what Jordan said on the phone. He said he'd take care of everything, what would Jordan want to do??

Last night after the nightmare there were memories that appeared. Before I was kidnapped. When I cried in the alley near the campus.

I heard Jordan take a call from someone, and I overheard the chat.

He arranged for someone to do business with Papa and then tricked him into bankrupt Papa's company.

My breath feels heavy. Why the thought of it my head hurts so much. I can feel plong, happy and not experience painful events anymore.

Coulda. Just because I'm sincere with everything I've been through. I know it. But that sincere word is hard to live with.

My phone's shaking. Susan's name is there. I chose immunkon lifting it. Afraid my voice woke Devan.

" Hello..

" Hello Len too.. How's it? Sehatan already?

I nodded while saying yes.

" What are your feelings now?"

" What feeling?, honestly I'm devastated already Sus.. I'm confused about what to do later! He's made people know who I am! I'm so upset" I said in a fire.

Susan laughed there.

" If only you were there. You must be proud of Len. Devan cares about you! He even made Nuri step away from his work! "

" How could..

Susan told me briefly what got Nuri fired. Makes me feel protected or something. I don't know.

" Devan loves you Len.." Susan said in a low tone. I wanted to laugh but he spoke again.

" The man loves you in his own way! "

" Yes, but you don't know what's really going on. Sus... She.-.

I don't want to talk about the word rape Devan did.

" He's now your husband Alena! Whatever her past mistakes were, she's your husband! He loves you and that's a big point!"

I bit my lower lip what because of his wife I had to recant his actions in the past.

" Try making peace with the bitter past! And forgive all who hurt you! You can be better. Sure enough..."

I took a breath by tightening my grip" What if Hendra came back into your life and tried to correct his mistake. And say you want to have a relationship with you again! Do you still accept Susan?

I attacked her with the bitter actions of her ex-lover. I want Susan to feel on my side, not protect me from Devan.

" yes. I'll forgive her! But don't accept her. He remains in my path in the past but not my future! "

I smiled hearing her. I think Susan can understand my position.

" No one's heart forced Alena! To your heart I support the best. I'm just asking you to make peace with your past and rearrange your feelings. You just remember now a wife! Try accepting that position now. Do not hate and try to accept the kindness of others regardless of their mistakes....

Susan said in my mind.

I see Devan's still asleep there.

I think Susan's words were right to make peace with the past and accept the kindness of others.

Single-minded..

I-so...

I touched my chest that was beating. Even here Devi's heart makes amends. Nothing has changed with the past just the foresight I have to live...

I'm wearing a tosca green knee-length dress.

It's 7 p.m. Devan woke up this afternoon. I saw he was still urinating in bed but he ended up taking a shower as well.

And now our eyes meet. He saw a thin makeup on my face. His eyes fell on the floor.

" You want to go?" Her question was calm but implied an annoyed tone.

Hmm yes..

His eyes aligned again, his lip line rose at a glance.

" With Jordan??, go with someone who can protect you. Not with your weak friend..." He said filled with frustration.

Devan opens his closet violently. I saw the handle there was very hard. Even I'm sure he said it's not sincere

" I'm going to have some seafood at Houbour Bay.. You're the one who's with me"

My words succeeded in keeping her quiet for a few seconds and closing the closet door quickly. His brain seemed slow to digest my words.

" Or I go with my weak friend's friend alone" I said turning my body to the mirror again. See the reaction there.

" Wait a minute! I'll be ready!" I heard Devan with the spirit of the mirror reflection. Even her smile was broken.

I don't know why I smile so much. Seeing his reaction like that. Devan can do that too.

Devan wears a matching green t-shirt with my shirt he looks very fresh with his hair style combed sharply straight back without shiny certainly reminds me of Rudy's only hair drizzle, just, if Rudy's climactic looks old-fashioned that Devan he still wins whatever he wears.

" We'll just get on the bike!" I said I pointed to the motor matic had one of his servants.

Whaaat! Devan looked surprised. He even compared his style to the motor matic there. Indeed, his style is very cool so strange if you wear an ordinary motorcycle. But now he no longer fashion denied. I'm mastering it now.

" all right. I change my shoes first" he said as he entered again.

Seeing that I smile the smile on Devan turned out to be this fun. The prestige of a Devan is also with me.

He also looks ogah ogahan wearing a helmet Mba Lala. Surely he doubted the cleanliness and the level of smell of the incense of the helmet.

" Just wear it. Later close" I said making her want to not obey. By closing his nose and holding his breath he wears a helmet mba lala which I think is clean just Devan just mumat his mispobia.

But now I doubt if he ever used a motorcycle? Matic? Hold the motor so clumsy.

Devan started it and died. That's right!!!

" If I can't bring you.."

" It can!! " The answer is firm.

Several times he tried to appear unlit.  And the 4th one he finally wanted.

" The gas to run is not to be released! " My whisper.

" Yes you know!!

Hiiii, I laughed briefly, and slowly Devan was riding the bike. Even cats are faster.

I wrapped my hands around his waist he looked shocked and the bike went back to death.

" Once again.if you can't ride a car" I said give a choice and like it does have to ride a car.

" Don't ride the bike. I could really. When else in the arms of a wife like this.." His words made me stop smiling. And even widen the smile so that makes him defend his bike ride.

Devan rode really heart, even heart-passing heart.his path may be just 20/km

I even felt sick sitting there. And I'm sure this restaurant is closed. But I see you're trying so hard there.

And it's true. The fish had exhausted my stomach a lot and howled there. Obviously, it's half 10.

" sir.. Sure try checking again!! " Push Devan with his sharp eyes makes this father avert his eyes.

"Yes already sir. Thanks.." I nodded and pulled Devan there.

" How is this! Are you very hungry??"

" There's nowhere else. Near Nagoya. That's delicious. This ordinary clock still exists! We just move there" I said trying to get rid of her worries.

Devan nodded and we got back on the bike. He leads the way to where I enter.

We were up to half an hour. There's still a lot of people.

In an open-air dining area with lots of oara chines eating there. It's famous delicious there.

Devan looks clumsy with the place. Don't tell me he's never been there. The big boss also eats.

" What message?" Ask me to look at the menu and wait by the waiter.

" The onion fried chicken here is delicious!"

" Oh. Yes that's it" he said.

" Okay.bang.. Fried chicken onion 1. Grilled fish 1. Teobeng 2" I said and handed back the menu book. The brother repeated our order before returning to the stall that prepared the food there.

I saw the crowd there all busy eating while chatting. I've been there a few times with Susan and Nita of course.

" Here the food is good! Have you never been here?" I opened my voice as Devan remained silent.

" This is the first time! I think it's delicious. Many visitors.

" First time. Worth it! Have you ever been to the market??

Devan parroted with the name of the place.

" It certainly hasn't. There are many selling clothes and other second ones. The price is cheap. There is a 5 rb sheet there is a 15 rb, exciting if hunting it. I'm the same Nita and Susan also bought together.."

" Huh.. Is there a price shirt? That's not what Papa used to be??"

" Yes. Ex-huh! But the sound of choosing also choose. Dress of an overseas person! Tau itself is easy here dapetin cheap price

Devan nods his head in a nod, although I know he won't even be interested in going there let alone buying.

" Why not just buy a bar? Not healthy Alena!!

I'm clucking! It's not a matter of buying ability but the excitement of choosing and that's with my best friend" I replied.

Then our order came.

I feel my hunger rising to see fresh grilled fish there. And the charm of the teobeng is appetizing. Because long on the road my thirst increased.

" Do you have any friends?" Ask me while sipping the teobeng that immediately makes my perch feel alive again

Devan did not answer. He just slicked his shoulders.

" Have, long ago but he's moved far away to Paris"

" oohs.. Didn't he? " I bribe my food with pleasure and I see Devan eating voraciously as well. It must be because the laper or salera menu fits on his tongue.

" We've been in office from childhood. After finishing school he moved to Paris, attended college there and had a family" continued Devan without me asking.

" really. Have you guys been in communication a lot now??"

Devan shook his head" Ga was often just looking at the sosmed.

I nodded. Even I just found out Devan has a sosmed account, too.

" What's the account name?" Ask me a curious.

He pulled out his cell phone.

" The content is not much. I just love stalking people" she replied.

I saw his username.

Dev_Al 

" Reading her name somehow felt like my first name was there

It contained no only 1 post and it was a photo of me and he married. The photo of his hand shaking the ruler while saying ijab kabul.

And his testimony

My wedding's..

2 Years ago I posted.

Something exploded in my mind. Even if I knew he had this account. My view can change.

I returned the phone again while enjoying my dinner.

" His name is Alea, his face is similar to Devi's!"

My kunyahan stopped. Why is her name Alea! Don't don't Dev_Al that! Then why does his face look like Devi. How disappointed I am. What Devan and Alea used to have was love.

I took my teobeng and drank more of it.

I think I'm lazy to hear Devan's teenage love story.

" Hmm really.. It's just as pretty as Devi's "

I spent the rest of my remaining meal there greedily.

" I think they're twins! But his nature is different! Alea was good while Devi was like that"

I parroted again this time biting the remaining ice cubes. Until Devan was shocked to hear the ice cube that I bit.

Then this man smiled briefly! Why am I suspicious? What does her smile mean? Is he still thinking about that Alea??

" Do you like Alea?" My question made Devan shocked.

He shook his head strong. " Of course not! He is family and happy!

" Well, for example, is he divorced? And what is impossible? Maybe he realized he loved you..  Nothing is impossible..

Say me again. Why do I sound so sound as to give advice. I was just wondering his answer.

" You're providing a solution yes let you feel at ease with Jordan"

I felt our aura begin to weigh.

Suspend because of my mouth. I'm trying to be comfortable with Devan.

" It's not so Devan. I guess you still like Alea.." My great-grandson.

His face was back flat.

"really.. I think your invitation is also just symbolic of my fun and going with Jordan!"

Oohs.. I feel like my head is exploding again. Tuh. I was with Devan never good. Dealing with it must be extra patient.

" I want to try to start with you Devan" I said but just brave in my heart I feel like I'm a god-level prestige when it comes to saying it.

" Whatever it is. I'm still glad you're being kind tonight" she continued. It only makes me smile wide.

After that we went home and stayed back for a very long time and there was no chat anymore. I think my ass is really sore.

Rudy was waiting on the terrace. His eyes widened in disbelief to see us passing with a 2-wheeled motorbike, even when we were the same entered he was still gawking trying to convince himself that he did not see wrong.

" Sir..?

" We talk in the workspace only" Devan said indifferently.

Rudy nodded and was already convinced it was indeed Devan.

*

" Smart boy.., level up dong.. Your relations.. How felt.?

" It's still the sus training stage... I think he can now accept dy anyway..

" Is there training? Then try my advice! Let's add to your spirit club as a couple??

" Hmm, what is it. My feeling is not good!!😖

" 😁😁 but it's powerful Len..

Said brother google.**** that's one way to build a relationship"

🤨!!😒😒😒 advice what's up..

" 😘😘 seriously.. Try it"

I typed in a reply chat from Susan. His suggestions are indeed going in and have also read the article if*** can bring the relationship to life better. But maybe because Susan doesn't know the whole thing she can convey her advice easily.

It's hard!!!

Trying to re-establish our approach is still I think repeatedly. If that advice...

And just now when the handle on the motor a lot of turmoil that perched in my brain.

Especially having sex with Devan.

I'm not ready yet.

My trauma has not gone away.

Door is pushed. Like talking about this guy with Susan makes me nervous. And I quickly smuggled my phone under my pillow.

And maybe Devan saw it, though,

His smile rose though thin. I'm sure he speculated in his head.

" Not slept?" She asked as she entered and closed the door and locked her.

Her wide back there made me nervous with Susan's implausible advice just now.

Even I see his neck is wide solid there also makes this heart rhythmically tight.

In any respect. This man does have an athletic posture with his back and body height like that, especially his face always makes amazed by his intimidating aura that makes every woman fall in love with him. As it is now. Each of his sharp eye movements made his heart waste, and it tempted me.

" Why see me like that?

I'm stirred! It turned out that he realized from earlier that I was watching his movements.

Devan took off his t-shirt earlier and opened the wardrobe with his two hands. It seems clear his back muscles are more exposed beautifully forming gunduka bumps in the belakanv there.

Again he turned his head by showing some of his face there is an intimidating element, he said, but what I saw under the bright lights of the room made this man appear to be a god with his sexy body like that.

" Not really"

I'll immediately find the TV remote and turn it on. I'm nervous and also this brain is blank.

It was said to be difficult but why did Devan give a strong aura of temptation.

Wild shadows stopped by. With that body he is above me.

Gee whiz... What I was thinking. Even thinking about it. My stomach's anget.

I'm looking for a chanel with no brain in place.

Damn it because of Susan! I got my mind on his crazy advice.

This bed is vibrating up and down. Devan came next to me with a pillow up and leaned there, even he sighed, sounding sexy again!! Kulrik He changed his clothes with long pajamas. And put his laptop into his lap after piling up his two legs.

His breath went down regularly. I lyric the tip of the foot to the knee with a heart rhythm that is hammering even this hand feels cold. There's a feeling of wanting to try. But how is it. The demonic temptation in my head is more powerful.

But!

I was scared and not confident.

" Is everything okay?" I asked nervously while straightening my back.

Maybe a little chat makes me more relaxed.

I looked at her who was focusing her eyes on the screen. Even his two aliases are tangled. His serious looks are even more giving a manly kesa!

She looks hotter and cool banged. Oh my goodness Alena... My screams feel melted.

" What's good is okay?" Ask her without paying attention to her eyes.

Scroll the screen up ahead. Many strange curve curves that make my eyes hurt even a second look at it.

" Corporate.." I said a little heart. Of course Rudy's arrival has a relationship with the company.

He gulped his saliva. Her jakun rose and fell beautifully there, and the blink of my eyes were adrift as she looked towards me.

" There's only a small problem! But it's not a problem! " His reply while raising again his straight hair that fell into his eyes, even he snorted the hair was bothering him.

Like her starting out.

If it can be created. I want my hair to split in two and then colored blue like a BTS jungkook

That must be cool.

But Devan's sharp looks like it would be ugly results, so it looks like a sissy thug. K-pop has a candy face.

" Why do you always see me? Is there something strange about my face?

I turned my face away, inwardly giggling at the thought of the crazy thing I just thought. He must be excited if I change him like Rudy! His assistant.

But this mouth keeps saying it too.

" Your hair.. It's gonna be funny if it's like Rudy!"

And his reaction was really shock! With a horrible nose and showing a jijay look. His face is more to the timuran than the korean of course he is aware of it.

" Do you think you want to change me like Rudy? Keep dancing on TV??

Hearing her, I laughed. My fantasy doesn't get there. Just imagining Devan doing it just makes me ngakak. I'm sure this guy will be like a robot if he dances.

I want to make it like that, really!

" What if I ask her do you want to do it???"

Again his eyes were as wide as a plate of tingled shoulder debgan. I laughed again at his expression.

He then put the laptop to the nightstand and scooped his bangs and rubbed stay behind.

" My face texture doesn't fit like Alena's! You will be disappointed!" Her word again thought that I would be right to ask her to turn into that. There's a suppressive tone in his sentence.

" My carrying will be gone if it turns into K-pop!"

My head nodded with a nod as it continued to listen to his comments. Without his expectations of course.

" The whole world will laugh at me!!!

" Hm.. Not necessarily..." My mouth is actually just a prank prank on her.

He glared again and I could see how his head filled his shadow with K-pop style.

" Seriously?" Ask her again. I think he has a claim not to refuse my request.

I laughed at seeing him so helpless.

" I'm kidding Dev! You're just gonna be a sissy face so nasty it doesn't match the sweet sweet.."

My stomach keeps hurting her, until my eyes water.

I forgot when I laughed like this.

Bengis???

He doesn't seem to accept that name. My mouth reached the pull and my laughter was silenced with my hands. Even I was intrigued by the pangs he attacked me by tickling my waist.

I'm weakest in tickles.

My laughter and tingling uncontrollably. Even I tried to retaliate with a tickle but his skin was like a hard lizard. Even my tickle doesn't work. There I kept on being attacked until these accomplices went where. Lucky this foot already lightened if not I'm sure it will get worse.

" Stooop.. Hnmpp hhhaaa

I don't know how long he attacked me with his finger. And we didn't realize what position it was right now that made me feel like sand. Our breath goes up and down.

He was on top of me with his chest pumping oxygen. I saw her laughter fade with a rising smile, and I kept looking at her.

This limped breath turned into a turbulent blood pumping.

It felt like I was looking at her Devan saw me. Our eyes meet. For a few seconds we were stuck in that situation. His breathing goes down regularly even his jakun goes back up and down. Like a thought was going into his head.

Did he think the same. But a mist of doubt was also visible in the look in his eyes.

We know we are stuck in a hot situation.

I try or retreat.

This is a choice for me.

If Devan I think he's trying to control it. He was afraid of missteps.

My right hand was stretched out onto his beautiful face. The touch of my own skin aroused a hidden sense.

I rubbed his face and he quickly held my touch his eyes closed and took a breath like he was enjoying the atmosphere . His body slowly descended. And I could hear his rapid heart and his breath sweeping across my skin.

His eye signal is like trying to give directions as to what he will or not.

But I just remained helpless.

Both of his hands were resting on both of my heads.

Her breathing drew closer to her eyes and continued to trace my face.

Like a light wave. Her lips swept over my lips softly and gently.

My heart is racing great.

These were the lips that were making out with my best friend 

This back that took my chastity by force...

Her..