The Marriage In Lost Memories

Thirty Five

The day after tomorrow..

I even blinked a few times hearing the day after tomorrow J said. Disconnect from his eyes.

" I can't do it" I said with something hunting in my heart.

J looked at me as if to say why.

But before we argued he signaled to one of his men to pull people from the jewelry company from there. Our topic is for privacy.

" I told you before the divorce papers! Don't worsen my self-esteem"

This time looking at J with a little annoyance. Doesn't he understand I still have my pride.

Even though my marriage was a mistake, it did not mean that I threw myself with a contemptible identity.

I'm still one man's wife, and then I'm engaged to another man. Is he crazy!

Whatever Devan's fault, people will look down on me. Even this time I feel more suspicious to be here. J has not kept his promise. He hasn't even managed to fight Devan! It was just that he remembered the many materials he had put out. I feel bad getting out of here.

And just got out there, there was a conflict if the day after tomorrow we were actually engaged!! did not dismiss the news that J was carrying a woman who was still a wife. What J does not think of people's views on her.

I'm so wondering if J is so impatient about getting a legacy from his grandfather. I suspect he's only using me for that inheritance.

" Okey! I'm wrong! " J snorted, he seemed to regret the decision he made and then pulled me in his arms.

I pushed her. Still gnawing at her with a sharp look.

" Are you so obsessed with your grandfather's legacy?" The look of my suspicion made her want to laugh at me.

"I'm not interested in Grandpa's legacy!  Even I don't need you to immediately obtain Grandfather's inheritance, I can marry another woman first! The thing is done" His reply was resolutely, this tinge of blue-eye bead color again softened trying to calm my suspicions "But this is about the woman I want to marry for once in a lifetime! No human being is the same as any kind of best woman out there. I've lost 2 times and not 3 times...

The J phrase penetrated my heart. My gaze dimmed with a simple sentence there but gave a deep strength.

" Two times...??

Jordan closed his eyes his frown sharply furrowed "I treated you badly when that video I received! Second you become Devan's wife. And not this time... "

For a moment, the memories appeared. How I was so sick he dumped me when I felt on the cliff. But that's the past. I made peace with all of that. My eyes dimmed at J with all the regret he had conveyed in the look in his eyes.

Yes, we were lovers and separated because of circumstances. This time we want to re-create that time. It's just that I still feel the same as before.

But what's important now. The lost love will come with her own, I've done it to Devan. And it's certainly easy to do again if Jordan. He's an impeccable man not to be loved..

Those words can make me feel confident again with my presence here.

Jord's phone is ringing. He gave the signal to pick up the call. I nodded while widening my eyes around again.

What I heard J's voice was stuck there.

" Hackers...

My look back at him. J looked tense there. Silently listening to the details conveyed by the phone.

" Bobble again! Find the perpetrator.. And deal with it immediately! Make a contest for hackers out there who can look for the perpetrator." His words still sounded calm but his sentence gave a sharp aura to the caller.

He then hung up the phone, his eyebrows clutched.

" Hackers? What's going on?" Ask me a curious.

" Company security system again in foreign drop! " Answer with a hardened jaw. I know J's in trouble again.

" I'll take care of this, are you tired! I'll ask Diego to take you to rest at a nearby hotel"

" Will it be possible to go home, right?" Ask me again.

" Not yet! For 24 hours"

I nodded in agreement then.

And Diego comes up with the stature he was before.

He took me out of the company building. And outside there are still some journalists looking for coverage there.

I feel anxiety.

Whether the J family's horn-toothed began to take out its claws, or there was someone else's interference. I can't guess. Everything happens in order

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I'm still worried about the news out there. After thinking a few times I finally opened google. 6 months of fasting not to touch the world of the internet.

My search went straight in and various news stories came up with different types of titles.

My eyes get more intense reading as soon as the title and the more news there the more anxiety dominates me.

It's very surprising that Devan is broke! And he disappeared! I don't know what's going on! If Devan goes bankrupt, it's obviously J the perpetrator. But disappearing? What did J do to Devan??

There was speculation in my head.

Maybe he committed a crime by abusing Devan. Suppose that..

My mouth is gaping.. I shake strongly.

Maybe it's.

Devan..

And that's why my divorce can't be processed!

There's no way J did that crazy thing, he's not a killer. And Devan I don't think it's the kind of man that's easy to just disappear.

But the news of him disappearing is certainly new. I don't think he's a cowardly guy who avoids trouble either.

But maybe he's just as cowardly as covering up his biological son without admitting it directly to me.

If I read in the news, Devan no news about 6 months more, it was after he went here more precisely after the news of his company has been taken over by a foreign party.

Devan's missing means my divorce papers will hang just like that.

Stay away from Devan's news. The story of Me with J became my next center.

There's terrible news that makes me so hot.

Her voice was like this "Beautiful face-plain wife suzerain Devano AH, after husband broke to climb the bed to another businessman"

Like a hard slap landed many times on my face.

I don't know Devan's situation after I'm gone! And climb up the bed. What does he mean?? If I climb a pole I know.

Do they think I'm climbing that bed doing that thing in bed with Jordan. Oh My God's. Just the one who made the news.

Something was boiling in my head.

It's easy shit that makes this topic corner my name.

My head throbbed with infinite anger. If you know this I don't want to read the news, bend me immediately tense in the back.

I lay myself down a mattress that felt very comfortable permeating my stiff back.

I look up at the golden sky of the hotel.

There must be a lot of people out there who gossip that I consider me a woman who just looks at the treasure, looks at Devan and leaves.

Uugggh..

This heart feels like it is holding a heavy weight.

Plus Devan disappeared.

This statement got me thinking again.

Where is he?

I touched my phone again.

Searching for my social account, when my account logged in vanished. I tried to log in again but my account was declined. Wrong password.

I remember his password. And repeatedly his results are zero.

Aki tried to make a new one, at least I remembered the name of the account I wanted to walk..

Still can't.

I'm out of the porch there. Towards a phone number.

Contacting Nita may be the thing I avoid looking back but I've been run over by curiosity.

Nita I called. My call is dead aka tam connected.

I tried again and again. Nor can.

Maybe Nita changed the number.

Go on another trip I'm trying to call Susan.

And the same thing happened. What's with them why I can't call both of them.

It's freaky.

Run from the contact names of my two best friends. Rudy is one of the most likely things. But this would tell me where I am

Nah! I can't call Rudy.

So! I have to how.

Sleep, forget not to think about that guy. Live life now, trouble outside leave it with Jordan. That's it..

This spell I tried to predict many times like a fool kamit. But this brain is still not shifting.

I straightened my back.

There was a knock on the door outside.

Whether I order food, I even forget the message or not. I lazily dragged my feet to the door.

Open the door there. The hotel staff brought me a meal that made me scream hungry in my heart.

He said something that made my ears hurt. Thick italian language.

I just nodded while taking food there.

" I forgot to order food, but my stomach did respond to the food there. Sweet-looking Dessert seduces the soul. Stroopwafel, dessert with cup serving and a bow wafer on top. It's my favorite dessert here and I need a sweet treat to get the mind out of this head.

I slowly ate this dessert. My finger while looking at Alera. Whether he's home or not

Alera said she was home.

We replied to the chat until the look in my head felt like 2. This phone has a shadow.

I sniffed my eyes and re-typed again but the letters there were like flying over until I saw this thing spinning around. My hands felt so light this phone knew it was falling down with my body back into the wind.

I realized something was wrong with the food I was eating!!

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My body feels numb. Unmoveable. But I felt my skin as if it was being sucked and there was a familiar warmth I felt.

Am I going into a dream.

Why this smell is so familiar. The sweet aroma. And the sweet touch was left on my lips.

Even I felt a strange thing that could be said to be a pleasure.

What dream is this...

Why this dream feels there is a sweet spice.

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My hands are poking.

My eyes opened quickly

I woke up slowly and saw the golden sky. Did I dream because I fell asleep.

I saw me lying on the bed at this hotel.

There was pain in my body, I woke up with a very heavy head.

I see my clothes are still intact. The strange dream I felt was passing by, I guess this weird dream I was in contact with someone I knew. A dream that feels very real

My eyes widened considering the dream digger. My heart is beating fast. It's too real.

Maybe it's...

I quickly got off the bed.

I went to the mirror there.

Seen me there in a shirt before her, nothing wrong.

Did I hallucinate so that the dream felt real. Why dream with her.

And being...

My face flushed in the mirror.

My eyes stare at me there, I remember enjoying every touch even though my body is trapped.

I immediately dismissed this ridiculous thought.

I saw the clock on my phone at 9 a.m.

I immediately headed to the bathroom to clean myself up and shadow the hot romance in the dream last night.

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Finished the bath should be her I feel more sehat but this feeling of tiredness that whack very deep. Like having a hot romance all night. I remember whose all-night hot romance was with.  Ogh why did I equate it with that night.

I sit on the bed. My curiosity whipped with the news today

But the news there is worse.

Not news about my scandal but.

The name of Jordan's company, which he says is secret data, is sold freely on the black market.

His company suffered a skyrocketing loss.

The phone call almost made me jump in shock.

There's Jordan's mother's name there. And at once the anxiety again gnawed at me.

Is this any connection to what happened?

I was picked up by Jordan's mom. Mrs. Collison at the hotel.

Travel to the city's elite residential villas. Same place from some I visited with Jordan.

The place was very wide, many hills around and plantations were stretched. Until there is only one spacious Villa belonging to the Collison family.

Even the traces of this family have been seen from the hill in front of hundreds of miles before, do not close the possibility of family assets that began from there around this place.

Being there certainly justifies Tiffany's word about the span of her equivalent distance I'm with that family. Even the end of my hair was nothing at all.

The limo car that picked me up stopped there.

With the waiter delivered I went back into a spacious room also luxurious.

My own nervousness is more pronounced when there is a Mrs. Collison, J's mom with Granny Mrs. Collison's.

Two women are different generations and not the first time I met, it's just that the current situation is like being between a lion and a wolf.

" Excuse me madam

Miss. Alena's here" said the waiter.

" Give her in" That's Jordan's mother's voice. This time in Indonesian.

I stepped forward while maintaining my modesty, and sat across from two other women of this generation.

The beauty is seen on his second face. I know it's a bad feeling, at that time Jordan's mother looked friendly but not this time, not even a single glimmer of smile I saw.

A couple of waiters showed up with tea for me.

" You know Alena, you're not welcome in our family" This unassuming sentence came out of Ms. Jordan. Even his cold expression was enough to freeze the atmosphere in the room. The banquet time they look Wellcome but I have already received criticism as well as a signal that I am very different from them.

" I'm already aware of that" I answered keeping my voice in order to keep my self-respect.

" Jordan only has a stubborn, dusty soul! He's still young and hasn't seen what he deserves"

Literally Mrs. Collison says I don't deserve his only child.

" Whatever your past is! We, her extended family are against your relationship! And don't expect to get into this family"

Once again the affirmation that this bloody woman is the same as me lays out.

" The situation out there has made Jordan complicated, disappear and remain silent! Without him knowing. That's fair enough for him now"

Then there was a man in the back politely giving something to Mother Jordan. With a graceful woman in her 50s maybe taking her

My heart beats hard looking at the check there. I can guess what this woman is going to do. Write my self-esteem numbers there.

" This is enough! Your flight will be scheduled later in the afternoon"

I saw a zero nominal digit that was over 9 euros there. Fantastic values and can make me not lack anything for decades.

I took the check with a smile. " Thank you with the generosity of Madam and Grandma. I will use this money as best as I can" I said making a basic sympathy on the face of both of them that their point of view was correct by giving me the money the case was over.

I picked up the cup of tea they served. Stir it slowly in there and put the check in there. They were shocked to see that the important paper was ready to be porridge.

" You?? Very presumptuous of you" This time the voice of the Grandmother made a sound. Even his gray eyes were shaking.

I saw the same thing with Jordan's mother. Her lips clenched hard with the humiliation I did.

" Thank you for this tea! It would be better if plus your check Madam dear I still have my own money to withdraw" I said still politely.

Aki immediately stood up then lowered her head as a farewell greeting.

" Goodbye" I said right away

It came straight out of Jordan's mother's mouth. There is even a Javanese language coming out.

I did not care and continued to move forward with a proper heart.

I'm not welcome in this family! It gave me the best option to not involve myself in a complicated relationship anymore.

Not that I'm not fighting for just this as a small form would be the best choice.

All I wanted was to live quietly without getting tangled up in a winding relationship like a soap opera.

My phone rings again.

Alera's name is there.

I immediately lifted her up

" sister. It's a mailing of their demands worth 1 billion dollars" bitter voice of Alera sounded there.

I froze for a moment and went back straight "Really... All right" I answered and hung up.

A fair price with all the material that J put out in the care of my life lately.

I'll finish it.

When I got to the gate of this family a car that I know stopped, Jordan jumped from there he still looked fit despite the condition of his company is said to be in crisis.

" Yes.." She smiled sweetly there.

" Did I miss a moment" he said there casually.

I just watched his face without answering, maybe he already knows how I'm being rude to his family.

" There's not even a moment of anything going on" I answered making her smile wider.

" I know. We made the same moment" Then he pulled my hand and brought me back to his mother and grandmother.

The shock was clearly visible from his second face. I can judge how J's reaction is in that cup of tea. He even smiles.

" Without your blessing even our relationship will continue" said this man straightforwardly. And back to making a tinge of anger Mother as well as her Grandma.

" jordan! You know what you said just now! Your girlfriend will not be welcome in our family! Understood!"

" So Mother! But I don't mean to force him to be part of this family! He will just continue to be my partner...

" jordan! If you oppose your grandfather's legacy, Grandma will cancel "This time the threat comes out of Grandma. His eyes lit up with a flame of arrogance that J conveyed. Even the mother was shocked to hear it.

" So please calm down, Jordan's just running out right now" Ms. Collision looks worried there.

" Jordan what are you saying. Apologize to Grandma!" Her mother said in a persuasive tone but her bulging eyes gave a condemnation to J.

" That's what I expected, Grandma! I don't care about that legacy" J said, ignoring what his mother said.

" Jordan what are you talking about..

Mrs. Collison stood up and immediately slapped Jordan in the face. His face was as hard as the wall books with great begetar lips.

I could even feel the pain in the corner of my heart seeing Jordan being slapped so hard by her Mother.

Jordan looked dark. I quickly pulled her elbow.

" Stop! Don't hurt each other anymore! Here is J..regardless of yes or no I was accepted by your family! I've decided that we end it all now! " My words made her dark face even more real there.

" I'm not interested in the road anymore! "

I looked at J with affirmation in my eyes. This is the answer I gave you.

" Good, you quite understand Alena" Jordan's mother said there smiling with satisfaction.

" Now you see Jord. She even treats you the same way she did when her husband went bankrupt! Go after falling in last night"

This sentence obviously hurt me. It was the situation at the time! But this has absolutely nothing to do with J's problems.

I do not respond to the words of this Lady.

I quickly turned around and immediately left from there.

Jordan is after me. And there also seems to be this family bodyguard moving to hold Jordan off from my body inches.

" lena! What you said was all fake! I'll be with you even if my family doesn't agree! Removed from this family I don't care either" he said there trying to break through the bodyguard supplies that make up 2 times his body.

" jordan! Stopit! " Shouted her Mother in a rage.

" What a great honor Jordan! But I've decided "My word is trying to tell her from my sincerity out of my eyes.

Jordan continued to coerce and rebel by the men there. But he still lost tough.

He kept calling the further away this leg was walking the harder his call was.

I have strengthened my heart. Let me once again be a coward with an uncertain feeling. I'm afraid my uncertainty will only make the burden bigger.

I managed to get out of that family neighborhood. And delivered back to my beautiful wooden house.

There Alera was waiting with her face still very tense.

" sister..

Alera followed me into the room.

I opened the safe and found Devan's necklace.

I could sell it to pay Tiffany's demands then it's done. And get out of this country.

" You can help me, right! " Pinta ku to Alera.

" Sure! Whatever it is, brother..

I see dear with this gsdis.

" Help me sell this! Do you know where I can sell it??"

Alera looked at my palm, her eyes sparkling beautifully looking at that gemstone.

He then nodded.

We immediately rushed out of the house, and that was the last time I set up this beautiful halfway house for 6 months. There is a sense of loss but yes it is. This is part of my choice now.

Alera took me to a big jewelry store

It is not difficult to sell it, even the stone is like candy that is immediately in interest at a fantastic price. It is much more paying demands that are only a quarter.

I was surprised by how easily Devan bought the necklace he was rich indeed but he bought it during a crisis in his company at that time.

Even I doubt that he's broke just lost his post there.

" So big brother will just give up on their demands? Even his sister should wear this lawyer too! They just blackmail. The value is too crazy just a scratch even my uncle's truck is worth more than his face" Alera said, flattering me with her care. I am glad to see the anger of this girl. And justify his sentence that his uncle's dilapidated truck is worth more than Tiffany's face.

I could've made a counterclaim and processed it in the legal track. But I want to end my journey here.

" Look at me to do good with them" I said as I got out of the car to the lawyer's office there. I'm not using a lawyer to fight back but to solve problems there. I've got enough black and white evidence that I've settled the charges.

My business is long enough till night! And finally finished too. Rely on all the lawyers there and get my passport back.

" We're going straight home?" Alera asked after we finished our meal. My day-to-day work from selling gems and solving problems made us hungry.

" Take me to the airport" I said making his parrot long.

" Airport for?

" I want to go home"

My words certainly made Alera shocked in disbelief.

" But brother will return it??"

" I want to solve my problem Alera! I'll definitely be back to see you..." My answer made her beautiful eyes shrink into a mist of beads of sadness.

" Jordan how??"

" He will also solve his problems here!" Answer me.

Alera still sees me with sadness, of course our 5 months are close and make a sense of comfort with each other. We are the same child who lost a mother and it's that similarity that keeps us emotionally connected. I am also very happy to know Alera in a country far from my world before her.

I got a schedule tomorrow! The flight passed this afternoon.

" I'll stay at the airport hotel! It's been a very night. Go home. Your uncle and aunt will be worried" I told Alera.

" I can accompany you tonight.. This is our farewell" Rengek Alera.

" Thank you Alera! You're a good brother! I want to be alone! And your aunt is sick too! Go home. I'm sending you your salary this month as well as a bonus in your account! "

Alera realized something she was checking into her cell phone.

" this... Why did you send this much money. This is my 1 year salary.. I'm ti-

" Use it for your aunt's medical expenses! And savings for you college next year Alera! It's a pity that your cleverness stopped this time!

" But this money is so much, I don't want to accept it..

" Take it as a loan if you don't want to take it! Return it after you succeed.. We'll meet in the future! How's it???

I made an exchange that made sense. I don't think Alera will refuse anymore.

Alera looked at me. Her tears fell she hugged me back. And the melow atmosphere was created again.

" The plague is already very dark! Your journey is quite far "I said reminding.

This girl is still sobbing. He then nodded and his heavy hearted gaze was still visible as he twisted his body. Several times he turned around and waved his hand.

I cried again to part with Alera. The money I sent was a lot. It was nothing compared to the kindness he gave! And I think he really needs it. Alera still has a high education. I'm sure he'll be a successful person with his brain and personality.

Alera's silhouette disappeared amidst another crowd. I also moved from there. But when he turned around. I feel like someone is watching me from there.

Not sure, but the gaze from the dark eyes at the end of it made me a little was was also speculated that the figure was very similar to Devan! Is my hunch right. If I'm right what I went through last night wasn't a dream.

My shoulders are tense.

Not last night was a dream I'm sure.

I'm trying to convince myself.